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River ⁠✷
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26 • vent and tracking journal
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Disordered eating
DNF - fatphobes / bigots / minors
I've been so sluggish. I need coffee so bad 😩
December 3, 2025 at 4:35 PM
Constipation + core muscle soreness + pre menstrual cramps... Free me from this evilness wtf
a black and white cat is being held by someone
ALT: a black and white cat is being held by someone
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December 2, 2025 at 10:18 PM
Wait a hot second. My little sister is going to come home for a week. Hmmm she is the one to always point out my behavior so I might just keep it on the low on the days she's here.
November 30, 2025 at 10:04 PM
December accountability 🧵
November 30, 2025 at 10:01 PM
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abladeforthehead. graphite on paper
November 29, 2025 at 8:45 PM
I'm so ready for December. I'm suddenly in high spirits (tomorrow I go to work so let's see how long that will last). Ill be doing so much!
November 29, 2025 at 3:54 AM
In December I will start to working out again. I might do Pilates but I don't know
November 29, 2025 at 2:53 AM
Ah yes here we go. Holiday fights for the smallest shit ever and I don't feel like I'm going to handle it well
a woman sitting in a car with her mouth open making a face
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November 27, 2025 at 6:30 AM
I don't want to sound ungrateful bc I am not (I'm actually very grateful a lot of people love my mom) but like there's so much food. I had an anxiety attack. Thanksgiving food is such a fear food of mine. I'm cooked
November 26, 2025 at 6:13 AM
I don't know how I'll get out of this depression slump because it's been hitting me so hard. I need to start doing shit if I want to quit for good. Me being suicidal is not helping bc I also don't fucking care
November 25, 2025 at 6:45 AM
Sometimes I forget how I got this stupid job and how no one fucking wants it
November 24, 2025 at 2:33 AM
Guys I'm just so fucking done with this fucking job. Fuck ass stupid people in here. Is it that hard to not disrespect me
November 23, 2025 at 8:53 PM
Someone needs to staple my mouth shut
November 20, 2025 at 3:25 AM
Thinking of getting the Frankenstein art book kzbkAgJ I feel like I don't deserve it but owning it would kinda heal me rn...
a brown dog standing on its hind legs next to a person 's feet
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November 18, 2025 at 5:09 AM
I should do some exercise but I'm just feel so sad
November 17, 2025 at 5:39 PM
It's just not fair
November 17, 2025 at 8:06 AM
I'm so fucking done buy I refuse to cry at work. I hate it here.
Idgaf I'm binging tonight.
November 17, 2025 at 1:36 AM
the bibigo bibimbap is so good that I'm having doubts it's actually just 360c but also it makes sense so ?
November 15, 2025 at 6:08 PM
Sad, angry, scared, and just fucking tired
November 14, 2025 at 5:10 AM
Why can't I sleep! help
November 13, 2025 at 6:27 AM
My head hurts and my ears feel like they're about to explode
November 11, 2025 at 7:01 AM
Again no electricity 👍
November 10, 2025 at 2:22 PM
I need to stop punching my mouth 😵‍💫 it hurts
November 7, 2025 at 4:55 AM
Ate an empanada, spaghetti, and a piece of an oreja
Kms
a close up of a cat 's face looking at the camera .
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November 3, 2025 at 9:39 PM
I don't give a fuck. I deserve a treat after yesterday night and today. I forgot to highlight one thing and now morning shift is putting me on blast 😭 Chill out girl
November 3, 2025 at 3:09 PM