Eideun Ssi
@officialeideunssi.bsky.social
Tiktok is banned and I'm deleting Twitter. Hellooooo. I do art, dance, yap, dress up fashionable, unboxing manga/anime figures. I'll most likely post my artworks here!!! Maybe show my fits once in a while! ♡
January 30, 2026 at 2:01 AM
I finally finished my Mitsuki and Aya Christmas drawing 😭🎄☃️❄️🌟
I hope you guys like it!!! I think im done with the digital drawings for now.... it's taking me much longer to finish 😪 #animeart #procreateart ##theguyshewasinterestedinwasntaguyatall #art #digitalart #Yuri
I hope you guys like it!!! I think im done with the digital drawings for now.... it's taking me much longer to finish 😪 #animeart #procreateart ##theguyshewasinterestedinwasntaguyatall #art #digitalart #Yuri
December 28, 2025 at 4:24 PM
I finally finished my Mitsuki and Aya Christmas drawing 😭🎄☃️❄️🌟
I hope you guys like it!!! I think im done with the digital drawings for now.... it's taking me much longer to finish 😪 #animeart #procreateart ##theguyshewasinterestedinwasntaguyatall #art #digitalart #Yuri
I hope you guys like it!!! I think im done with the digital drawings for now.... it's taking me much longer to finish 😪 #animeart #procreateart ##theguyshewasinterestedinwasntaguyatall #art #digitalart #Yuri
Merry christmas everyone. Heres my drawing of Nana and Hachi in my style ♡♡♡♡ #anime #animeart #Nana #fanart #procreate #digitalart
December 26, 2025 at 5:03 AM
Merry christmas everyone. Heres my drawing of Nana and Hachi in my style ♡♡♡♡ #anime #animeart #Nana #fanart #procreate #digitalart
ART VS. ARTIST 2025 TREND
A recap of most of my drawings from this year
I think what really changed my art drastically this year was finally being medicated for my ADHD & being diagnosed w/ ASD. It helped me pushed me to draw something I was never comfortable to
Merry Christmas 🎄& happy holidays ❄️
A recap of most of my drawings from this year
I think what really changed my art drastically this year was finally being medicated for my ADHD & being diagnosed w/ ASD. It helped me pushed me to draw something I was never comfortable to
Merry Christmas 🎄& happy holidays ❄️
December 23, 2025 at 9:02 PM
ART VS. ARTIST 2025 TREND
A recap of most of my drawings from this year
I think what really changed my art drastically this year was finally being medicated for my ADHD & being diagnosed w/ ASD. It helped me pushed me to draw something I was never comfortable to
Merry Christmas 🎄& happy holidays ❄️
A recap of most of my drawings from this year
I think what really changed my art drastically this year was finally being medicated for my ADHD & being diagnosed w/ ASD. It helped me pushed me to draw something I was never comfortable to
Merry Christmas 🎄& happy holidays ❄️
My recent Gachiakuta digital drawings I did in my art chibi style!!! ♡♡♡
December 23, 2025 at 8:56 PM
My recent Gachiakuta digital drawings I did in my art chibi style!!! ♡♡♡
Sorry for not posting as much on here!! Here we're my 2 latest drawings of the Gachiakuta characters :) #anime #art #gachiakuta
November 18, 2025 at 6:33 PM
Sorry for not posting as much on here!! Here we're my 2 latest drawings of the Gachiakuta characters :) #anime #art #gachiakuta
Here are two new drawings I did more of Gachiakuta characters! Semiu and Jabber!!! I love them both so much!!!! 😍
October 25, 2025 at 11:44 PM
Here are two new drawings I did more of Gachiakuta characters! Semiu and Jabber!!! I love them both so much!!!! 😍
Tell me how I watched Gachiakuta in one sitting ahahah the anime is SOOOO good and I cant wait for the next episodes!!!! I'm gonna get those mangas ASAP!!!!
How can I start drawing without doing the main protagonist ! 😭 RUDO MY BOY!!!
#art #sketch #gachiakuta
How can I start drawing without doing the main protagonist ! 😭 RUDO MY BOY!!!
#art #sketch #gachiakuta
October 23, 2025 at 12:29 AM
Tell me how I watched Gachiakuta in one sitting ahahah the anime is SOOOO good and I cant wait for the next episodes!!!! I'm gonna get those mangas ASAP!!!!
How can I start drawing without doing the main protagonist ! 😭 RUDO MY BOY!!!
#art #sketch #gachiakuta
How can I start drawing without doing the main protagonist ! 😭 RUDO MY BOY!!!
#art #sketch #gachiakuta
Check out my Marin art drawing in my art style! I used the new markers sent from arrtx. This time I experimented with using just the markers and finding colors for line art. I'm unsure about the soft look, as I typically prefer bold line art. What do you guys think?
#anime #arrtx #mydressupdarling
#anime #arrtx #mydressupdarling
October 12, 2025 at 12:51 AM
Check out my Marin art drawing in my art style! I used the new markers sent from arrtx. This time I experimented with using just the markers and finding colors for line art. I'm unsure about the soft look, as I typically prefer bold line art. What do you guys think?
#anime #arrtx #mydressupdarling
#anime #arrtx #mydressupdarling
Heres my Ai Hoshino drawing!!! I LOVEEEE the artstyle of the manga/anime (but I hate the plot. I haven't watched it just bc I heard so many people talk about it 😭)
*references used*
Materials:
💟 Arrtx OROS alcohol markers
💟 Arrtx Acrylic Markers
💟 Micron PN Pink Pen, 05 Purple, 05 Brown
#art
*references used*
Materials:
💟 Arrtx OROS alcohol markers
💟 Arrtx Acrylic Markers
💟 Micron PN Pink Pen, 05 Purple, 05 Brown
#art
October 6, 2025 at 5:34 PM
Heres my Ai Hoshino drawing!!! I LOVEEEE the artstyle of the manga/anime (but I hate the plot. I haven't watched it just bc I heard so many people talk about it 😭)
*references used*
Materials:
💟 Arrtx OROS alcohol markers
💟 Arrtx Acrylic Markers
💟 Micron PN Pink Pen, 05 Purple, 05 Brown
#art
*references used*
Materials:
💟 Arrtx OROS alcohol markers
💟 Arrtx Acrylic Markers
💟 Micron PN Pink Pen, 05 Purple, 05 Brown
#art
I can't believe how it came out to be! This is from my recent collab I did and it was Studio Ghibli theme ☆
*references used*
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Arrtx Acrylic Markers for highlights
#howlsmovingcastle #art
*references used*
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Arrtx Acrylic Markers for highlights
#howlsmovingcastle #art
October 6, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I can't believe how it came out to be! This is from my recent collab I did and it was Studio Ghibli theme ☆
*references used*
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Arrtx Acrylic Markers for highlights
#howlsmovingcastle #art
*references used*
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Arrtx Acrylic Markers for highlights
#howlsmovingcastle #art
Here's a finished drawing of Kyojuro Rengoku in my art style ♡♡♡
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlighting
#anime #animeart #artist #artwork #alcoholmarkers #drawing #copicmarkers #demonslayer #rengoku
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlighting
#anime #animeart #artist #artwork #alcoholmarkers #drawing #copicmarkers #demonslayer #rengoku
September 10, 2025 at 1:19 AM
Here's a finished drawing of Kyojuro Rengoku in my art style ♡♡♡
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlighting
#anime #animeart #artist #artwork #alcoholmarkers #drawing #copicmarkers #demonslayer #rengoku
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlighting
#anime #animeart #artist #artwork #alcoholmarkers #drawing #copicmarkers #demonslayer #rengoku
Kimi Ni Todoke in my art style!
Hope you guys like it ♡
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlights
#anime #animeart #artist #copicmarkers #kiminitodoke
Hope you guys like it ♡
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlights
#anime #animeart #artist #copicmarkers #kiminitodoke
September 4, 2025 at 3:25 AM
Kimi Ni Todoke in my art style!
Hope you guys like it ♡
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlights
#anime #animeart #artist #copicmarkers #kiminitodoke
Hope you guys like it ♡
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1, 0.05
💟 Copic Opaque White
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlights
#anime #animeart #artist #copicmarkers #kiminitodoke
🌸 I hope you guys like my drawing♡
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlights
#anime #animeart #animeartist #animefanart #animedrawing #artist #artwork #alcoholmarkers #fanart #drawing #copics #copicmarkers #ouranhighschoolhostclub
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlights
#anime #animeart #animeartist #animefanart #animedrawing #artist #artwork #alcoholmarkers #fanart #drawing #copics #copicmarkers #ouranhighschoolhostclub
September 3, 2025 at 4:24 PM
🌸 I hope you guys like my drawing♡
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlights
#anime #animeart #animeartist #animefanart #animedrawing #artist #artwork #alcoholmarkers #fanart #drawing #copics #copicmarkers #ouranhighschoolhostclub
Materials used:
💟 Copic Sketch Alcohol Markers
💟 Copic Multiliner 0.3 , 0.1
💟 Acrylic Painter for highlights
#anime #animeart #animeartist #animefanart #animedrawing #artist #artwork #alcoholmarkers #fanart #drawing #copics #copicmarkers #ouranhighschoolhostclub
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 10/10 ☆ L Eating Sweets ☆
This is officially THE last drawing for the challenge! I want to thank arrtx for letting me join this awesome challenge! It has motivated me and helped me improved so much in my art journey.
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #anime #deathnote
Day 10/10 ☆ L Eating Sweets ☆
This is officially THE last drawing for the challenge! I want to thank arrtx for letting me join this awesome challenge! It has motivated me and helped me improved so much in my art journey.
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #anime #deathnote
August 29, 2025 at 11:21 PM
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 10/10 ☆ L Eating Sweets ☆
This is officially THE last drawing for the challenge! I want to thank arrtx for letting me join this awesome challenge! It has motivated me and helped me improved so much in my art journey.
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #anime #deathnote
Day 10/10 ☆ L Eating Sweets ☆
This is officially THE last drawing for the challenge! I want to thank arrtx for letting me join this awesome challenge! It has motivated me and helped me improved so much in my art journey.
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #anime #deathnote
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 9/10 ☆ Cardcaptor Sakura ☆
You can't draw Sakura flowers without Sakura Kinomoto! 🌸
Stay tuned for my last drawing! #arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #alcoholmarkers #illustrations #drawing #anime #cardcaptorsakura #sakurakinomoto
Day 9/10 ☆ Cardcaptor Sakura ☆
You can't draw Sakura flowers without Sakura Kinomoto! 🌸
Stay tuned for my last drawing! #arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #alcoholmarkers #illustrations #drawing #anime #cardcaptorsakura #sakurakinomoto
August 29, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 9/10 ☆ Cardcaptor Sakura ☆
You can't draw Sakura flowers without Sakura Kinomoto! 🌸
Stay tuned for my last drawing! #arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #alcoholmarkers #illustrations #drawing #anime #cardcaptorsakura #sakurakinomoto
Day 9/10 ☆ Cardcaptor Sakura ☆
You can't draw Sakura flowers without Sakura Kinomoto! 🌸
Stay tuned for my last drawing! #arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #alcoholmarkers #illustrations #drawing #anime #cardcaptorsakura #sakurakinomoto
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 8/10 ☆Mitsuri & Obanai☆
When i sketched it, I didn't realize the reference i used was a fan art and NOT from the manga :0 So I changed a few things, added extra stuff to it to give it a more summer feeling 🌞
*references were used*
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #anime
Day 8/10 ☆Mitsuri & Obanai☆
When i sketched it, I didn't realize the reference i used was a fan art and NOT from the manga :0 So I changed a few things, added extra stuff to it to give it a more summer feeling 🌞
*references were used*
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #anime
August 25, 2025 at 7:15 PM
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 8/10 ☆Mitsuri & Obanai☆
When i sketched it, I didn't realize the reference i used was a fan art and NOT from the manga :0 So I changed a few things, added extra stuff to it to give it a more summer feeling 🌞
*references were used*
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #anime
Day 8/10 ☆Mitsuri & Obanai☆
When i sketched it, I didn't realize the reference i used was a fan art and NOT from the manga :0 So I changed a few things, added extra stuff to it to give it a more summer feeling 🌞
*references were used*
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #anime
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 7/10 ☆ Kamisama Kiss ☆
I hope you guys like my art style of the characters from Kamisama Kiss!!! I loved watching this show growing up! I sometimes go back and rewatch it just for Tomoe 🤣 iykyk
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #arrtxpencils #illustrations #drawing
Day 7/10 ☆ Kamisama Kiss ☆
I hope you guys like my art style of the characters from Kamisama Kiss!!! I loved watching this show growing up! I sometimes go back and rewatch it just for Tomoe 🤣 iykyk
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #arrtxpencils #illustrations #drawing
August 24, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 7/10 ☆ Kamisama Kiss ☆
I hope you guys like my art style of the characters from Kamisama Kiss!!! I loved watching this show growing up! I sometimes go back and rewatch it just for Tomoe 🤣 iykyk
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #arrtxpencils #illustrations #drawing
Day 7/10 ☆ Kamisama Kiss ☆
I hope you guys like my art style of the characters from Kamisama Kiss!!! I loved watching this show growing up! I sometimes go back and rewatch it just for Tomoe 🤣 iykyk
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #arrtxpencils #illustrations #drawing
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 6/10 ☆ Yummy Summer Desserts 🍨 ☆
This is my first time drawing and coloring desserts 🍨 it is not so bad! I should practice more of it sometime!!!
Stay tuned for the next 4 drawings!
Tags @arrtxart
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #art #alcoholmarkers #drawing
Day 6/10 ☆ Yummy Summer Desserts 🍨 ☆
This is my first time drawing and coloring desserts 🍨 it is not so bad! I should practice more of it sometime!!!
Stay tuned for the next 4 drawings!
Tags @arrtxart
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #art #alcoholmarkers #drawing
August 19, 2025 at 3:55 AM
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 6/10 ☆ Yummy Summer Desserts 🍨 ☆
This is my first time drawing and coloring desserts 🍨 it is not so bad! I should practice more of it sometime!!!
Stay tuned for the next 4 drawings!
Tags @arrtxart
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #art #alcoholmarkers #drawing
Day 6/10 ☆ Yummy Summer Desserts 🍨 ☆
This is my first time drawing and coloring desserts 🍨 it is not so bad! I should practice more of it sometime!!!
Stay tuned for the next 4 drawings!
Tags @arrtxart
#arrtx10th #arrtx #arrtxmarkers #art #alcoholmarkers #drawing
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 5/10 ☆ Maomao holding Sunflowers ☆
I feel like every drawing i do these past 5 days for this challenge, keeps getting better 😭
I didn't expect this drawing to take me so long to finish!!! Mind you, I started at 9:30 in the morning and I just finished it at 6:30pm 😩
Day 5/10 ☆ Maomao holding Sunflowers ☆
I feel like every drawing i do these past 5 days for this challenge, keeps getting better 😭
I didn't expect this drawing to take me so long to finish!!! Mind you, I started at 9:30 in the morning and I just finished it at 6:30pm 😩
August 16, 2025 at 11:52 PM
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 5/10 ☆ Maomao holding Sunflowers ☆
I feel like every drawing i do these past 5 days for this challenge, keeps getting better 😭
I didn't expect this drawing to take me so long to finish!!! Mind you, I started at 9:30 in the morning and I just finished it at 6:30pm 😩
Day 5/10 ☆ Maomao holding Sunflowers ☆
I feel like every drawing i do these past 5 days for this challenge, keeps getting better 😭
I didn't expect this drawing to take me so long to finish!!! Mind you, I started at 9:30 in the morning and I just finished it at 6:30pm 😩
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 4/10 ☆ Aerith Gainsborough at the beach!
When I had sketched this, I KNEW this illustration was gonna be big and I knew i was going to have difficulties executing the scenery😅 BUT!!! I have definitely proved to myself that I CAN do it!! I hope you guys like it♡
Day 4/10 ☆ Aerith Gainsborough at the beach!
When I had sketched this, I KNEW this illustration was gonna be big and I knew i was going to have difficulties executing the scenery😅 BUT!!! I have definitely proved to myself that I CAN do it!! I hope you guys like it♡
August 15, 2025 at 8:59 PM
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 4/10 ☆ Aerith Gainsborough at the beach!
When I had sketched this, I KNEW this illustration was gonna be big and I knew i was going to have difficulties executing the scenery😅 BUT!!! I have definitely proved to myself that I CAN do it!! I hope you guys like it♡
Day 4/10 ☆ Aerith Gainsborough at the beach!
When I had sketched this, I KNEW this illustration was gonna be big and I knew i was going to have difficulties executing the scenery😅 BUT!!! I have definitely proved to myself that I CAN do it!! I hope you guys like it♡
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 3/10 ☆ Hatsune Miku x Strawberry 🍓
This time I wanted to draw anime characters in their summer vibes bc I excell at drawing anime, not so much on doing my own original characters 😭😅 I drew her in my art style ✨️ I added colored pencils this time!!!
Tags @arrtxart
Day 3/10 ☆ Hatsune Miku x Strawberry 🍓
This time I wanted to draw anime characters in their summer vibes bc I excell at drawing anime, not so much on doing my own original characters 😭😅 I drew her in my art style ✨️ I added colored pencils this time!!!
Tags @arrtxart
August 15, 2025 at 12:51 PM
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 3/10 ☆ Hatsune Miku x Strawberry 🍓
This time I wanted to draw anime characters in their summer vibes bc I excell at drawing anime, not so much on doing my own original characters 😭😅 I drew her in my art style ✨️ I added colored pencils this time!!!
Tags @arrtxart
Day 3/10 ☆ Hatsune Miku x Strawberry 🍓
This time I wanted to draw anime characters in their summer vibes bc I excell at drawing anime, not so much on doing my own original characters 😭😅 I drew her in my art style ✨️ I added colored pencils this time!!!
Tags @arrtxart
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 2/10 ☆ Grapes and Gingham
I finally got the markers i bought and wanted to try their markers. I LOVE it!
I went on pinterest to find more summery vibes, found this model and used her photo shoot, just changed the outfit and added cute background!!! #Art
Day 2/10 ☆ Grapes and Gingham
I finally got the markers i bought and wanted to try their markers. I LOVE it!
I went on pinterest to find more summery vibes, found this model and used her photo shoot, just changed the outfit and added cute background!!! #Art
August 15, 2025 at 3:05 AM
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 2/10 ☆ Grapes and Gingham
I finally got the markers i bought and wanted to try their markers. I LOVE it!
I went on pinterest to find more summery vibes, found this model and used her photo shoot, just changed the outfit and added cute background!!! #Art
Day 2/10 ☆ Grapes and Gingham
I finally got the markers i bought and wanted to try their markers. I LOVE it!
I went on pinterest to find more summery vibes, found this model and used her photo shoot, just changed the outfit and added cute background!!! #Art
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 1/10 ☆
First and foremost, i want to thank Arrtx for choosing me to join the draw 10 summer drawings challenge!!!
I know there's a lot of drawing of the famous Howl's Moving Castle or Spirited Away or Totoro so I wanted to draw something else, The Wind Rises.
Day 1/10 ☆
First and foremost, i want to thank Arrtx for choosing me to join the draw 10 summer drawings challenge!!!
I know there's a lot of drawing of the famous Howl's Moving Castle or Spirited Away or Totoro so I wanted to draw something else, The Wind Rises.
August 14, 2025 at 1:03 PM
Arrtx 10th Anniversay!!!
Day 1/10 ☆
First and foremost, i want to thank Arrtx for choosing me to join the draw 10 summer drawings challenge!!!
I know there's a lot of drawing of the famous Howl's Moving Castle or Spirited Away or Totoro so I wanted to draw something else, The Wind Rises.
Day 1/10 ☆
First and foremost, i want to thank Arrtx for choosing me to join the draw 10 summer drawings challenge!!!
I know there's a lot of drawing of the famous Howl's Moving Castle or Spirited Away or Totoro so I wanted to draw something else, The Wind Rises.
Finally finished my drawing from Kpop Demon Hunters!!!
I've decided to do it in my art style!!! They look so cute and I think i could do better! It's hard when you're not perfecting or working on your art style consistently and then you start to lose how you did it 😭💀
I've decided to do it in my art style!!! They look so cute and I think i could do better! It's hard when you're not perfecting or working on your art style consistently and then you start to lose how you did it 😭💀
July 7, 2025 at 3:52 AM
Finally finished my drawing from Kpop Demon Hunters!!!
I've decided to do it in my art style!!! They look so cute and I think i could do better! It's hard when you're not perfecting or working on your art style consistently and then you start to lose how you did it 😭💀
I've decided to do it in my art style!!! They look so cute and I think i could do better! It's hard when you're not perfecting or working on your art style consistently and then you start to lose how you did it 😭💀