Jay
@ofconsequence.bsky.social
♦ him/her
♥ writer/artist of unfinished things
♣ psychological horror enthusiast ♦ fictional men enjoyer
♦ profile photo - Pathologic 2/darcy0
♥ writer/artist of unfinished things
♣ psychological horror enthusiast ♦ fictional men enjoyer
♦ profile photo - Pathologic 2/darcy0
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Jay
@ofconsequence.bsky.social
· Oct 17
Hello! I'm J(ay). I ramble about different fandoms, life, writing, art, & seek inspiration & try to juggle hobbies without ending up dissociating.
I LOVE psychological horror (think: Talk to Me, Possessor, 1408), having a yarn (when my social battery isn't 0) and fictional men ♥
I LOVE psychological horror (think: Talk to Me, Possessor, 1408), having a yarn (when my social battery isn't 0) and fictional men ♥
what's adulthood, anyway? paying your bills on time, doing what you said you'd do, and looking for a personal purpose for your life?
been thinking about that lately. i don't have a lot of "adult" or "outdoorsy" habits. nor do i want em. i don't feel responsible enough to be a normie adult, lol
been thinking about that lately. i don't have a lot of "adult" or "outdoorsy" habits. nor do i want em. i don't feel responsible enough to be a normie adult, lol
November 16, 2025 at 1:53 AM
what's adulthood, anyway? paying your bills on time, doing what you said you'd do, and looking for a personal purpose for your life?
been thinking about that lately. i don't have a lot of "adult" or "outdoorsy" habits. nor do i want em. i don't feel responsible enough to be a normie adult, lol
been thinking about that lately. i don't have a lot of "adult" or "outdoorsy" habits. nor do i want em. i don't feel responsible enough to be a normie adult, lol
Yep, officially struggling to write more #Dispatch. Really live up to my own prerogative, heh. But that's the keen thing not to force words.
Even had a week off and everything. Guess I'm still watching ppl's LP's to cope.
Even had a week off and everything. Guess I'm still watching ppl's LP's to cope.
November 9, 2025 at 9:18 AM
Yep, officially struggling to write more #Dispatch. Really live up to my own prerogative, heh. But that's the keen thing not to force words.
Even had a week off and everything. Guess I'm still watching ppl's LP's to cope.
Even had a week off and everything. Guess I'm still watching ppl's LP's to cope.
the long walk is a certified banger. it's a ride from start to finish, i'd recommend watching it, contesting for MOTY 2025
November 5, 2025 at 9:31 AM
the long walk is a certified banger. it's a ride from start to finish, i'd recommend watching it, contesting for MOTY 2025
welp, time to read to get the old thinker back on the block. the choppin' block. my head's in a tizzy from churning out like 9k words. lawdyyyyyy.
November 4, 2025 at 12:00 PM
welp, time to read to get the old thinker back on the block. the choppin' block. my head's in a tizzy from churning out like 9k words. lawdyyyyyy.
PART TWO IS OUT OH MY GOSHHHHHHHH this is a lot for me honestly just so you KNOW
#Dispatch #phenomamech
#Dispatch #phenomamech
trouble - Delicious - Dispatch (Video Game) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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November 4, 2025 at 10:25 AM
PART TWO IS OUT OH MY GOSHHHHHHHH this is a lot for me honestly just so you KNOW
#Dispatch #phenomamech
#Dispatch #phenomamech
not gonna lie, kinda want to write a non-smut continuation of the fic i wrote. more feelsy, but i'm not gonna try to force it. words are already hard enough, man... i legitimately struggle to try to envision what i want on the page.
pantsing is still hard work !! #Dispatch #Phenomamech
pantsing is still hard work !! #Dispatch #Phenomamech
November 4, 2025 at 5:48 AM
not gonna lie, kinda want to write a non-smut continuation of the fic i wrote. more feelsy, but i'm not gonna try to force it. words are already hard enough, man... i legitimately struggle to try to envision what i want on the page.
pantsing is still hard work !! #Dispatch #Phenomamech
pantsing is still hard work !! #Dispatch #Phenomamech
hey so low-k i play warframe and i just cannot get over Lavos' drip, that snatched waist is so hhhh #Warframe
a friend said that everyone overlooks him until it just clicks one day and he was right !!
a friend said that everyone overlooks him until it just clicks one day and he was right !!
November 4, 2025 at 3:48 AM
hey so low-k i play warframe and i just cannot get over Lavos' drip, that snatched waist is so hhhh #Warframe
a friend said that everyone overlooks him until it just clicks one day and he was right !!
a friend said that everyone overlooks him until it just clicks one day and he was right !!
Aaaaand of course I'm back to this profile picture. I mean, I'm probably not that but the imagery is just so powerful (Otherwise, back to Pathologic-inspired profile pics lmao).
Side note: Dropped Joya from my list of names. I loved & used that name for a long time, but I think it's time to let go.
Side note: Dropped Joya from my list of names. I loved & used that name for a long time, but I think it's time to let go.
November 1, 2025 at 9:48 AM
Aaaaand of course I'm back to this profile picture. I mean, I'm probably not that but the imagery is just so powerful (Otherwise, back to Pathologic-inspired profile pics lmao).
Side note: Dropped Joya from my list of names. I loved & used that name for a long time, but I think it's time to let go.
Side note: Dropped Joya from my list of names. I loved & used that name for a long time, but I think it's time to let go.
Project Hail Mary is a good book IM POSTING ABOUT IT AT 90% READ, I'm totally sucked in like 1/4 of the way through the book. Amazing stuff. #ProjectHailMary
November 1, 2025 at 9:47 AM
Project Hail Mary is a good book IM POSTING ABOUT IT AT 90% READ, I'm totally sucked in like 1/4 of the way through the book. Amazing stuff. #ProjectHailMary
Robert Robertson might be the protagonist of the year. I adore how he was categorised so much.
Cutting Sonar was the hardest thing I did (on second playthrough). Half-bat, half-man, all freak, baby. #Dispatch
Cutting Sonar was the hardest thing I did (on second playthrough). Half-bat, half-man, all freak, baby. #Dispatch
October 31, 2025 at 11:06 AM
Robert Robertson might be the protagonist of the year. I adore how he was categorised so much.
Cutting Sonar was the hardest thing I did (on second playthrough). Half-bat, half-man, all freak, baby. #Dispatch
Cutting Sonar was the hardest thing I did (on second playthrough). Half-bat, half-man, all freak, baby. #Dispatch
talking about resilience - forces of nature sent me two challenges today. had my rage and my cry, and we continue (lost a nice grand total of $250 that isn't even mine).
these are just incidents, they do not bring down the whole day.
write and draw it out.
these are just incidents, they do not bring down the whole day.
write and draw it out.
October 25, 2025 at 7:00 AM
talking about resilience - forces of nature sent me two challenges today. had my rage and my cry, and we continue (lost a nice grand total of $250 that isn't even mine).
these are just incidents, they do not bring down the whole day.
write and draw it out.
these are just incidents, they do not bring down the whole day.
write and draw it out.
goddamit i gave in to temptation. ST earrings are MINE - talked myself into it when i realised the double meaning (it's gay as hell i love it)
as a random aside no one fuckin' told me Ghost from MW2022 had such a bassy voice of authority. i adored him from OG MW2 but he is just... oh my. im a simp.
as a random aside no one fuckin' told me Ghost from MW2022 had such a bassy voice of authority. i adored him from OG MW2 but he is just... oh my. im a simp.
October 24, 2025 at 12:44 PM
goddamit i gave in to temptation. ST earrings are MINE - talked myself into it when i realised the double meaning (it's gay as hell i love it)
as a random aside no one fuckin' told me Ghost from MW2022 had such a bassy voice of authority. i adored him from OG MW2 but he is just... oh my. im a simp.
as a random aside no one fuckin' told me Ghost from MW2022 had such a bassy voice of authority. i adored him from OG MW2 but he is just... oh my. im a simp.
High-key need fic of Robert Robertson from Dispatch being a bottom (he would be a good one, I'M JUST SAYING.)
October 23, 2025 at 8:25 AM
High-key need fic of Robert Robertson from Dispatch being a bottom (he would be a good one, I'M JUST SAYING.)
DISPATCH IS OUT and has many bangers which include:
-hung dong in the first 15 minutes of the game (GOTY)
-i could absolutely step on our main character Bob Bob (which is important to me, apparently)
-aaron paul saying verbatim 'What the fuck is a PTO' i laughed so hard, extra meta joke
#Dispatch
-hung dong in the first 15 minutes of the game (GOTY)
-i could absolutely step on our main character Bob Bob (which is important to me, apparently)
-aaron paul saying verbatim 'What the fuck is a PTO' i laughed so hard, extra meta joke
#Dispatch
October 23, 2025 at 1:33 AM
DISPATCH IS OUT and has many bangers which include:
-hung dong in the first 15 minutes of the game (GOTY)
-i could absolutely step on our main character Bob Bob (which is important to me, apparently)
-aaron paul saying verbatim 'What the fuck is a PTO' i laughed so hard, extra meta joke
#Dispatch
-hung dong in the first 15 minutes of the game (GOTY)
-i could absolutely step on our main character Bob Bob (which is important to me, apparently)
-aaron paul saying verbatim 'What the fuck is a PTO' i laughed so hard, extra meta joke
#Dispatch
Reconnecting with old deviant art friends is crazy. I can't believe they still remember me and my art? LOL. wow what a time in my life. Being sick dampens the progress but health comes first.
October 21, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Reconnecting with old deviant art friends is crazy. I can't believe they still remember me and my art? LOL. wow what a time in my life. Being sick dampens the progress but health comes first.
Hello! I'm J(ay). I ramble about different fandoms, life, writing, art, & seek inspiration & try to juggle hobbies without ending up dissociating.
I LOVE psychological horror (think: Talk to Me, Possessor, 1408), having a yarn (when my social battery isn't 0) and fictional men ♥
I LOVE psychological horror (think: Talk to Me, Possessor, 1408), having a yarn (when my social battery isn't 0) and fictional men ♥
October 17, 2025 at 11:15 PM
Hello! I'm J(ay). I ramble about different fandoms, life, writing, art, & seek inspiration & try to juggle hobbies without ending up dissociating.
I LOVE psychological horror (think: Talk to Me, Possessor, 1408), having a yarn (when my social battery isn't 0) and fictional men ♥
I LOVE psychological horror (think: Talk to Me, Possessor, 1408), having a yarn (when my social battery isn't 0) and fictional men ♥
Man being sick really puts a cramp on the energy and outlets (can barely get myself up to use facilities) 💀
October 17, 2025 at 10:22 PM
Man being sick really puts a cramp on the energy and outlets (can barely get myself up to use facilities) 💀
Pathologic 3 demo (v2 electric boogaloo) here we come. That opening intro blew chunks, though - the old Quarantine one with the smashed whele was way more cinematic imo.
October 15, 2025 at 1:23 AM
Pathologic 3 demo (v2 electric boogaloo) here we come. That opening intro blew chunks, though - the old Quarantine one with the smashed whele was way more cinematic imo.
does dancing count as cardio if we start with 20 mins --> 30 mins after the first week? really want to re-start working out because weights didn't stick for more than two months which is fine but i think i have to build the habit proper over 6+ months
October 14, 2025 at 1:35 PM
does dancing count as cardio if we start with 20 mins --> 30 mins after the first week? really want to re-start working out because weights didn't stick for more than two months which is fine but i think i have to build the habit proper over 6+ months
The world becomes a lonelier place after a holiday, I swear. Lighting an incense, typing away at the void, maybe watch a horror movie to bring me back down to earth.
October 14, 2025 at 8:31 AM
The world becomes a lonelier place after a holiday, I swear. Lighting an incense, typing away at the void, maybe watch a horror movie to bring me back down to earth.
More highlights (that have photos):
-Learned how to play 'Fingers', a drinking game that's King's Cup except a thousand times more classy.
-Mate bought a plushie for our mate (the green/white bag) to take back to Base with his military issue sheets HA
-Grab'n a beer after PAX FireAlarm went off lol
-Learned how to play 'Fingers', a drinking game that's King's Cup except a thousand times more classy.
-Mate bought a plushie for our mate (the green/white bag) to take back to Base with his military issue sheets HA
-Grab'n a beer after PAX FireAlarm went off lol
October 14, 2025 at 4:38 AM
More highlights (that have photos):
-Learned how to play 'Fingers', a drinking game that's King's Cup except a thousand times more classy.
-Mate bought a plushie for our mate (the green/white bag) to take back to Base with his military issue sheets HA
-Grab'n a beer after PAX FireAlarm went off lol
-Learned how to play 'Fingers', a drinking game that's King's Cup except a thousand times more classy.
-Mate bought a plushie for our mate (the green/white bag) to take back to Base with his military issue sheets HA
-Grab'n a beer after PAX FireAlarm went off lol
Pax Melbourne 2025 was pretty incredible. The week absolutely blinked by. Lots of friends met and can't describe how much joy derived.
October 13, 2025 at 12:20 AM
Pax Melbourne 2025 was pretty incredible. The week absolutely blinked by. Lots of friends met and can't describe how much joy derived.