@nyponbuske.bsky.social
the fucking ducks are keeping me from falling asleep & finding peaceful release. fucking ducks
November 17, 2025 at 11:04 PM
the fucking ducks are keeping me from falling asleep & finding peaceful release. fucking ducks
at least i'll die swearing
November 17, 2025 at 10:26 PM
at least i'll die swearing
turns out it's really fucking disgusting to swallow 47 sleeping pills w/o any water to wash them down, holy fuck
November 17, 2025 at 10:26 PM
turns out it's really fucking disgusting to swallow 47 sleeping pills w/o any water to wash them down, holy fuck
it's peaceful here. i like it
November 17, 2025 at 9:51 PM
it's peaceful here. i like it
i always wanted to pass passively
November 17, 2025 at 9:50 PM
i always wanted to pass passively
hey. i'm out here freezing to death i hope, & suddenly i realised it's been exactly 20 years since i did this last, give or take a month. how time flies! & i still want to die. i forget how many times. this is it tho, i hope
November 17, 2025 at 9:50 PM
hey. i'm out here freezing to death i hope, & suddenly i realised it's been exactly 20 years since i did this last, give or take a month. how time flies! & i still want to die. i forget how many times. this is it tho, i hope
now my heart is a mess, murder scene in my chest. not a clue how you got through the door. but i'm glad that you came, no regret and no shame
November 12, 2025 at 12:44 PM
now my heart is a mess, murder scene in my chest. not a clue how you got through the door. but i'm glad that you came, no regret and no shame
🎶 i go through withdrawal without you, sick with this addiction in me 🎶
November 12, 2025 at 12:41 PM
🎶 i go through withdrawal without you, sick with this addiction in me 🎶
don't mind me i'm just a little brokenhearted
November 11, 2025 at 3:01 PM
don't mind me i'm just a little brokenhearted
& yeah, i certainly regret not making out w/ him. ugh.
November 11, 2025 at 3:00 PM
& yeah, i certainly regret not making out w/ him. ugh.
i miss brian a whole fuckton. he's a wonderful guy. fantastic dad. & good-looking. we had fun. the ending was bittersweet & i'm still torn up from it if i'm honest. probably never going to see him again. RIP my sad little poly heart.
November 11, 2025 at 3:00 PM
i miss brian a whole fuckton. he's a wonderful guy. fantastic dad. & good-looking. we had fun. the ending was bittersweet & i'm still torn up from it if i'm honest. probably never going to see him again. RIP my sad little poly heart.
he was a damn fine man.
August 3, 2025 at 12:52 AM
he was a damn fine man.
"be honest, have i got green on me?"
"have you been choked? ;)"
"not recently, no"
"aww, sad :'( ;) you've got some there, let me get it for you"
"hold on, just a little bit more ;) ;)"
"have you been choked? ;)"
"not recently, no"
"aww, sad :'( ;) you've got some there, let me get it for you"
"hold on, just a little bit more ;) ;)"
August 3, 2025 at 12:51 AM
"be honest, have i got green on me?"
"have you been choked? ;)"
"not recently, no"
"aww, sad :'( ;) you've got some there, let me get it for you"
"hold on, just a little bit more ;) ;)"
"have you been choked? ;)"
"not recently, no"
"aww, sad :'( ;) you've got some there, let me get it for you"
"hold on, just a little bit more ;) ;)"
i can't let go of the customer facing spot b/c the 19 y-o can't do it properly
July 31, 2025 at 6:50 PM
i can't let go of the customer facing spot b/c the 19 y-o can't do it properly
ugh. my boss' wife can suck it. i'm doing the best i can with the resources available to me
July 31, 2025 at 6:49 PM
ugh. my boss' wife can suck it. i'm doing the best i can with the resources available to me
crisis averted. he replied back w/ TWO hearts! ❤️❤️
June 8, 2025 at 8:43 AM
crisis averted. he replied back w/ TWO hearts! ❤️❤️
i mean i should back off & stop crushing but hey, i'm just a girl in love. i can't be held responsible for my actions. i'm certifiably cute & adorably obsessed
June 6, 2025 at 5:13 PM
i mean i should back off & stop crushing but hey, i'm just a girl in love. i can't be held responsible for my actions. i'm certifiably cute & adorably obsessed
i sincerely hope i haven't made him uncomfortable & ruined our friendship forever
June 6, 2025 at 5:12 PM
i sincerely hope i haven't made him uncomfortable & ruined our friendship forever
i crushed a little too hard & sent a smoochy face emoji & now he hasn't responded for 24 hours & it's KILLING me
June 6, 2025 at 5:11 PM
i crushed a little too hard & sent a smoochy face emoji & now he hasn't responded for 24 hours & it's KILLING me