matthew
@numinousobject.bsky.social
Free Palestine
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how it was enough for this one and not some other to give up on you
January 6, 2026 at 4:30 PM
how it was enough for this one and not some other to give up on you
how much time to spend on what you will never be good at
January 6, 2026 at 3:56 PM
how much time to spend on what you will never be good at
what is the most used thing that has ever felt made for you alone
January 6, 2026 at 2:32 PM
what is the most used thing that has ever felt made for you alone
somebody said something funny
and i said something funny back
and i said something funny back
January 5, 2026 at 9:57 PM
somebody said something funny
and i said something funny back
and i said something funny back
sometimes you are given the three days it takes to think of what to say
January 5, 2026 at 6:26 PM
sometimes you are given the three days it takes to think of what to say
don’t fall for the prolepsis
January 5, 2026 at 6:19 PM
don’t fall for the prolepsis
days when all words sound forced
January 5, 2026 at 5:25 PM
days when all words sound forced
who pinned the joking belittling words to its beauty
January 5, 2026 at 3:51 PM
who pinned the joking belittling words to its beauty
you might not realize how you made it hard to respond
January 4, 2026 at 6:27 PM
you might not realize how you made it hard to respond
when you are careful with the next one because of how you fucked up before
January 4, 2026 at 5:33 PM
when you are careful with the next one because of how you fucked up before
what are you telling each other
January 4, 2026 at 4:55 PM
what are you telling each other
what is passed off as a dispassionate description
January 4, 2026 at 4:10 PM
what is passed off as a dispassionate description
seeing [maybe recognizing] your themes and patterns
January 4, 2026 at 3:41 PM
seeing [maybe recognizing] your themes and patterns
that it isn't a place you stay
January 3, 2026 at 2:40 PM
that it isn't a place you stay
better to wake to nothing than to wake to this
January 3, 2026 at 2:32 PM
better to wake to nothing than to wake to this
selecting and excluding
January 3, 2026 at 2:13 PM
selecting and excluding
if someone ever truly went through line by line with you
January 2, 2026 at 3:58 PM
if someone ever truly went through line by line with you
i am kind of obligated to the one i don't get along with well
January 2, 2026 at 2:39 PM
i am kind of obligated to the one i don't get along with well
close enough not to speak
January 2, 2026 at 2:30 PM
close enough not to speak
did you go outside wearing those contradictions
January 2, 2026 at 2:24 PM
did you go outside wearing those contradictions
keeping the single "yes" a person said for a while longer than usual
January 2, 2026 at 2:17 PM
keeping the single "yes" a person said for a while longer than usual
an ordinary skill that made you sensitive at doing something else
January 2, 2026 at 2:04 PM
an ordinary skill that made you sensitive at doing something else
afraid to tell someone that they did good because it will get them nowhere
January 2, 2026 at 1:57 PM
afraid to tell someone that they did good because it will get them nowhere
who you read helplessly
January 2, 2026 at 1:18 PM
who you read helplessly