“Suicide is a permanent solution for temporary problems” - some guy.

NO. NO ITS NOT. in my case
I have to live with this wretched SICK for the rest of my life, I will never be normal, I will never feel emotions in a ‘normal’ way. My problems will be as permanent as death

is anyone else like incredibly drawn to medias that are similar to stuff you’ve made

sometimes I watch stuff and the longer it goes on the more I’m like “oh my goodness my silly fellows I made years ago are kinda similar”

😭 I have strange luck

Adding onto this because it’s not letting me reply anymore for some reason

If someone had asked me before I had gotten ‘attached’ to loss if I saw a future for myself, I’d tell them no.
But for some reason, all that delaying my hurt kind of did something & if I was asked that question now

TW : Mentions suicidal ideation/thoughts //

honestly idk if I’d still be alive had I not watched loss/lr/eV,, I genuinely remember thinking so much ‘I can’t kms, theres no swift streams in hell’

I don’t think there’s been a time, for a long while where I was as happy as I was watching all of that

『 Account Introduction 』
Hello !! I’m Phae :3
• I use she / star / they pronouns, I am genderfae so there are times where I prefer one over the others ! (Usual pref is she/star tho!)

I love silly little Minecraft fellows & writing !