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𝓡𝓸𝓮 she/they Actually∞ 中文/Eng/日本語
Hobby classical composer & regretted engineering student. Chronically depressed autistic angry young woman w/ alexithymia. Against genAI usage.
My yt channel youtube.com/@imacompoza
⛔DNI: Right-wing, Zionists, tankies&GCs
Pinned
开始写第二乐章了
Another analogy of maths I really love is from 3b1b, he said maths is like piloting an aircraft through thick fog only relying on the instruments onboard to navigate through it.
But here's a but, as this is true you are going towards a finite destination. Despite you don't know -
Maths to me is like doing dishes. It's necessary, it's an essential skill and part of the process, and after doing it there is a tiny amount of sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. But to me it's nowhere near enough to be something fun or become a hobby(compare to art creating). It's a chore.
January 6, 2026 at 3:56 PM
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Some #knightsofguinevere fanart I did when it came out! This pilot was so hopeful for me because it showed that things aren’t so bleak for the industry after all… excited to continue supporting indie!! #kog #guinevere #glitchstudio
December 30, 2025 at 7:39 PM
捏了个现paro辰砂(就是头像那个)
www.neka.cc/composer/14345
January 6, 2026 at 2:23 PM
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Since it's fake character origin week, here's at least a super funny one. 🤣🤣
And it's not even completely fake: 飛 is originally a pictogram of flying birds.

(I don't have the original credits for this, if you know please add!)
January 6, 2026 at 10:16 AM
Why this kinda hurts
January 6, 2026 at 1:27 PM
Amount all the stuff I learn in university, maths and programming are the subjects I dislike the most. I find them unbearably dull, because they hardly involve any divergent thinking, or to say way much less than in art creating, which I also do
Sometimes I wish I have DID and have a headmate who's geeky about the stuff I'm learning in university. Because I've lost all my interest and motivation in it and it has become pure torture for me, which has put me in a certain degree of crisis that I have no idea how to get out of it
January 6, 2026 at 11:32 AM
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『こうした著作物が「適正な対価」なしに利用される慣行に対し、EUが競争法(独占禁止法)の観点から「待った」をかけた。』

EU、Googleの「AI学習データ」利用にメス 対米摩擦の懸念よそに強権発動
jbpress.ismedia.jp/articles/-/9...
EU、Googleの「AI学習データ」利用にメス 対米摩擦の懸念よそに強権発動 競争法調査で「ただ乗り」阻止へ、トランプ政権との緊張は新局面へ | JBpress (ジェイビープレス)
欧州連合(EU)の執行機関である欧州委員会が2025年12月上旬、米グーグルに対し、AIモデルの学習におけるオンラインコンテンツの利用を巡る正式な調査を開始した。 生成AIの開発競(1/3)
jbpress.ismedia.jp
January 6, 2026 at 9:34 AM
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Snow flurries #art #oilpainting
January 5, 2026 at 9:02 PM
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January 5, 2026 at 3:09 PM
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Chinese character phrenology!

Posting the kind of mnemonics I use to remember characters and inflating the translation. I’ve added what the components were originally in parentheses.

亡 die (tip of a blade)
口 mouth (mouth)
月 month (moon)
貝 money (seashell)
凡 ordinary (tray)
Arnaud out here still thinking it's cool to post cringe-ass "Crisis = Danger +Opportunity" folk vibeslation...
January 6, 2026 at 2:06 AM
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January 6, 2026 at 2:35 AM
I accept no cheap optimism
January 6, 2026 at 3:21 AM
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January 4, 2026 at 8:04 PM
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The LGB without the Ts. A bunch of “got theirs”, fuck the rest. Got their same sex marriage, adoption right etc. We, still fighting for our rights are too extreme, we are rocking the boat. We are expendable.

They conflate tolerance with acceptance… Straights don’t still have to “come out”.
January 5, 2026 at 10:31 AM
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There are many things that are incorrect in this piece (including, unfortunately, the sentence that China is entering the "Year of the Donkey"🙄) but this is correct:

"It seems that China’s leaders are even more committed to making AI succeed than in the major economies of the West"
China: AI, involution and the national plan
During his New Year’s Eve address broadcast, China’s Communist leader Xi praised the country’s advancements in key sectors. Images ranging from humanoid robots performing kung fu to new hydro…
thenextrecession.wordpress.com
January 5, 2026 at 12:23 AM
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我们是最后一代
January 2, 2026 at 11:50 PM
Me when I invest great amount of energy writing lengths of music of a genre that is extremely niche, hard to attract any audience and often considered as obsolete among young people in modern days:
January 5, 2026 at 7:57 AM
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interestingly some of my interviewees (Chinese feminists) have the same critique of a certain type of anti-CCP dudes (Chinese dissidents), that is they hate a particular regime but don't have compassion for the oppressed
January 4, 2026 at 10:34 PM
Posting this pizzicato passage I wrote as a part of my symphony project to reinforce my sense of presence as a classical composer
January 4, 2026 at 3:32 PM
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If banning conversion therapy for all people would make your religion 'illegal' then your religion deserves to be illegal.
January 4, 2026 at 12:37 PM
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The sexual abuse factory has opinions on sexual ethics
An open letter to the Government warning that its plans for a “full, trans-inclusive ban on conversion practices” could “criminalise mainstream, historic Christian teaching on marriage and sexual ethics, and make sharing the Gospel with some people illegal” has more than 5000 signatories.

Full ban on conversion therapy would ‘criminalise mainstream Christian teaching’, Government told
AN OPEN letter to the Government warning that its plans for a “full, trans-inclusive ban on conversion practices” could “criminalise mainstream, historic Christian teaching on marriage and sexual ethics, and make sharing the Gospel with some peopl...
www.churchtimes.co.uk
January 4, 2026 at 12:34 PM
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🤷‍♀️
January 4, 2026 at 12:33 PM
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jade and padpa sketch! #housekinokuni #宝石の国
January 4, 2026 at 11:36 AM