Desmond C. Feäithil
@nightwalker87.bsky.social
🇨🇦🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️ — Bonjour!
4th Gen. Métis • Actor|Writer • Drag Performer • Video Game Streamer* • Cosplay|LARP • Visual Art & More
“Music is Therapy.”
I’m Valid & Worth It \o/!
Twitter: @Feaithil_1987
IG: Nightwalker87_
Twitch: NightWalker87
PSN: NightWalker87-
4th Gen. Métis • Actor|Writer • Drag Performer • Video Game Streamer* • Cosplay|LARP • Visual Art & More
“Music is Therapy.”
I’m Valid & Worth It \o/!
Twitter: @Feaithil_1987
IG: Nightwalker87_
Twitch: NightWalker87
PSN: NightWalker87-
It’s gonna be a rocky holidays for me. It’s not all bad, I am managing to get into a somewhat festive mood.
However… I dunno… It’s a lot to get into…
Some of this was gonna happen sooner or later and I knew I wouldn’t be able to hold it off forever.
~ Wish me luck 🎄
However… I dunno… It’s a lot to get into…
Some of this was gonna happen sooner or later and I knew I wouldn’t be able to hold it off forever.
~ Wish me luck 🎄
December 19, 2025 at 3:29 AM
It’s gonna be a rocky holidays for me. It’s not all bad, I am managing to get into a somewhat festive mood.
However… I dunno… It’s a lot to get into…
Some of this was gonna happen sooner or later and I knew I wouldn’t be able to hold it off forever.
~ Wish me luck 🎄
However… I dunno… It’s a lot to get into…
Some of this was gonna happen sooner or later and I knew I wouldn’t be able to hold it off forever.
~ Wish me luck 🎄
Who knew that practicing how to relax was a thing? Thankful that I don’t feel nearly as guilty about it as I used to. There’s always something that should/“needs to” get done. However, learning to enjoy a few quiet hours by yourself is just as important sometimes. (If not mindfulness training? 🤔)
December 1, 2025 at 3:40 AM
Who knew that practicing how to relax was a thing? Thankful that I don’t feel nearly as guilty about it as I used to. There’s always something that should/“needs to” get done. However, learning to enjoy a few quiet hours by yourself is just as important sometimes. (If not mindfulness training? 🤔)
<*sighs*> Really wish I didn’t feel so stressed out over “everything” 🙃
From the good things, to the things attempting to put sticks in my wheels of progress. My CPTSD is definitely giving me a run for my money lately.
<*makes small, discontented noise*> #MentalHealthMatters
Stay frosty, friends!
From the good things, to the things attempting to put sticks in my wheels of progress. My CPTSD is definitely giving me a run for my money lately.
<*makes small, discontented noise*> #MentalHealthMatters
Stay frosty, friends!
November 25, 2025 at 10:18 PM
<*sighs*> Really wish I didn’t feel so stressed out over “everything” 🙃
From the good things, to the things attempting to put sticks in my wheels of progress. My CPTSD is definitely giving me a run for my money lately.
<*makes small, discontented noise*> #MentalHealthMatters
Stay frosty, friends!
From the good things, to the things attempting to put sticks in my wheels of progress. My CPTSD is definitely giving me a run for my money lately.
<*makes small, discontented noise*> #MentalHealthMatters
Stay frosty, friends!
Meanwhile, this month look’s to be a slow one. That’s okay, I’ll take the break while I’ve got the chance. Who knows, maybe something will pop up 🤞
November 16, 2025 at 4:18 AM
Meanwhile, this month look’s to be a slow one. That’s okay, I’ll take the break while I’ve got the chance. Who knows, maybe something will pop up 🤞
I choked… again! Fuck!
Tch, and on a song I was comfortable singing.
A song that meant something deeper to me, again…
If there’s one thing I’m plagued by, it’s choking on my performances… or exams… or basic tests…
I need training, or a way to figure this out by myself.
Wish me luck ♥️+⭐️
Tch, and on a song I was comfortable singing.
A song that meant something deeper to me, again…
If there’s one thing I’m plagued by, it’s choking on my performances… or exams… or basic tests…
I need training, or a way to figure this out by myself.
Wish me luck ♥️+⭐️
November 7, 2025 at 7:43 AM
I choked… again! Fuck!
Tch, and on a song I was comfortable singing.
A song that meant something deeper to me, again…
If there’s one thing I’m plagued by, it’s choking on my performances… or exams… or basic tests…
I need training, or a way to figure this out by myself.
Wish me luck ♥️+⭐️
Tch, and on a song I was comfortable singing.
A song that meant something deeper to me, again…
If there’s one thing I’m plagued by, it’s choking on my performances… or exams… or basic tests…
I need training, or a way to figure this out by myself.
Wish me luck ♥️+⭐️
I love you Spike, RiP my handsome man and may your journey across the Rainbow Bridge go smoothly. Your big sister Moxxie is waiting for you, tail wagging 🖤🌹🪦🌈
October 27, 2025 at 11:56 PM
I love you Spike, RiP my handsome man and may your journey across the Rainbow Bridge go smoothly. Your big sister Moxxie is waiting for you, tail wagging 🖤🌹🪦🌈
I have so many reasons to post this, don’t even know where to begin my rant — Needing (not wanting) more than one job to meet the bills isn’t living, it’s exploitation.
#AffordabilityCrisis
#HousingIsAHumanRight
#Community #Canada
The wealth disparity is disgusting…
www.ctvnews.ca/ottawa/artic...
#AffordabilityCrisis
#HousingIsAHumanRight
#Community #Canada
The wealth disparity is disgusting…
www.ctvnews.ca/ottawa/artic...
Here’s how much you need to make to comfortably afford rent in Ottawa
A new report shows the increase in minimum wage in Ontario has done little to close the gap on housing affordability in the capital.
www.ctvnews.ca
October 16, 2025 at 10:38 PM
I have so many reasons to post this, don’t even know where to begin my rant — Needing (not wanting) more than one job to meet the bills isn’t living, it’s exploitation.
#AffordabilityCrisis
#HousingIsAHumanRight
#Community #Canada
The wealth disparity is disgusting…
www.ctvnews.ca/ottawa/artic...
#AffordabilityCrisis
#HousingIsAHumanRight
#Community #Canada
The wealth disparity is disgusting…
www.ctvnews.ca/ottawa/artic...
Still doing the hustle with my art in whatever shape or form it takes. Had you told me I’d be doing this back in 2022 before I restarted taking classes and I wouldn’t have believed you. Proud of myself 🥲
October 16, 2025 at 2:07 AM
Still doing the hustle with my art in whatever shape or form it takes. Had you told me I’d be doing this back in 2022 before I restarted taking classes and I wouldn’t have believed you. Proud of myself 🥲
<*waves*>
I’m present, simply lurking, recalibrating, adapting… find the positive from crappy situations.
You know the drill 🙃
I’m present, simply lurking, recalibrating, adapting… find the positive from crappy situations.
You know the drill 🙃
September 30, 2025 at 7:07 PM
<*waves*>
I’m present, simply lurking, recalibrating, adapting… find the positive from crappy situations.
You know the drill 🙃
I’m present, simply lurking, recalibrating, adapting… find the positive from crappy situations.
You know the drill 🙃
“You’re destined to go through the hard times alone.” (c) Me.
September 12, 2025 at 11:18 PM
“You’re destined to go through the hard times alone.” (c) Me.
After years of being intimidated by the clutter in the spare room, I can finally say that someone could very well sleep in there on a roll out mattress with a sleeping bag now — FINALLY \o/ !!!
I am proud of myself for getting this far and convincing myself to keep going until the job is done 🥲
I am proud of myself for getting this far and convincing myself to keep going until the job is done 🥲
September 3, 2025 at 12:56 AM
After years of being intimidated by the clutter in the spare room, I can finally say that someone could very well sleep in there on a roll out mattress with a sleeping bag now — FINALLY \o/ !!!
I am proud of myself for getting this far and convincing myself to keep going until the job is done 🥲
I am proud of myself for getting this far and convincing myself to keep going until the job is done 🥲
Happy (#Ottawa) Pride Everyone! 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
#OttawaPrideFestival
#Canada #LGBTQ #TransRightsAreHumanRights
#OttawaPrideFestival
#Canada #LGBTQ #TransRightsAreHumanRights
August 23, 2025 at 6:39 PM
Happy (#Ottawa) Pride Everyone! 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
#OttawaPrideFestival
#Canada #LGBTQ #TransRightsAreHumanRights
#OttawaPrideFestival
#Canada #LGBTQ #TransRightsAreHumanRights
At least I’m getting gigs in the performance arts, from acting to drag.
Could be video game streaming more, but I am writing, little bit every day.
I do count my blessings; without what I’ve got today, I wouldn’t be where I am.
Could be video game streaming more, but I am writing, little bit every day.
I do count my blessings; without what I’ve got today, I wouldn’t be where I am.
August 14, 2025 at 12:03 AM
At least I’m getting gigs in the performance arts, from acting to drag.
Could be video game streaming more, but I am writing, little bit every day.
I do count my blessings; without what I’ve got today, I wouldn’t be where I am.
Could be video game streaming more, but I am writing, little bit every day.
I do count my blessings; without what I’ve got today, I wouldn’t be where I am.
When it rains, it pours — However! Storms don’t last forever, either.
Here’s to hoping these choppy waves subside before I run out of supplies altogether.
Here’s to hoping these choppy waves subside before I run out of supplies altogether.
August 13, 2025 at 10:51 PM
When it rains, it pours — However! Storms don’t last forever, either.
Here’s to hoping these choppy waves subside before I run out of supplies altogether.
Here’s to hoping these choppy waves subside before I run out of supplies altogether.
Sometimes when it rains, it pours, and this is one of those times… gonna take it in stride.
Here’s to (blindly) hoping better things await me over the horizon.
Here’s to (blindly) hoping better things await me over the horizon.
August 9, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Sometimes when it rains, it pours, and this is one of those times… gonna take it in stride.
Here’s to (blindly) hoping better things await me over the horizon.
Here’s to (blindly) hoping better things await me over the horizon.
My Twitter is a dumpster fire right now, thanks to the notoriously toxic Apex Legends community and I was too naive to think I had found open-minded individuals who would at least give me a chance to defend myself before making outrageous claims.
August 1, 2025 at 4:29 AM
My Twitter is a dumpster fire right now, thanks to the notoriously toxic Apex Legends community and I was too naive to think I had found open-minded individuals who would at least give me a chance to defend myself before making outrageous claims.
I’ve had to come to terms with the fact that AI won’t go away, and it sucks. So… we gotta figure out a way to make it work -for- us and not against us.
You are seen, you are heard and you are valuable! We WILL figure it out !! 5/5
♥️+⭐️
You are seen, you are heard and you are valuable! We WILL figure it out !! 5/5
♥️+⭐️
July 31, 2025 at 9:24 PM
I’ve had to come to terms with the fact that AI won’t go away, and it sucks. So… we gotta figure out a way to make it work -for- us and not against us.
You are seen, you are heard and you are valuable! We WILL figure it out !! 5/5
♥️+⭐️
You are seen, you are heard and you are valuable! We WILL figure it out !! 5/5
♥️+⭐️
Some people say, if you’re gonna criticize then offer up solutions. Well… I decided to offer up a few of my own, just in case.
To every struggling artist out there, I’ll openly admit that my main source of income -is- a monthly disability pension […] 4/5
To every struggling artist out there, I’ll openly admit that my main source of income -is- a monthly disability pension […] 4/5
July 31, 2025 at 9:23 PM
Some people say, if you’re gonna criticize then offer up solutions. Well… I decided to offer up a few of my own, just in case.
To every struggling artist out there, I’ll openly admit that my main source of income -is- a monthly disability pension […] 4/5
To every struggling artist out there, I’ll openly admit that my main source of income -is- a monthly disability pension […] 4/5
Then there’s new categories, which can then create new jobs in the field, maybe even make it more accessible for those who might have disabilities.
Remember: AI is just another tool in the toolbox. It should never be the solution to everything; that never ends well… 3/5
Remember: AI is just another tool in the toolbox. It should never be the solution to everything; that never ends well… 3/5
July 31, 2025 at 9:23 PM
Then there’s new categories, which can then create new jobs in the field, maybe even make it more accessible for those who might have disabilities.
Remember: AI is just another tool in the toolbox. It should never be the solution to everything; that never ends well… 3/5
Remember: AI is just another tool in the toolbox. It should never be the solution to everything; that never ends well… 3/5
Or — And hear me out… If your film/tv production value is above a certain bracket, you’re making enough money that you can realistically afford to pay for real human artistic creators. 2/5
July 31, 2025 at 9:23 PM
Or — And hear me out… If your film/tv production value is above a certain bracket, you’re making enough money that you can realistically afford to pay for real human artistic creators. 2/5
I’m sitting here thinking of ways that could encourage human made art…
What about picture frames that are screens and can rotate between x number of photos rather than 1 per?
(And make it eco-friendly and/or recyclable/resuable.) 1/5
What about picture frames that are screens and can rotate between x number of photos rather than 1 per?
(And make it eco-friendly and/or recyclable/resuable.) 1/5
July 31, 2025 at 9:22 PM
I’m sitting here thinking of ways that could encourage human made art…
What about picture frames that are screens and can rotate between x number of photos rather than 1 per?
(And make it eco-friendly and/or recyclable/resuable.) 1/5
What about picture frames that are screens and can rotate between x number of photos rather than 1 per?
(And make it eco-friendly and/or recyclable/resuable.) 1/5
As an artist, where I stand on AI is that full disclosure -must- be mandatory when -any at form- hasn’t been created by a human. Ex: Organic foods; easily identifiable and readily available. Similarly, we -can- put strong regulations/laws to both promote & protect human made art.
July 31, 2025 at 8:56 PM
As an artist, where I stand on AI is that full disclosure -must- be mandatory when -any at form- hasn’t been created by a human. Ex: Organic foods; easily identifiable and readily available. Similarly, we -can- put strong regulations/laws to both promote & protect human made art.
And yes, AI was both a conscious and subconscious team effort — with our growing requirements, demands and expectations.
July 31, 2025 at 8:55 PM
And yes, AI was both a conscious and subconscious team effort — with our growing requirements, demands and expectations.
AI is capable of doing a lot good, as much as it can do a lot of harm. That’s where we’re at as collective society who has created/birthed this technology. “With great power comes great responsibility.”
July 31, 2025 at 6:41 PM
AI is capable of doing a lot good, as much as it can do a lot of harm. That’s where we’re at as collective society who has created/birthed this technology. “With great power comes great responsibility.”
My mental health is still wobbly, but I’m glad I made it through physically unscathed.
July 31, 2025 at 6:09 PM
My mental health is still wobbly, but I’m glad I made it through physically unscathed.