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BLACK☆STAR (🏳️‍⚧️) !
@neverlosemyself.bsky.social
I WALK, EVERYONE WATCHES! I SPEAK, EVERYONE LISTENS!

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I'LL NEVER LOSE MYSELF!

☆Literate BlackStar, Soul Eater.
☆Multiversal / MS with chemistry.
☆N/SFW, non-l*wd.
☆Scribbled by Shiloh/G.

#SOULEATERRP // #MVRP // #ANIMERP // #SFWRP
a cartoon character with a surprised look on his face and a scarf around his neck that looks like money
ALT: a cartoon character with a surprised look on his face and a scarf around his neck that looks like money
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((slow replies here + on my other accs (except gretchen and nigel)

the knd brainrot is eating me alive :) ))
February 19, 2025 at 8:55 PM
ROOM 4-DEEZ NUTS!
“Oh for real? Guess I better go find it.”
February 19, 2025 at 7:59 PM
Saw it in Room 40.
“Hey did anyone see that mind goblin?”
February 19, 2025 at 7:31 PM
... My dad was there. He was like, saying something to me, but I couldn't-- hear him clearly. Lots of static, and... there were some long noodly creatures flying around, I think they were... dragons? I don't know, man! Of course it ends with me murdering my loved ones....
*Fuck, they look like it, I’m so sorry babe.. Maybe we should ask someone what’s goin on? I don’t like seein you hurting.”

[Extremely concerned now.]

What exactly happened in that dream you had?”
Yeah... The horns really-- hurt more than the scales. The scales showing up feels like burning on my skin.

[Mumbled tiredly.]

I don't know. I think it's related to that dream...
February 19, 2025 at 1:39 AM
Yeah... The horns really-- hurt more than the scales. The scales showing up feels like burning on my skin.

[Mumbled tiredly.]

I don't know. I think it's related to that dream...
[Sitting down next to him, Soul has a look of worry etched across his face.]

“So you just woke up like this? I wonder what made this happen..”
[He nods, albeit strained. He slowly sits down on his couch, sighing in exasperation. Head goes into hands.]
February 19, 2025 at 1:32 AM
[He nods, albeit strained. He slowly sits down on his couch, sighing in exasperation. Head goes into hands.]
[Soul doesn’t gasp, at least out loud. His first instinct is to grab Star, but he seems to be in pain, a lot of it. So he just places a hand on his shoulder.*

“Holy shit, c’mon let’s get you to sit down somewhere.”
[Slow, heavy footsteps. He's forcing himself to get to the door. He opens it, and it wasn't any kind of photo effect, those scales truly were there...]
February 19, 2025 at 1:28 AM
[Slow, heavy footsteps. He's forcing himself to get to the door. He opens it, and it wasn't any kind of photo effect, those scales truly were there...]
[Rushing over, Soul practically sprints the distance to Star’s apartment. Once he arrives, he knocks frantically on the door.]

“Star! Open up I’m here!”
📲: im sorry!
📲: i just dunno who to turn to right now
February 19, 2025 at 1:22 AM
📲: im sorry!
📲: i just dunno who to turn to right now
📲: Fuck this
📲: I’m on my way
📲: I’ll be there soon
📲: i dont know!
📲: im scared. theyre spreading too
📲: im like, in pain and my knees feel like jelly
February 19, 2025 at 1:18 AM
📲: i dont know!
📲: im scared. theyre spreading too
📲: im like, in pain and my knees feel like jelly
February 19, 2025 at 1:11 AM
📲: [IMG.PNG]

[The image is a selfie, and... you can kinda see it. Star has small patches of scales going down his arms, neck, and around the eyes. Two blooming horns on his forehead.]

📲: I'm getting way more freaked out!
📲: I just woke up and I'm like???? scalie!
📲: Dear boyfriend..why do you think that?”
[Texting @tenebris-nullus.bsky.social ]

📲: .... i think puberty came twice for me im not going to lie
February 19, 2025 at 1:07 AM
[Texting @tenebris-nullus.bsky.social ]

📲: .... i think puberty came twice for me im not going to lie
February 19, 2025 at 1:01 AM
[Quiet today. Strange...]
February 18, 2025 at 9:15 PM
(( slow blink. ough ))
February 18, 2025 at 5:08 PM
((eep time brb
February 18, 2025 at 6:18 AM
I... I think... I'm going mad again.

[He hates the words that he's saying. It makes bile raise in his throat, but he swallows it back down.]

That has to be the only explanation. . .
“He’s not here, Star. You’re safe I promise.

We gotta figure out what’s causing this shit to happen to you, I’m worried.”

[Worry is etched on his face, and he gives the hand a soft squeeze.]
Haaa...haaaaaaaaaa... [Waking up, he feels sick to his stomach at what he saw in his mind...]

Soul... I saw him again. I heard him again.
February 18, 2025 at 6:14 AM
Haaa...haaaaaaaaaa... [Waking up, he feels sick to his stomach at what he saw in his mind...]

Soul... I saw him again. I heard him again.
[Rushing to his side, Soul kneels down to grab a hand, gently holding on.]

“Hey..You’re alright babe..everything’s ok.”
[His eyes snap open, a yelp escapes, and he falls off Soul's lap. On the floor, he pants like he's just run a marathon.]
February 18, 2025 at 6:10 AM
[His eyes snap open, a yelp escapes, and he falls off Soul's lap. On the floor, he pants like he's just run a marathon.]
“Star..Star wake up..”

[Gently shaking his shoulder, worry in Soul’s voice.]
[The most pathetic whimper, as you notice he's got tears rolling down his face.]
February 18, 2025 at 6:00 AM
[The most pathetic whimper, as you notice he's got tears rolling down his face.]
[Wakes up, sees the squirming. Gently places hand on shoulder.]

“Babe..Hey babe..”
[Sleeping peacefully, well, until. . . he starts to squirm in his sleep. Unhappy groaning. . .]
February 18, 2025 at 5:57 AM
[Sleeping peacefully, well, until. . . he starts to squirm in his sleep. Unhappy groaning. . .]
[Leans head back, lets out a giant yawn, eyes get heavy, snoozes with Star.]
[Purr purr purr purr, curling up against Soul's chest, soon snoozing adorably against his boyfriend.]
February 18, 2025 at 5:50 AM
[Purr purr purr purr, curling up against Soul's chest, soon snoozing adorably against his boyfriend.]
“You got it babe..Lemme just reach back..”

[Grabs the blanket, more hair being played with as he covers both of them up.]
Soul, there's a blanket behind you if you want...~

[Purr purr purr purr...]
February 18, 2025 at 5:42 AM
Soul, there's a blanket behind you if you want...~

[Purr purr purr purr...]
[Playing with hair now, letting boyfriend get comfy..eyes getting heavy..]
[Purr purr purr. . . Sweetly nuzzling up to his partner, getting comfy in the other's lap, curling up into a ball like a cat. Nap sounds good...]
February 18, 2025 at 5:37 AM
[Purr purr purr. . . Sweetly nuzzling up to his partner, getting comfy in the other's lap, curling up into a ball like a cat. Nap sounds good...]
“Of..Course..I..Do..!”

[Kisses on the nose now.]
It's--hehe, like you like me purring or something! Heheh!

[Purring soooo loud...]
February 18, 2025 at 5:33 AM
It's--hehe, like you like me purring or something! Heheh!

[Purring soooo loud...]
[KISSES GETTING MORE INTENSE ALL OVER THE FACE.]
[PURRING SO LOUD IT'S VIBRATING SOUL'S AND STAR'S BODIES.]
February 18, 2025 at 5:27 AM
[PURRING SO LOUD IT'S VIBRATING SOUL'S AND STAR'S BODIES.]
[Kisses all over the face!]
[Plops down into his lap. Happy noises!]
February 18, 2025 at 5:23 AM
[Plops down into his lap. Happy noises!]
[Lets himself be dragged to the couch, plops down on it.]

“Gee, did ya miss me or somethin?”
I heard there's some story behind it, but I can't be fucked to know it.

[Grabbing Soul and dragging him to the couch.]
February 18, 2025 at 5:21 AM