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It's hurt Je... I miss you
November 15, 2025 at 7:45 AM
Everything is my fault... I'm sorry.. Please I'll do better, come back... I'll die in your stead
November 15, 2025 at 7:44 AM
Please, I just want to die and see you again. I miss you so much
November 15, 2025 at 7:42 AM
Everything will be much better if I'm gone
November 15, 2025 at 2:08 AM
I wish I'm brave enough to do it. I don't want to be here
November 15, 2025 at 2:06 AM
I'm always that pity friend. I shouldn't have hope for more. I should know my place. I'm so sorry for wanting more
November 15, 2025 at 2:03 AM
I keep hoping for genuine connection, but I guess I'm too defective for that. Everyone ends up leaving.
November 15, 2025 at 2:01 AM
I wish I'm not here. There's nothing for me here
November 15, 2025 at 1:59 AM
Can I have someone that I can actually rely for once in my life? Just one... Is that too much to ask?
November 15, 2025 at 1:57 AM
Oh sometimes I just want to kms in the most gruesome way just to show that you're not a great father

I fucking hate you
November 15, 2025 at 1:32 AM
Kangen banget... Tunggu aku ya Je...
November 10, 2025 at 9:00 PM
Aku.. Berasa numb ya Je. Yes aku bisa enjoy hobi ku lagi, aku udh bisa makan normal, nonton, dengerin lagu. Tp, ada kala aku keinget hari itu. 2 minggu itu. Dan oh Je, Jerman sayang ku
November 10, 2025 at 8:54 PM
Damn.. It's been two months since I lost you. Tiap hari kepikiran, tiap hari kangen. Banyak banget penyesalan. Kalo dalem agama ya.. Kamu gk bakal masuk surga, pas mati yaudah balik ke tanah. Tp.. Harapan kecil ku aja ya Je..

Aku mau ketemu kamu lagi suatu saat
November 10, 2025 at 8:50 PM
I'd do anything to bring you back... you'd love it here
September 22, 2025 at 6:16 AM
Je... udh berapa malem aku nginep disini. Sekarang jadi lebih gampang untuk mampir ke makam kamu. Aku gk kuat pulang je. Kangen banget
September 21, 2025 at 11:35 PM
Hai Je. Sekarang aku lg proses settle di rmh lama.. aku udh pack banyak baju sama barang² penting. Sekarang kalo kangen tinggal ke dpan nengok makam kamu.
September 19, 2025 at 10:05 PM
I still can't believe you're really gone..
September 13, 2025 at 11:38 PM
I want to kiss the top of your head again.. I miss you so much bby
September 13, 2025 at 6:36 PM
I watch you die over and over again in my dreams...
September 12, 2025 at 12:27 PM
Tentu saja hari gk bakal lengkap tanpa nangisin kamu
September 11, 2025 at 10:30 PM
Je.. hari ini aku dapet magang.. sumber stress aku yang bikin km gk kerawat. Aku masih ngerasa bersalah banget. Padahal masalah sepele... tapi aku gk bisa. Maaf ya sayang...

Aku.. gk bakal bisa maafin diriku dalam waktu dekat. Tapi kalo km masih ngawasin.. aku cuma mau bilang maaf
September 11, 2025 at 4:59 PM
Makin hari makin susah percaya... aku kangen banget Je
September 11, 2025 at 3:46 AM
Aku mampir ke makam km lagi... catnip kamu.. makin dikit, aku makin gk tega ngabisinnya. Itu botol terakhir yang aku beli buat kamu. Khusus buat kamu. Yang aku lupain pas kamu masih ada.

Jam tidur aku masih kacau, aku tidur seharian. Aku mimpi kamu terus
September 10, 2025 at 2:53 PM
Je, kalo aku berangkat siang gini biasanya kamu anterin sampe depan... tadi km gk ada.. aku kangen banget
September 9, 2025 at 5:58 AM
Udh 17 hari. Ini paling lama aku gk ketemu kamu. Aku masih bolak balink nangis Je. Aku kangen banget. Aku ngerasa bersalah banget...

Muka kamu pas meninggal ya.. keliatan gk nyaman banget, kyk kesakitan. Aku kangen J. Kangen banget... aku mau nyusul kalo bisa..
September 8, 2025 at 5:16 PM