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@n1e664.bsky.social
· Nov 27
look alive, sunshine
Im a wreck. I had a shutdown on Monday, then panic attack yesterday, and earlier I was very overwhelmed and almost lost it. All these in a week is like boss level. So many changes and uncertainties
January 22, 2026 at 3:34 PM
Im a wreck. I had a shutdown on Monday, then panic attack yesterday, and earlier I was very overwhelmed and almost lost it. All these in a week is like boss level. So many changes and uncertainties
Dad did an angiogram (his 4th) and they found 3 blockages (60-90%!). The doctors managed it well. Hopefully, he can breathe better soon
January 22, 2026 at 3:31 PM
Dad did an angiogram (his 4th) and they found 3 blockages (60-90%!). The doctors managed it well. Hopefully, he can breathe better soon
Me @ everything rn: ko saba jap….
[bcs i just don’t have the mental capacity to deal with it OR the universe will deal with you if not soon, the soonest]
[bcs i just don’t have the mental capacity to deal with it OR the universe will deal with you if not soon, the soonest]
January 19, 2026 at 3:46 PM
Me @ everything rn: ko saba jap….
[bcs i just don’t have the mental capacity to deal with it OR the universe will deal with you if not soon, the soonest]
[bcs i just don’t have the mental capacity to deal with it OR the universe will deal with you if not soon, the soonest]
Low energy. So. Sad. Cant do my fav hobbies as much bcs i keep feeling tired and sleepy
January 17, 2026 at 4:01 PM
Low energy. So. Sad. Cant do my fav hobbies as much bcs i keep feeling tired and sleepy
Im really glad acnh new updates come out around this time bcs I have been feeling so low and cant find any motivation to do things
January 16, 2026 at 11:48 AM
Im really glad acnh new updates come out around this time bcs I have been feeling so low and cant find any motivation to do things
Intentions. Good intentions
January 14, 2026 at 3:28 PM
Intentions. Good intentions
Reposted by ♡ nina ♡
I will not stop reading new books while neglecting to finish the ones I started
January 10, 2026 at 12:01 PM
I will not stop reading new books while neglecting to finish the ones I started
Nothing ever makes sense but kinda is when you have my brain
January 10, 2026 at 12:28 PM
Nothing ever makes sense but kinda is when you have my brain
I want to be hopeful again. But it’s quite hard to do that these few days. Depression is creeping in
January 10, 2026 at 12:27 PM
I want to be hopeful again. But it’s quite hard to do that these few days. Depression is creeping in
1 task done. Hoping for the best 🐞
January 9, 2026 at 3:04 PM
1 task done. Hoping for the best 🐞
Thoughts for today: i fucking dislike meetings + I hate selfish people who only think about themselves and we NEED to cater THEIR time and not respecting my time. I have a program and plans booked since last year, Nov and Dec, and the audacity to ask us to change dates just bcs they are free
January 9, 2026 at 4:40 AM
Thoughts for today: i fucking dislike meetings + I hate selfish people who only think about themselves and we NEED to cater THEIR time and not respecting my time. I have a program and plans booked since last year, Nov and Dec, and the audacity to ask us to change dates just bcs they are free
Woke up this morning feeling angry
January 9, 2026 at 4:27 AM
Woke up this morning feeling angry
Anyway, I went to seek help again (after 2 years plus). I got a new medication and it’s been going well (6 weeks) for me. Probably too early to tell? No horrible side effects. Could function well. The down side is… it’s really expensive…
January 8, 2026 at 1:41 PM
Anyway, I went to seek help again (after 2 years plus). I got a new medication and it’s been going well (6 weeks) for me. Probably too early to tell? No horrible side effects. Could function well. The down side is… it’s really expensive…
There will be a lot of changes this year and I am very scared
January 8, 2026 at 1:37 PM
There will be a lot of changes this year and I am very scared
Happy new year, everyone
January 8, 2026 at 1:30 PM
Happy new year, everyone
very thankful for work today
March 12, 2025 at 7:54 AM
very thankful for work today
soz for the spam. just vomiting the thoughts in my head rn. i cant sleep
March 11, 2025 at 5:37 PM
soz for the spam. just vomiting the thoughts in my head rn. i cant sleep
btw whats up with ppl not giving me the chance to talk and talk OVER me? maleh aku nak cakap. bcs this is not the first time
March 11, 2025 at 5:31 PM
btw whats up with ppl not giving me the chance to talk and talk OVER me? maleh aku nak cakap. bcs this is not the first time
they are all for inclusivity and equality but not to the ones who are inconvenient to them sadly
March 11, 2025 at 5:30 PM
they are all for inclusivity and equality but not to the ones who are inconvenient to them sadly
sadly i need to put on a brave face and act like everything is ok when actually im having flare ups. bcs i dont want their assumptions to be true
March 11, 2025 at 5:27 PM
sadly i need to put on a brave face and act like everything is ok when actually im having flare ups. bcs i dont want their assumptions to be true
i will always remember you, N 🤍 rest easy
March 11, 2025 at 5:25 PM
i will always remember you, N 🤍 rest easy
my late friend would love the new season of arcane :)
March 11, 2025 at 5:24 PM
my late friend would love the new season of arcane :)
March is actually a very emotional month for me. bcs it’s the anniversary of being alive again and the month where i lost a dear friend
March 11, 2025 at 5:23 PM
March is actually a very emotional month for me. bcs it’s the anniversary of being alive again and the month where i lost a dear friend