I miss him terribly and feel the loneliest I've felt since first moving out.

Is it just me or does the feeling of butterflys in your stomach bc you are in love more feel like your about to get sick?

I've told him I'd be waiting for him.
Let's hope I won't have to wait for too long.

As mixed signals go he's pretty undecided.

I just want a proper answer and no more speculation. He knows about my feelings and yet he still acts like he wants more even tho he's told me he's not interested in a relationship.

Social anxiety hits hard today.
The way wasn't signposted and instead of talking to people I rather stay hungry bc I don't want to be disappointed by putting energy in talking to stranger for nothing.

Someone I care about has problems with their liver and I'm really worried that it's something serious.

Writing with my mum is increasingly starting to feel like writing with my grandmother (her mum).

I sometimes have days I do a lot but I still feel like a lazy piece of shit.

Today is one of those days.

I feel bad and I don't know why.

Sometimes I would love to say when something annoyes me but nobody here can deal with feedback and it would only end up with everyone being annoyed.

I'm not new to this whole BlueSky/Twitter thing but it's the first time my account is truly anonymous.

Let's see where this is going, shall we?