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Ashlee Lockwood
@mothermagnolia1.bsky.social
Writing to fill the void ✍️✨
Chaotic Tendencies in Writing on Substack 📝
BusyBeeWitched on Twitch 🎮🐝
ADHD in the sheets, Social Anxiety in the streets 🧸🫠
There are cats sometimes 😻🐾🐈
This is your reminder that the cheese packets in Kraft Mac and cheese are perforated now so when you shake the bag it may fly out of your hand. And yes I still used the powder because times are hard

#cheese #macandcheese #helpme
October 14, 2025 at 1:37 PM
October 13, 2025 at 4:33 PM
I've played Borderlands 2 twice before this run and have never heard this commercial pop up before.
#gaming #videogames #borderlands #womengamers #dudeno #twitch #twitchstreamer
October 13, 2025 at 3:25 AM
Mom WTF is that!?!?
#cat #whatisthat #wtf
October 12, 2025 at 2:27 PM
Why write when you can let me Mother?
#cat #writing #no
October 10, 2025 at 3:12 PM
...yes? Can I help you?
#cat #yoga #how #leg
October 7, 2025 at 5:21 PM
Posting my first chapter of fiction and first ever chapter of romance. A Western based story about Mabel Hawthorne who finds herself alone in the Montana foothills.
#writing #romance #fiction #western #homestead

open.substack.com/pub/ashleelo...
Find One's Self
A Western romance based around the time the Homestead Act of 1862 was signed. Mabel Hawthorne finds herself alone in the foothills of Montana following the death of her husband and unborn child.
open.substack.com
October 3, 2025 at 9:51 PM
Mother why...
#cat #suspicious #why
October 3, 2025 at 12:17 AM
I thought I would be posting maybe once a week but my mind has been heavy lately. Thankfully Substack has been a good way to empty it.
#writing #Substack #writer

open.substack.com/pub/ashleelo...
Please, Don't Let Them Take Away Your Ability to Think.
From someone who is still scared to trust their own judgment and thoughts.
open.substack.com
October 1, 2025 at 1:17 AM
I hate that the sales of Hamburger Helper are going up because we're probably (oh we definitely are) in a recession-Depression but damn a 3/$5 sale made me buy.

I'm making the Italian shells but if you can swing it in your food budget definitely consider adding peas, carrots, onion, and tomato.
September 30, 2025 at 10:11 PM
Another small newsletter about some thoughts I have. I hope the more I write the better I will be at articulating my thoughts. I may journey through this thought again in the future.

open.substack.com/pub/ashleelo...
#Substack #writing
You Got Something Ai Doesn't in Terms of Creation; Trauma.
I swear I'm going somewhere with this, but we'll have to discover that together.
open.substack.com
September 29, 2025 at 1:38 AM
Go on...Pat the belly...
#cat #belly #danger
September 26, 2025 at 9:31 PM
I wrote a small newsletter to creatives and empathy about the struggle of creating during hard times. I'll admit it's nothing spectacular but maybe bring hope to someone. Thank you!
#writing #Substack

open.substack.com/pub/ashleelo...
Please, Keep Creating.
Whether it's bad or good or best ever just keep going.
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September 25, 2025 at 4:53 PM
What's up fellow humans?
I'm going live on Twitch after a few weeks of being quiet (school and life 😮‍💨). Find me at BusyBeeWitched on Twitch. I'll be with my husband @mattsiepie.bsky.social playing Borderlands Game of the Year ✨Enhanced✨ and then maybe PreSequel.
#twitch #gaming
September 24, 2025 at 2:23 PM
The child's hand that holds my plastic string is forgetful and clumsy. They watch with tearful eyes as I rise towards the evening sky. I float amongst the clouds bathed in dull gold. I feel the red latex skin growing weaker and I wonder if I'll sprout feathered wings to guide me into space.
September 22, 2025 at 6:56 PM
Not only am I venturing into the world of streaming on Twitch, I'm also putting myself out there on Substack to post whatever writings I come up with. Thank you for being interested in me and whatever comes from my ADHD brain!
#Substack

Find me here: ashleelockwood.substack.com?r=6hyjop&utm...
Chaotic Tendencies in Writing | Ashlee Lockwood | Substack
Fictional writings posted chapter by chapter with the occasional personal essays about life from the POV of a neurodivergent Zillenial woman. Click to read Chaotic Tendencies in Writing, by Ashlee Loc...
ashleelockwood.substack.com
September 16, 2025 at 1:41 PM
The most cartoon looking cat photo.
#cats
September 9, 2025 at 6:39 PM
I forget that social media is a must when trying to stream. If you want to hear me be weird then look up BusyBeeWitched on Twitch. I'll give a prize to whoever can guess how many mgs my psychiatric meds are!
Also cats!
#twitch #cats #witch #bee
September 6, 2025 at 11:51 PM
I don't like the heat but I'm happy to see flowers again.
#flowers
April 21, 2025 at 5:10 PM
I'm very proud of myself for getting this picture of Rosary.
#cat #snow #picture
February 24, 2025 at 4:36 PM
Cold noses and cat naps
#cat #nap
February 16, 2025 at 4:14 PM
Cinnamon enjoys her sun naps.
#cat #nap #sunshine
January 26, 2025 at 8:31 PM
I hate grey sweatpants.
Men’s white brief underwear.
Hunting rifles and deer heads mounted on the walls.
I look into their fake plastic eyes and see only myself.
Caressing their once-alive fur I grieve the freedom they had.
For we both are only for the enjoyment of a sick man.
Prey to the hunter.
January 13, 2025 at 5:34 PM