I feel like I need to cry to understand that it's real, he's leaving, but I don't seem to see the seriousness of it, the fact that I won't see him for three months or more, and I don't even know if he likes me.
I could tell him how I feel, but others have failed me so much that maybe I'm insecure.

The boy I like is traveling this week to another state, 2,973 km away. I haven't cried yet. Am I strong, or do I just not like him that much? 🤔🧐

Yesterday I almost cried because my coworker spoke in a slightly rude tone and I'm on my period. I'm not like this

I'm gonna make this space as my personal diary and speak in english sometimes, then I can practice more...