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@monokitsuko.bsky.social
· Oct 9
trying to set new pfp rn and the only thing that it lets me upload is rude e knight. Huh.
gur funll fvghngvba, nf sne nf v pna gryy, vf orvat unaqyrq fb onqyl tbbq ybeq. v ubcr vg'f abguvat trahvaryl onq ohg ng gur fnzr gvzr pbafvqrevat ubj gurl qrnpgvingrq rirelguvat & fgrccrq qbja sebz zbfg cbfvgvbaf, vg cebonoyl vf. thu
November 20, 2025 at 10:42 AM
gur funll fvghngvba, nf sne nf v pna gryy, vf orvat unaqyrq fb onqyl tbbq ybeq. v ubcr vg'f abguvat trahvaryl onq ohg ng gur fnzr gvzr pbafvqrevat ubj gurl qrnpgvingrq rirelguvat & fgrccrq qbja sebz zbfg cbfvgvbaf, vg cebonoyl vf. thu
i felt almost normal in the morning. i cannot function now. i usually have no problems eating yet could only get a few spoonfuls into what was my first meal in nearly 30h. i'm so fucking cold. mom blames the effectiveness of the hrt, she probably has a point.
November 19, 2025 at 6:49 PM
i felt almost normal in the morning. i cannot function now. i usually have no problems eating yet could only get a few spoonfuls into what was my first meal in nearly 30h. i'm so fucking cold. mom blames the effectiveness of the hrt, she probably has a point.
did not expect to bleed that much.
but then again i kinda forgot any of the technique and kinda just rawdogged it. and then also applied the bandaid wrong because i am a qualified medical practicioner
ow
but then again i kinda forgot any of the technique and kinda just rawdogged it. and then also applied the bandaid wrong because i am a qualified medical practicioner
ow
been unmedicated for like a day because i Do Not want to do this fucking injection omg lol
this will be so much cheaper and easier in the long term but i do already miss pills
this will be so much cheaper and easier in the long term but i do already miss pills
November 18, 2025 at 8:51 AM
did not expect to bleed that much.
but then again i kinda forgot any of the technique and kinda just rawdogged it. and then also applied the bandaid wrong because i am a qualified medical practicioner
ow
but then again i kinda forgot any of the technique and kinda just rawdogged it. and then also applied the bandaid wrong because i am a qualified medical practicioner
ow
been unmedicated for like a day because i Do Not want to do this fucking injection omg lol
this will be so much cheaper and easier in the long term but i do already miss pills
this will be so much cheaper and easier in the long term but i do already miss pills
November 18, 2025 at 7:31 AM
been unmedicated for like a day because i Do Not want to do this fucking injection omg lol
this will be so much cheaper and easier in the long term but i do already miss pills
this will be so much cheaper and easier in the long term but i do already miss pills
being sick is so fun and cool i love being unable to do much
November 17, 2025 at 5:29 PM
being sick is so fun and cool i love being unable to do much
time to do it all again
November 15, 2025 at 10:51 AM
time to do it all again
also had a. i don't wanna say a realization? but a moment of "ah. so another thing confirms this hypothesis." re my personality & some other stuff, earlier
i do kinda wonder what it'd be like having Real Therapy rather than armchair therapizing myself and occasionally talking to friends abt stuff
i do kinda wonder what it'd be like having Real Therapy rather than armchair therapizing myself and occasionally talking to friends abt stuff
November 14, 2025 at 9:54 PM
also had a. i don't wanna say a realization? but a moment of "ah. so another thing confirms this hypothesis." re my personality & some other stuff, earlier
i do kinda wonder what it'd be like having Real Therapy rather than armchair therapizing myself and occasionally talking to friends abt stuff
i do kinda wonder what it'd be like having Real Therapy rather than armchair therapizing myself and occasionally talking to friends abt stuff
shoutouts to oatmeal for being a fucking lifesaver
what do you mean i can come home from work and have an actually filling meal ready in 2 minutes. it's great
what do you mean i can come home from work and have an actually filling meal ready in 2 minutes. it's great
November 14, 2025 at 9:41 PM
shoutouts to oatmeal for being a fucking lifesaver
what do you mean i can come home from work and have an actually filling meal ready in 2 minutes. it's great
what do you mean i can come home from work and have an actually filling meal ready in 2 minutes. it's great
i want to complain. but i do not have the energy to complain. so fucking whatever dude no complaining for me
November 14, 2025 at 6:26 AM
i want to complain. but i do not have the energy to complain. so fucking whatever dude no complaining for me
i do think part of why i'm Like That is just the fuckin eternal pent up rage i have from literally everything in life good lord human existence rn is miserable
ignoring the horrors only does so much
ignoring the horrors only does so much
November 13, 2025 at 7:57 AM
i do think part of why i'm Like That is just the fuckin eternal pent up rage i have from literally everything in life good lord human existence rn is miserable
ignoring the horrors only does so much
ignoring the horrors only does so much
"maybe i should disconnect from the internet entirely" is a thought i keep having and i physically cannot do that i think i'm just fucking tired of every week another new goddamn surveilence measure being announced or another braindead decision by some out of touch ceo or MORE FUCKING GENAI
November 13, 2025 at 7:54 AM
"maybe i should disconnect from the internet entirely" is a thought i keep having and i physically cannot do that i think i'm just fucking tired of every week another new goddamn surveilence measure being announced or another braindead decision by some out of touch ceo or MORE FUCKING GENAI
did i wake up to a dumpster fire occurring in chat
November 11, 2025 at 9:34 AM
did i wake up to a dumpster fire occurring in chat
"what a faff, ey?" your daughter cannot get the medication she needs because of the fact the world is under increasing surveilance, is actively descending into fascism, and our country of residence is complicit in several genocides including a group she is a part of. and that is all you have to say.
November 10, 2025 at 7:49 AM
"what a faff, ey?" your daughter cannot get the medication she needs because of the fact the world is under increasing surveilance, is actively descending into fascism, and our country of residence is complicit in several genocides including a group she is a part of. and that is all you have to say.
something something working retail -> i lie a lot because i have to mask autism & mask emotions something something i feel like i kinda just lie constantly like it's my default state of being something something i cannot express my true feelings blah blah i dont got the energy for this shit
November 9, 2025 at 5:59 PM
something something working retail -> i lie a lot because i have to mask autism & mask emotions something something i feel like i kinda just lie constantly like it's my default state of being something something i cannot express my true feelings blah blah i dont got the energy for this shit
qnza vg'f nyzbfg yvxr pbagvahvat gb hfr gur ab tbbq rivy fvgr bcrengrq ol gur thl jub znqr zrpunuvgyre vfa'g n tbbq vqrn!
vg'f nyzbfg yvxr zbfg crbcyr ba gurer gurfr qnlf ner fyvzr!
ubj vf trggvat zber genpgvba orggre guna orvat shpxvat unenffrq whfg orpnhfr lbh qner abg or n pvfurg juvgr thl?
vg'f nyzbfg yvxr zbfg crbcyr ba gurer gurfr qnlf ner fyvzr!
ubj vf trggvat zber genpgvba orggre guna orvat shpxvat unenffrq whfg orpnhfr lbh qner abg or n pvfurg juvgr thl?
November 9, 2025 at 9:15 AM
qnza vg'f nyzbfg yvxr pbagvahvat gb hfr gur ab tbbq rivy fvgr bcrengrq ol gur thl jub znqr zrpunuvgyre vfa'g n tbbq vqrn!
vg'f nyzbfg yvxr zbfg crbcyr ba gurer gurfr qnlf ner fyvzr!
ubj vf trggvat zber genpgvba orggre guna orvat shpxvat unenffrq whfg orpnhfr lbh qner abg or n pvfurg juvgr thl?
vg'f nyzbfg yvxr zbfg crbcyr ba gurer gurfr qnlf ner fyvzr!
ubj vf trggvat zber genpgvba orggre guna orvat shpxvat unenffrq whfg orpnhfr lbh qner abg or n pvfurg juvgr thl?
i don't even have the energy to go back to sleep i'm kinda just Here listening to music with my brain turned off
"you should at least sleep a bit better tonight" aha yeah sure tell that to the three fucking hours i got.
gotta do the closing shift tonight with no rest yippee!!!!!!!
"you should at least sleep a bit better tonight" aha yeah sure tell that to the three fucking hours i got.
gotta do the closing shift tonight with no rest yippee!!!!!!!
November 8, 2025 at 3:59 AM
i don't even have the energy to go back to sleep i'm kinda just Here listening to music with my brain turned off
"you should at least sleep a bit better tonight" aha yeah sure tell that to the three fucking hours i got.
gotta do the closing shift tonight with no rest yippee!!!!!!!
"you should at least sleep a bit better tonight" aha yeah sure tell that to the three fucking hours i got.
gotta do the closing shift tonight with no rest yippee!!!!!!!
i'm smiling. it's fine. it's fine. i'm smling. i wouldn't smile if it wasn't fine. i'm not scared. i'm smiling. i do not want to go back to sleep. i do not want to skip work and hide from the world. i am smiling. things feel horribly okay. the past 2 days have not been weird. i am fine. i am smiling
November 7, 2025 at 11:05 AM
i'm smiling. it's fine. it's fine. i'm smling. i wouldn't smile if it wasn't fine. i'm not scared. i'm smiling. i do not want to go back to sleep. i do not want to skip work and hide from the world. i am smiling. things feel horribly okay. the past 2 days have not been weird. i am fine. i am smiling
just saw an image of a dog that looked rather similar to mine and guh i don't know how to process whatever emotion this is
it's been over a year but sometimes i still expect him to be here
it's been over a year but sometimes i still expect him to be here
November 7, 2025 at 2:49 AM
just saw an image of a dog that looked rather similar to mine and guh i don't know how to process whatever emotion this is
it's been over a year but sometimes i still expect him to be here
it's been over a year but sometimes i still expect him to be here
being employed again is already having a negative effect on me lol
dissociating rn and i wanna just sleep it off but if i do that i'll wake up too early & end up being really tired when at work
there is nothing i want to do :\
dissociating rn and i wanna just sleep it off but if i do that i'll wake up too early & end up being really tired when at work
there is nothing i want to do :\
November 6, 2025 at 3:07 PM
being employed again is already having a negative effect on me lol
dissociating rn and i wanna just sleep it off but if i do that i'll wake up too early & end up being really tired when at work
there is nothing i want to do :\
dissociating rn and i wanna just sleep it off but if i do that i'll wake up too early & end up being really tired when at work
there is nothing i want to do :\
a few hours removed from whatever episode i just had and like. wow i really did just have some real fucking revelations all because i was listening to a u/t/y track and autism projected a lot
Lol
Lol
November 6, 2025 at 9:40 AM
a few hours removed from whatever episode i just had and like. wow i really did just have some real fucking revelations all because i was listening to a u/t/y track and autism projected a lot
Lol
Lol
did some reflection and honestly i feel like i can maybe actually fix some of the damage my ex caused me
slow road to recovery, yada yada, but still. i think i have the determination to try to fix myself
slow road to recovery, yada yada, but still. i think i have the determination to try to fix myself
November 6, 2025 at 6:49 AM
did some reflection and honestly i feel like i can maybe actually fix some of the damage my ex caused me
slow road to recovery, yada yada, but still. i think i have the determination to try to fix myself
slow road to recovery, yada yada, but still. i think i have the determination to try to fix myself
really hope mom figures out where the fuck her money's going considering i think this has been the worst month we've had in quite a while regarding finances good god
i just want to be able to do things with my partner while having a stable fucking internet connection. please.
i just want to be able to do things with my partner while having a stable fucking internet connection. please.
November 6, 2025 at 5:05 AM
really hope mom figures out where the fuck her money's going considering i think this has been the worst month we've had in quite a while regarding finances good god
i just want to be able to do things with my partner while having a stable fucking internet connection. please.
i just want to be able to do things with my partner while having a stable fucking internet connection. please.
i love them so much, dude. feels weird smiling as much as i have been throughout this year, especially after we started dating
i do need to learn to lower my guard more, though. unintentionally far too closed off, even toward them
i do need to learn to lower my guard more, though. unintentionally far too closed off, even toward them
November 1, 2025 at 12:50 PM
i love them so much, dude. feels weird smiling as much as i have been throughout this year, especially after we started dating
i do need to learn to lower my guard more, though. unintentionally far too closed off, even toward them
i do need to learn to lower my guard more, though. unintentionally far too closed off, even toward them
wish there was a polite way to signal "this is a pointless, meaningless conversation. stop talking to me." irl
i got shit to do!! stop yapping at me about work gossip!!!
i got shit to do!! stop yapping at me about work gossip!!!
October 31, 2025 at 6:40 AM
wish there was a polite way to signal "this is a pointless, meaningless conversation. stop talking to me." irl
i got shit to do!! stop yapping at me about work gossip!!!
i got shit to do!! stop yapping at me about work gossip!!!