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Kai
@missstrife.bsky.social
Dnd, dice, Bjds and cosplay! A little bit of everything :D
ADD and Autistic, level 31 from Sweden!
Anti Ai
I don't understand why people can't just communicate and stop assuming things.

Because why book the tickets for a trip and then not ask if the person is free the week you're going to visit?

I have work and other things that I don't want to cancel 🙃

#autism #adhd
November 8, 2025 at 1:02 PM
Saw some northern lights last night! Hopefully I'll see more!

It was getting cold but happy to have gotten a picture like this!
#nature #northernlights #aurora #auroraborealis #sweden
October 19, 2025 at 3:07 PM
This has been an eventful week, I manged to get back to work even if I wasn't ready and had the worst period pains in the world and not only that but some people set fire to a car a few meters away from where I live.

And I probably saw the silhouette of the people who did it
October 12, 2025 at 5:50 PM
I'm heartbroken to post this because I don't know how to move on from this pain but Mio got worse and he had to walk over the rainbow bridge 💔 this hurts so much and I don't know if there's a reason to be alive
#lifesucks
October 5, 2025 at 3:19 PM
It's so sad when you find out people you like are using ChatGPT and other ai things 😭

#antiai #fuckChatGPT #fuckai
September 1, 2025 at 1:13 PM
I finally had an official photo shoot of her! I hope you guys like it ☺️
#minifee #fairylandbjd #bjd #bjddoll #asianballjointeddoll #balljointeddoll #abjd #dollphotography #minifeerendia #nature
August 28, 2025 at 1:29 PM
Sooo like first this person complained about the fact we're getting another member in the band who "can't sing"

But then they also keep on putting me down for wanting to sing in english

BECAUSE we are supposedly going to perform for older people and we need to perform what they like.

Like whut
August 21, 2025 at 7:14 PM
I might lose my beloved pet.
Its not the first time I have dealt with this kind of pain but it hurt so much and I don't want to go through the mourning of him. It's just too hard for me.

Life isn't really worth living honestly
August 14, 2025 at 5:14 PM
An old picture of my #minifeesircca before she got ginger wig! I was outside taking pictures of her and she accidentally fell down into the moss and leaves so I had to take pictures of her lying down!

#bjd #bjddoll #asianballjointeddoll #balljointeddoll #abjd #fairylandbjd #minifee
August 8, 2025 at 4:57 PM
Awhile ago (Don't remember when) I won an art giveaway! This is my dnd character Siraye "Valora" Lightwatcher and I love it so much 😍
Check lewdija.art on insta
#dnd #dndcharacter #OC #dndart #dnd5e #dndoc #dungeonsanddragons #dungeons_and_dragons #dungeonsanddragonscharacter #dungeonsanddragonsart
August 6, 2025 at 5:00 PM
First time trying lychee was at Närcon this year, and it turned out I'm allergic to it 🥲

My throat was burning and it was hard to breathe for awhile, sad because I liked it 😢
August 2, 2025 at 4:14 PM
Ice cream, golden hour and Chappell Roan ✨

#summer #sweden #chappellroan
#goldenhour
August 1, 2025 at 6:33 PM
I also got this cute cardigan from:
The magic needle at fb!

It was sold through our second hand store we had at Närcon!
July 30, 2025 at 3:27 PM
The finale of what I got at Närcon, handmade dice ~
The purple dice is from: aleacreations on insta
The white/clear dice is from: Zakusdicepile
The white/pink dice is from:
Vittra.dice on insta
The map dice is from:
Goblinbrain.dicemakers on insta
And the 2 last sets are from:
Splitodice on insta
July 30, 2025 at 3:21 PM
2nd part of what I got at Närcon!
This is from artist ally!
The flower dice earrings are from:
Zakusdicepile on Insta
The dragon soup pin is from:
Monkanponk on insta/moonbrewatelier.com
The cute mushroom pin is from
Fairydropart on insta!
The globe earrings are from hamstermadewithpaw on insta!
July 30, 2025 at 2:56 PM
This is part 1 of the stuff I got from Närcon!
I got all of these at SF bokhandeln (a Swedish nerdy book store)
July 30, 2025 at 2:37 PM
So this is gonna be a rant about the band that I'm in. It's for everyone to join since it's through this disability program that I'm in.

I have mixed of feelings because I like to sing, always have but we sing mainstream Swedish songs because the older people are like "English is hard!"
July 29, 2025 at 3:56 PM
I have at least started the process to unpack but I'm so dead from Närcon, my voice is raspy from talking and probably the allergic reaction I had during the con. It's gonna take awhile to unpack lol 🤣
July 29, 2025 at 12:04 PM
I have been home awhile now from the trip to Närcon, I'm completely exhausted and I feel I'm too old for cons lol.
But will show you all pictures later of the things I got, most of it is handmade dice 😇

Gonna go to bed real soon
July 27, 2025 at 3:45 PM
I'm a bit sad I didn't mange to finish Expidition 33 but then I have something to look forward to after Närcon.
I have been busy with packing for närcon and haven't been feeling well the weeks leading up to Närcon.

But tomorrow I'll be going to Närcon!
Perhaps I'll feel better when I'm there... 🥺
July 22, 2025 at 1:58 PM
This is gonna be a rant and I'm sorry for ranting but I just need to express myself.
So Närcon it's approaching and I usually don't feel excited to go there but this year I think my feelings are valid because it's around a year ago when a so called friend just treated me like shit during the con.
July 19, 2025 at 11:31 AM
July 15, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Having to deal with my manchild father makes me wanna end myself 🙃
He's screaming and whining and demanding like a spoiled child

Fucking idiot
July 12, 2025 at 1:28 PM
When you had a plans to play Expedition 33 today because I don't work on Mondays only for a horrible headache to stop me all day and painkillers don't help 😢
July 7, 2025 at 4:34 PM
Been looking forward to play exposition 33 only for my ps5 to turn green 😭 I have changed Hdmi cable but that didn't not help at all
Why does technology go this to me, I'm trying not to break down crying about this
#ps5 #sony #playstation
June 16, 2025 at 3:01 PM