I've never been the one to deny a man sex as punishment, because I always thought it was cruel to do so. But I think I get now. Long story short.... I'm pissed, and he's cut off.

My life has been going through so much change, way too soon. It's overwhelming, and I feel like crying. I can't wait till my life becomes stable, comfortingly familiar, and routine again. 😭

I've had an exhausting 9 hrs of work, standing on my feet. I currently have a severe headache, and muscle cramps in my calves, knees, and toes. 😪

Why is it that some bodybuilder type men have a thing for us fat women? Dude, you're a gym rat, I'm lazy af, you eat salad & air, I have a junk food addiction. Our lifestyles clash. Why are you even interested in me, and what makes you think I'm gonna take you seriously?

My personal life is finally starting to come back together. I now have an actual bed, and storage to put away my stuff. The clutter in the living room (where my bed is) of my friend/roommate's apartment is finally being taken care of, and I'm starting to feel more like a tenant than a guest.