🧜♂️dee✨
@mermaided.bsky.social
dee • 30s • she/they • queer • mostly #ofmd • fic writer • gif maker • #ts2 & #ts4 • NSFW 🔞 • #ofmdsims
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🧜♂️dee✨
@mermaided.bsky.social
· Oct 19
hi i'm dee and i like #ofmd and #ts4 🥰
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🌸tumblr: ofmdee.tumblr.com
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other frequently used tags: #ofmdsims, #ts2
had a good visit with my psychiatrist, she adjusted some meds and i think i am gonna wait until that rly takes effect before making any rash decisions about work, i feel like ive been a Little off the rails emotionally lately and hopefully this will even things out a bit 🙏
January 6, 2026 at 11:24 PM
had a good visit with my psychiatrist, she adjusted some meds and i think i am gonna wait until that rly takes effect before making any rash decisions about work, i feel like ive been a Little off the rails emotionally lately and hopefully this will even things out a bit 🙏
January 6, 2026 at 11:24 PM
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January 5, 2026 at 7:31 PM
anyway okay i think im gonna start winding down for the night, maybe get a lil stoned and just. veg out and do some thought time. night night, thanks for everyone who has been saying nice things to me lately, lol, i'm sorry i keep whining abt work so much and i appreciate having the space to do so
January 4, 2026 at 11:23 PM
anyway okay i think im gonna start winding down for the night, maybe get a lil stoned and just. veg out and do some thought time. night night, thanks for everyone who has been saying nice things to me lately, lol, i'm sorry i keep whining abt work so much and i appreciate having the space to do so
rly dont feel like going to work tomorrow i feel like im already half checked out lmfao even tho i still have a lot to think abt 🤔 but i think i did almost a decent job of being HERE today?????? wild.
January 4, 2026 at 11:23 PM
rly dont feel like going to work tomorrow i feel like im already half checked out lmfao even tho i still have a lot to think abt 🤔 but i think i did almost a decent job of being HERE today?????? wild.
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January 4, 2026 at 7:44 PM
future or depressed abt the past and remind myself that today, i am HERE and that is all 😤
.... it's so fucking hard, lmfao, misery is so much less effort and also my brain never shuts up!!!💀😂
.... it's so fucking hard, lmfao, misery is so much less effort and also my brain never shuts up!!!💀😂
January 4, 2026 at 4:30 PM
future or depressed abt the past and remind myself that today, i am HERE and that is all 😤
.... it's so fucking hard, lmfao, misery is so much less effort and also my brain never shuts up!!!💀😂
.... it's so fucking hard, lmfao, misery is so much less effort and also my brain never shuts up!!!💀😂
i'm trying to Actually commit to meditation in the new year, i'd been slacking for a while, and i decided to join insight timer's january intention challenge thing and it's GOOD but man it's also hard 😂 like today the intention was to be HERE, and i am trying so hard to not to be anxious abt the
January 4, 2026 at 4:30 PM
i'm trying to Actually commit to meditation in the new year, i'd been slacking for a while, and i decided to join insight timer's january intention challenge thing and it's GOOD but man it's also hard 😂 like today the intention was to be HERE, and i am trying so hard to not to be anxious abt the
YEAH!!!!! (trying not to be nervous and second guess myself 😂)
January 4, 2026 at 3:28 PM
YEAH!!!!! (trying not to be nervous and second guess myself 😂)
like I've already decided 🫣
January 4, 2026 at 1:09 PM
like I've already decided 🫣
it again is making me wanna die a little bit 😂 so..... I should not do that anymore probably 😂 sooo nervous abt what I'm gonna tell ppl, how to break it to my boss, etc but one step at a time. I still wanna talk to my therapist abt everything before I completely make up my mind, but... I kinda feel
January 4, 2026 at 1:09 PM
it again is making me wanna die a little bit 😂 so..... I should not do that anymore probably 😂 sooo nervous abt what I'm gonna tell ppl, how to break it to my boss, etc but one step at a time. I still wanna talk to my therapist abt everything before I completely make up my mind, but... I kinda feel
my coworkers by leaving, which I definitely will, but that is not my problem!!!! I gotta focus on my own wellbeing for once. I feel guilty ofc, and it will be difficult since spring is just around the corner and that's our big selling season, which is rly shitty but. idk, the thought of going thru
January 4, 2026 at 1:09 PM
my coworkers by leaving, which I definitely will, but that is not my problem!!!! I gotta focus on my own wellbeing for once. I feel guilty ofc, and it will be difficult since spring is just around the corner and that's our big selling season, which is rly shitty but. idk, the thought of going thru
option but to just suck it up and keep going, but just knowing that I have the option to quit and be supported in that is such a relief. I felt locked into this for a lot of reasons, reasons I'm starting to realize aren't rly my responsibility, if that makes sense?? I don't wanna make more work for
January 4, 2026 at 1:09 PM
option but to just suck it up and keep going, but just knowing that I have the option to quit and be supported in that is such a relief. I felt locked into this for a lot of reasons, reasons I'm starting to realize aren't rly my responsibility, if that makes sense?? I don't wanna make more work for
feeling almost optimistic this morning??? 🤯 it's like actually Talking to ppl abt what is bothering me and getting support is ..... a good thing? 🤯😂 and I feel less despair abt work rn, because it's like okay there is a possible end in sight. I was just feeling rly STUCK, like there was no other
January 4, 2026 at 1:09 PM
feeling almost optimistic this morning??? 🤯 it's like actually Talking to ppl abt what is bothering me and getting support is ..... a good thing? 🤯😂 and I feel less despair abt work rn, because it's like okay there is a possible end in sight. I was just feeling rly STUCK, like there was no other
bawwwww thank you!!!! 🤖 🐻
January 3, 2026 at 7:15 PM
bawwwww thank you!!!! 🤖 🐻
anyway, it just makes me rly happy to know that ppl are still reading my hankcon stuff, I miss being obsessed with them!!!! 😂 and I still love them, but I have finally stabilized where they are concerned, super unhinged for ed n Stede now 😂😂😂
January 3, 2026 at 6:37 PM
anyway, it just makes me rly happy to know that ppl are still reading my hankcon stuff, I miss being obsessed with them!!!! 😂 and I still love them, but I have finally stabilized where they are concerned, super unhinged for ed n Stede now 😂😂😂
also the first authors note was me thanking my then good friend now gf for betaing 🤭
January 3, 2026 at 6:37 PM
also the first authors note was me thanking my then good friend now gf for betaing 🤭
every now and then I get a kudos on my #hankcon #outlast au fic, and I decided to revisit it today!!!!
(art by marouin on twitter, commissioned for me by an old friend)
💙 fic: archiveofourown.org/works/270668...
(art by marouin on twitter, commissioned for me by an old friend)
💙 fic: archiveofourown.org/works/270668...
January 3, 2026 at 6:37 PM
every now and then I get a kudos on my #hankcon #outlast au fic, and I decided to revisit it today!!!!
(art by marouin on twitter, commissioned for me by an old friend)
💙 fic: archiveofourown.org/works/270668...
(art by marouin on twitter, commissioned for me by an old friend)
💙 fic: archiveofourown.org/works/270668...