MentalDojo
@mentaldojo.bsky.social
🏳️⚧️Disabled and trans🏳️🌈
An autistic schizophrenic with DID and CPTSD
They/them both singular and plural (We/Us)
Am here to educate, entertain, and maybe make friends in the process
An autistic schizophrenic with DID and CPTSD
They/them both singular and plural (We/Us)
Am here to educate, entertain, and maybe make friends in the process
Deleted our TikTok; we went down a particularly nasty rabbit hole and ended up having a severely paranoid episode and meltdown (which DOESN’T usually happen with our brand of undifferentiated schizophrenia).
Yes, it had to do with *those* files and images. TLDR; F everyone involved in the coverup.🤬
Yes, it had to do with *those* files and images. TLDR; F everyone involved in the coverup.🤬
February 12, 2026 at 7:19 PM
Deleted our TikTok; we went down a particularly nasty rabbit hole and ended up having a severely paranoid episode and meltdown (which DOESN’T usually happen with our brand of undifferentiated schizophrenia).
Yes, it had to do with *those* files and images. TLDR; F everyone involved in the coverup.🤬
Yes, it had to do with *those* files and images. TLDR; F everyone involved in the coverup.🤬
Not feeling very good today, friendos.
Sometimes on our (semi)mute-level migraine days, we wish we could be allowed to veg and vibe while friends/chosen family talk/hang out around us. The occasional “yes or no” acknowledgment and inclusion in a conversation, not pressured to speak. IDK, like Eeyore
Sometimes on our (semi)mute-level migraine days, we wish we could be allowed to veg and vibe while friends/chosen family talk/hang out around us. The occasional “yes or no” acknowledgment and inclusion in a conversation, not pressured to speak. IDK, like Eeyore
February 9, 2026 at 6:05 PM
Not feeling very good today, friendos.
Sometimes on our (semi)mute-level migraine days, we wish we could be allowed to veg and vibe while friends/chosen family talk/hang out around us. The occasional “yes or no” acknowledgment and inclusion in a conversation, not pressured to speak. IDK, like Eeyore
Sometimes on our (semi)mute-level migraine days, we wish we could be allowed to veg and vibe while friends/chosen family talk/hang out around us. The occasional “yes or no” acknowledgment and inclusion in a conversation, not pressured to speak. IDK, like Eeyore
We have been very co-blendy lately. The migraines might keep happening for a hot minute.
In other news, we’ve picked up doing yoga with our housemates. That’s a thing we haven’t done since college 😬😎
In other news, we’ve picked up doing yoga with our housemates. That’s a thing we haven’t done since college 😬😎
February 5, 2026 at 8:13 PM
We have been very co-blendy lately. The migraines might keep happening for a hot minute.
In other news, we’ve picked up doing yoga with our housemates. That’s a thing we haven’t done since college 😬😎
In other news, we’ve picked up doing yoga with our housemates. That’s a thing we haven’t done since college 😬😎
Would love to play the new Tomodachi Life coming out in April!
Not just for the creative aspects. The ability to customize is a bonus 😎
We also mean in the way even the DS Tomodachi/Miitomo/Miitopia are really good tools for DID/OSDD inner family communication and how IFS works as a therapy method
Not just for the creative aspects. The ability to customize is a bonus 😎
We also mean in the way even the DS Tomodachi/Miitomo/Miitopia are really good tools for DID/OSDD inner family communication and how IFS works as a therapy method
February 1, 2026 at 8:19 PM
Would love to play the new Tomodachi Life coming out in April!
Not just for the creative aspects. The ability to customize is a bonus 😎
We also mean in the way even the DS Tomodachi/Miitomo/Miitopia are really good tools for DID/OSDD inner family communication and how IFS works as a therapy method
Not just for the creative aspects. The ability to customize is a bonus 😎
We also mean in the way even the DS Tomodachi/Miitomo/Miitopia are really good tools for DID/OSDD inner family communication and how IFS works as a therapy method
When this body gets migraines, it makes Rs, Ss, and Ts really hard so speak. We end up sounding a little like Madeline Khan in An American Tale for that moment in time. Funny for other people, very concerning when you’re the one going through it and trying to be understood or taken seriously 😞
January 12, 2026 at 9:18 PM
When this body gets migraines, it makes Rs, Ss, and Ts really hard so speak. We end up sounding a little like Madeline Khan in An American Tale for that moment in time. Funny for other people, very concerning when you’re the one going through it and trying to be understood or taken seriously 😞
TIL that sweet potato chips actually taste really good with a ranch chip dip. The sweet and salty pairs with the sour really well - creates an umami after effect! 😋
January 8, 2026 at 10:35 PM
TIL that sweet potato chips actually taste really good with a ranch chip dip. The sweet and salty pairs with the sour really well - creates an umami after effect! 😋
The superpower we wish we had? Mystique’s shapeshifting abilities in X-Men. Could you imagine being able to shift your gender presentation, your voice, and your clothes at will? As a DID system, having that ability would make us either unstoppable or insufferable. Maybe both, haha😂
~Mercurion
~Mercurion
January 7, 2026 at 5:10 PM
The superpower we wish we had? Mystique’s shapeshifting abilities in X-Men. Could you imagine being able to shift your gender presentation, your voice, and your clothes at will? As a DID system, having that ability would make us either unstoppable or insufferable. Maybe both, haha😂
~Mercurion
~Mercurion
Being out after a long absence within a DID system is weird. It sometimes feels like you’re in Waiting For Godot, but there’s just you and you on the bench. Sitting with yourself, debating “Am I real? Is anything real? And if our inworld is what moves us, doesn’t that prove We exist(ed)?”
~Arden
~Arden
January 6, 2026 at 12:23 AM
Being out after a long absence within a DID system is weird. It sometimes feels like you’re in Waiting For Godot, but there’s just you and you on the bench. Sitting with yourself, debating “Am I real? Is anything real? And if our inworld is what moves us, doesn’t that prove We exist(ed)?”
~Arden
~Arden
Really wish we knew how to do those AC:NH or virtual avatar vlog/gaming type channels. Maybe even figure out how to get some OC voice acting or ASMR things off the ground. That would be exciting 🥰
~Caine
~Caine
January 2, 2026 at 10:49 PM
Really wish we knew how to do those AC:NH or virtual avatar vlog/gaming type channels. Maybe even figure out how to get some OC voice acting or ASMR things off the ground. That would be exciting 🥰
~Caine
~Caine
(Belated) Blessed Yule and Io Saturnalia!
December 28, 2025 at 3:26 AM
(Belated) Blessed Yule and Io Saturnalia!
Actively mourning. Need to watch all the Rob Reiner films we can.
Already a huge fan of “The Princess Bride” and “Stand By Me”. Been watching Princess Bride (and the YouTube reactions) for the past 24 hours.
Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
Already a huge fan of “The Princess Bride” and “Stand By Me”. Been watching Princess Bride (and the YouTube reactions) for the past 24 hours.
Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
December 17, 2025 at 12:52 AM
Actively mourning. Need to watch all the Rob Reiner films we can.
Already a huge fan of “The Princess Bride” and “Stand By Me”. Been watching Princess Bride (and the YouTube reactions) for the past 24 hours.
Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
Already a huge fan of “The Princess Bride” and “Stand By Me”. Been watching Princess Bride (and the YouTube reactions) for the past 24 hours.
Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
Dearest gentle readers. If we may, we offer a potentially unpopular opinion regarding the Queen Charlotte prequel to Bridgerton:
“Bipolar disorder” this. “Unnamed mental illness” that.
NO. George’s character is an undifferentiated schizophrenic. We should know.
~An autistic undiff.schizophrenic ☕️
“Bipolar disorder” this. “Unnamed mental illness” that.
NO. George’s character is an undifferentiated schizophrenic. We should know.
~An autistic undiff.schizophrenic ☕️
December 5, 2025 at 7:37 PM
Dearest gentle readers. If we may, we offer a potentially unpopular opinion regarding the Queen Charlotte prequel to Bridgerton:
“Bipolar disorder” this. “Unnamed mental illness” that.
NO. George’s character is an undifferentiated schizophrenic. We should know.
~An autistic undiff.schizophrenic ☕️
“Bipolar disorder” this. “Unnamed mental illness” that.
NO. George’s character is an undifferentiated schizophrenic. We should know.
~An autistic undiff.schizophrenic ☕️
BONUS ROUND: our best friends’/roommates’ cat, Frosty. A hardened, tsundere lawyer trapped within the body of a brown tabby. Is apparently a food critic in his spare time, and must try/sniff all the food in his presence. Any attempts to hold or pet him tend to end in grousing, “cease and de-snist” 😂
December 2, 2025 at 10:04 PM
BONUS ROUND: our best friends’/roommates’ cat, Frosty. A hardened, tsundere lawyer trapped within the body of a brown tabby. Is apparently a food critic in his spare time, and must try/sniff all the food in his presence. Any attempts to hold or pet him tend to end in grousing, “cease and de-snist” 😂
Last, but certainly not least, is the adorable Neela. Former street cat turned disability/ESA advocate and the world’s greatest, most loving nurse cat. May actually be an alien from the Beebo Empire, whose national anthem is the Popeye’s Chicken jingle. Often stinky, but always decent. Very demure.💜
December 1, 2025 at 8:01 PM
Last, but certainly not least, is the adorable Neela. Former street cat turned disability/ESA advocate and the world’s greatest, most loving nurse cat. May actually be an alien from the Beebo Empire, whose national anthem is the Popeye’s Chicken jingle. Often stinky, but always decent. Very demure.💜
This is the youngest of our 4 cats, Miss Eartha Kitten. A true supervillain princess, this one. Very cuddly at night, but a top-notch huntress of bugs and crinkle balls. Adores you as long as you don’t move an inch. Famously holds crushes on blonde or silver haired anime boys. #1 Astarion simp🩷
~Nyx
~Nyx
November 25, 2025 at 11:46 PM
This is the youngest of our 4 cats, Miss Eartha Kitten. A true supervillain princess, this one. Very cuddly at night, but a top-notch huntress of bugs and crinkle balls. Adores you as long as you don’t move an inch. Famously holds crushes on blonde or silver haired anime boys. #1 Astarion simp🩷
~Nyx
~Nyx
Our second son, Dante. Named for Alighieri due to his initial grumpness when we rescued him.
Nowadays, he’s an absolute bowling ball of a bonkerson. Thinks himself a dog (the tail wags give him away). Would be perfect as a countertenor in an opera. He’s like if Zim were a divo house cat. We ❤️ hims
Nowadays, he’s an absolute bowling ball of a bonkerson. Thinks himself a dog (the tail wags give him away). Would be perfect as a countertenor in an opera. He’s like if Zim were a divo house cat. We ❤️ hims
November 2, 2025 at 9:17 PM
Our second son, Dante. Named for Alighieri due to his initial grumpness when we rescued him.
Nowadays, he’s an absolute bowling ball of a bonkerson. Thinks himself a dog (the tail wags give him away). Would be perfect as a countertenor in an opera. He’s like if Zim were a divo house cat. We ❤️ hims
Nowadays, he’s an absolute bowling ball of a bonkerson. Thinks himself a dog (the tail wags give him away). Would be perfect as a countertenor in an opera. He’s like if Zim were a divo house cat. We ❤️ hims
This is the eldest of our house cats: The Baby Leonardo himself, sweet old king that he is. Most loving cat we have ever known. In 14 (soon 15) years, that fact has never changed.
He’s very Ewan McGregor coded; that is to say, much like Obi-Wan to his siblings and as soft-spoken as a monk.🩵
~Milo
He’s very Ewan McGregor coded; that is to say, much like Obi-Wan to his siblings and as soft-spoken as a monk.🩵
~Milo
October 28, 2025 at 10:55 PM
This is the eldest of our house cats: The Baby Leonardo himself, sweet old king that he is. Most loving cat we have ever known. In 14 (soon 15) years, that fact has never changed.
He’s very Ewan McGregor coded; that is to say, much like Obi-Wan to his siblings and as soft-spoken as a monk.🩵
~Milo
He’s very Ewan McGregor coded; that is to say, much like Obi-Wan to his siblings and as soft-spoken as a monk.🩵
~Milo
Feeling very sick today.
And apparently, our cats do not like that we are trying to nap to deal with the pain. Just trying to survive… 😢
And apparently, our cats do not like that we are trying to nap to deal with the pain. Just trying to survive… 😢
October 24, 2025 at 6:43 PM
Feeling very sick today.
And apparently, our cats do not like that we are trying to nap to deal with the pain. Just trying to survive… 😢
And apparently, our cats do not like that we are trying to nap to deal with the pain. Just trying to survive… 😢
Sometimes we really miss having a family that cares about us. Then we remember that what we missed? Was the family we *thought* we had.
We had to effectively form our own family within a DID system just to survive. And ppl keep saying we’re “strong” for it, but it rarely feels that way IYKWIM… 😖
We had to effectively form our own family within a DID system just to survive. And ppl keep saying we’re “strong” for it, but it rarely feels that way IYKWIM… 😖
October 17, 2025 at 12:47 AM
Sometimes we really miss having a family that cares about us. Then we remember that what we missed? Was the family we *thought* we had.
We had to effectively form our own family within a DID system just to survive. And ppl keep saying we’re “strong” for it, but it rarely feels that way IYKWIM… 😖
We had to effectively form our own family within a DID system just to survive. And ppl keep saying we’re “strong” for it, but it rarely feels that way IYKWIM… 😖
Billy and Dom Eat The World is a good series. Makes us want to travel the world again so badly 😞
October 12, 2025 at 7:11 PM
Billy and Dom Eat The World is a good series. Makes us want to travel the world again so badly 😞
Promise we aren’t trying to be downers. The truth is this body of ours gets sick very easily. We struggle for weeks - even months! - just getting better from colds, surgeries, bad medicine side effects, you name it. Makes it very difficult maintaining friendships IRL. And we want to be good friends😞
October 10, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Promise we aren’t trying to be downers. The truth is this body of ours gets sick very easily. We struggle for weeks - even months! - just getting better from colds, surgeries, bad medicine side effects, you name it. Makes it very difficult maintaining friendships IRL. And we want to be good friends😞
Weird DID question:
When you think of “alter fusion”, do you think it should resemble Garnet from Steven Universe? Or do you think of fusion being like “assimilation” or Highlander rules?
Just food for thought. Let us know in the comments! 🥰
When you think of “alter fusion”, do you think it should resemble Garnet from Steven Universe? Or do you think of fusion being like “assimilation” or Highlander rules?
Just food for thought. Let us know in the comments! 🥰
October 8, 2025 at 9:08 PM
Weird DID question:
When you think of “alter fusion”, do you think it should resemble Garnet from Steven Universe? Or do you think of fusion being like “assimilation” or Highlander rules?
Just food for thought. Let us know in the comments! 🥰
When you think of “alter fusion”, do you think it should resemble Garnet from Steven Universe? Or do you think of fusion being like “assimilation” or Highlander rules?
Just food for thought. Let us know in the comments! 🥰
We keep coming across ❄️ ppl claiming how in Ghost of Yotei, that they think the Japanese voice for Atsu is somehow “better” than the American voice.
Spoiler alert: BOTH ARE VOICED BY ERIKA ISHII.
ISTG this is just the video game/VA version of picking on Aabria Iyengar. Leave them both TF alone ☕️🔥
Spoiler alert: BOTH ARE VOICED BY ERIKA ISHII.
ISTG this is just the video game/VA version of picking on Aabria Iyengar. Leave them both TF alone ☕️🔥
October 7, 2025 at 11:36 PM
We keep coming across ❄️ ppl claiming how in Ghost of Yotei, that they think the Japanese voice for Atsu is somehow “better” than the American voice.
Spoiler alert: BOTH ARE VOICED BY ERIKA ISHII.
ISTG this is just the video game/VA version of picking on Aabria Iyengar. Leave them both TF alone ☕️🔥
Spoiler alert: BOTH ARE VOICED BY ERIKA ISHII.
ISTG this is just the video game/VA version of picking on Aabria Iyengar. Leave them both TF alone ☕️🔥
Watching The Glory (2022). This may be one of the best written K-Drama shows we’ve ever watched. Very Count of Monte Cristo vibes. Not even American shows write like this…
~Milo
~Milo
September 28, 2025 at 9:19 PM
Watching The Glory (2022). This may be one of the best written K-Drama shows we’ve ever watched. Very Count of Monte Cristo vibes. Not even American shows write like this…
~Milo
~Milo
Why is us existing or having dreams of being/becoming our happiest selves so “threatening”? We just want to live.
If bigots keep trying to block Liberty and actively burn the paths leading to ppl’s own Pursuit of Happiness, they *are in fact* saying we don’t deserve Life… That’s authoritarianism. ☕️
If bigots keep trying to block Liberty and actively burn the paths leading to ppl’s own Pursuit of Happiness, they *are in fact* saying we don’t deserve Life… That’s authoritarianism. ☕️
September 26, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Why is us existing or having dreams of being/becoming our happiest selves so “threatening”? We just want to live.
If bigots keep trying to block Liberty and actively burn the paths leading to ppl’s own Pursuit of Happiness, they *are in fact* saying we don’t deserve Life… That’s authoritarianism. ☕️
If bigots keep trying to block Liberty and actively burn the paths leading to ppl’s own Pursuit of Happiness, they *are in fact* saying we don’t deserve Life… That’s authoritarianism. ☕️