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MelodyDeck
@melodydeck.bsky.social
She/her/chocolate pancake

~Chronic struggler of anxiety I guess oof ouch owie!!!~

~Occasional artist and sometimes a philosophical romantic~

~Taken, planning world domination >:3~
For those who celebrate, Happy October 3rd! Fullmetal Alchemist real
October 3, 2025 at 10:04 PM
I got my blood drawn on Saturday and now my elbow is bruised and making my arm overall a bit numb. But I’m fine, and the doctors who gave me my physical said my health was nigh perfect. It really did wonders to quell my anxiety.
September 16, 2025 at 7:44 AM
I left my little sister home alone while she was sick and throwing up because my mom promised to take me to get blood work done. However, I had the appointment at 2 and suddenly she needed to get a signature from a judge for the case she was working on. 45 minutes of me sitting alone in the car.
September 11, 2025 at 9:15 PM
If you’re a white LGBTQ+ member who reads rape smut, you have no right to call rap “unintelligible slop”
September 9, 2025 at 9:48 PM
Why isn’t the pepto bismol working? Why am I still feeling sick?
September 4, 2025 at 7:25 PM
Is shoving your phone in your bra an adequate way to hold it if you have no pockets? Asking because I don’t like having it in my hand while walking
September 3, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Does anyone have any recommendations on where to find source code for dead games so I can run my own private server/join a private server run by other people? I want to step away from Toontown Corporate Clash for a bit.
August 31, 2025 at 9:32 PM
My stepfather has a hole in his aorta and he still hasn’t gotten the surgery to have it fixed because of pricing. Here’s hoping it ends up killing him.
August 30, 2025 at 2:40 AM
Having a mental breakdown while having to go to work is HELL, I had to lie and say I have allergies to the few people who are unconditionally nice to me. I got better after half the day and seeing my irl friends but goddamn, I feel guilty for having to lie…
August 26, 2025 at 8:24 PM
Don’t throw out the meal for it not being to your taste, simply cook it in your style to deter people who like the dish from flocking around you.
August 25, 2025 at 7:43 PM
The moment I get a bank account…

I’m paying for some good selfshipping food >:3
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August 25, 2025 at 2:48 AM
Internally debating getting into Obey Me after the recent news, but I hear it has no routes and the MC has no real description like Twisted Wonderland. But it was popular years ago for a reason and I might as well indulge before it inevitably bites the dust.
August 25, 2025 at 12:06 AM
NO

NOT ALL OF NTT SOLMARE’S OTOME GAMES

Then only ones not ending service are Obey Me and its sequel game :(
August 22, 2025 at 12:27 AM
>The CEO of Roblox is a Trump supporter who goes to rallies and donates money
>He wants to add dating to Roblox
>Bans Schlep
>Doesn’t ban predators
>Already made changes to the accessibility and chat
>Very clearly lobbying for the COPPA 2.0 update

We have been given EVERY warning sign. Check drive
August 14, 2025 at 7:39 PM
Time to write a ship fic where I deconstruct Hypersexuality and how damaging it can be to relationships in a respectful and well researched way as a Demisexual person with no history of sexual abuse!!!!
August 6, 2025 at 1:13 AM
I FUCKING LOVE HEALTHY HET ROMANCE!!!
August 4, 2025 at 8:46 AM
There’s nothing like knowing most of your followers are botted like seeing as you have 100+ followers and no likes and some of your followers disappear without a trace
August 3, 2025 at 1:55 PM
My holy trinity for games, writing and social critique are Stephanie Sterling, CD-Call and FunkyFrogBait respectively
July 31, 2025 at 7:31 PM
There’s a lot of high profile people dying since May…

Death is throwing darts on a dartboard and missing that bullseye.
July 30, 2025 at 8:49 PM
South Park is at its best when Matt and Trey actually care about the topic they’re covering. Comedy is inherently counter-culture, so they took whatever the hell was cooking on TikTok and made fun of it because they’re adults with lives who just don’t care. This newest episode goes against the theme
July 27, 2025 at 3:44 PM
When I’m in a tragedy competition and my opponent is a FwB relationship where one of the friends becomes romantically in love with the other and the other friend feels nothing and they’re perfectly okay with abandoning them at any time and going their separate ways:
July 25, 2025 at 8:11 PM
“Your pfp is your therapist”

CURE WHIP AS MY THERAPIST MEANS I GET FREE STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE AND FRIENDSHIP SPEECHES

YIPPEE
July 25, 2025 at 4:58 AM
Stop Killing Games is actively scaring the big people in the industry. I’m calling it now that one of them will hire an assassin to kill Accursed Farms like Boeing before the end of this month
July 25, 2025 at 4:51 AM
I know this won’t get any attention, so I’ll post here for myself. I’ve had a lack of appetite for weeks and barely finish my food. There’s slight discomfort in my back and I’m showing symptoms of IBS. I pray it’s just my period, but I think I might have pancreatic cancer. I’ll get myself checked.
July 16, 2025 at 10:46 PM