Luckily no one follows me here so : haaaa whyyyyyyyy, I hate this situation so much, there's no good ending... Let's at least try, either it hurts or it lessens the pain but at least I tried... Doing nothing will allow things but also give me more pain and regrets.
Why 🥲

I'm happy to announce that I got a Japanese working holiday visa yesterday! It was a long dream of mine to live abroad and Japan became important to me a long time ago so I'm glad to be able to realise one of my dreams! Now time to prepare for the adventure!

Sometimes I think I should just be bad at my job, I'll have less work to do...
Visa results friday, if I dont get it I wonder if I'll be able to keep my sanity at work till the end of the year 🙃

Finally left my flat,moving and cleaning everything was very stressful and tiring but now it's done.
I'm at my dad's home for 2 months before heading to Japan hopefully 🙏

私のアパートはもうほとんど空っぽで、今日の午後、大きなバルコニーを洗った。 約5年住んだこのアパートを出るまで、あと1週間しかない。
冬時間に切り替わったが、暗くなるのが早くて嫌だ。
良い一週間を！

I'm getting ready to move out and have spent the day dismantling furniture and taking things down. Luckily my father helped me take down a lot of the stuff. I spent the afternoon listening to Lily's stream, which motivated me!
www.youtube.com/live/LnBdQP3...

👋