Manarú
manaur.bsky.social
Manarú
@manaur.bsky.social
OSDD I BPD I ADHD

I am Mana, part of a system.

I like photography.

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December 6, 2025 at 8:10 PM
Another great movie is "Mulholland Drive". A film that keeps you thinking... Lynch is a great storyteller!

#movie #film #cultfilm #arthouse
November 6, 2025 at 3:08 PM
October 29, 2025 at 6:36 AM
These days I am tired but HAPPY. It's like I am becoming myself, starting to know who I really am. Life isn't easy, but it's fascinating and yes, finally I can say that life is beautiful.

#osdd #fused
October 27, 2025 at 3:05 PM
My all time favourite film is Der Himmel über Berlin. A wonderful, very emotional movie.

What's your favourite movie?
October 27, 2025 at 7:17 AM
Fused again... Yesterday it failed, we became too destructive. Now we have a solution for that part of me and I hope it works out... I am a bit nervous for it. Yesterday it felt good at the beginning, this morning it went wrong.

Hope we find some rest, being a whole person now!

#osdd #did
October 16, 2025 at 7:46 AM
"Closed doors"

#photography #photo #art
October 15, 2025 at 7:20 AM
Sometimes it feels so weird... My (Mana's) glass is always half full or even full... The glass of another part of me is always half empty...

On the other hand, it is not weird at all, because we are splitt for a reason...
October 14, 2025 at 5:56 PM
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October 3, 2025 at 2:02 PM
October 2, 2025 at 1:59 PM
My posts are not because we feel sorry for ourselves, but sharing our feelings helps process all the shit.
September 27, 2025 at 10:23 PM
Believing for decades that you've had a wonderful mother and then realizing that she was terrible, hurts... And not a little. 😢 That's what we are going through at this moment. We cannot trust people, only a few beautiful persons who are close to us.

#osdd #trauma
September 27, 2025 at 10:21 PM
Life is so complicated...

For now I am more a whole person, more integrated. But there is a fight in my head. I love to live, but a part of me is desperate and thinks that life is only painful and difficult. I talk to her a lot. She has had too much pain in the past.

#osdd
September 27, 2025 at 10:17 PM
September 25, 2025 at 10:31 PM
September 25, 2025 at 10:26 PM
"Better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all"

A quote so true. And now I know that, but to feel it is sometimes difficult... The pain of missing someone you deeply love is sometimes too big to handle. But at the same time, I am so happy with the memories.
September 24, 2025 at 2:03 PM
Yesterday I made a post about to avoid all people. I deleted it, because it's not true. There are good people in the world. Maybe not much, but they are. Last night I was living in my past and back then I was hurt by too many people...

Avoid bad people, find friendship and more by the good ones. 🤎
September 24, 2025 at 5:22 AM
Just because I like this #photo...

#photography #picture #outdoors
September 23, 2025 at 10:51 PM
Life isn't easy at all ... This summer was tough with a lot of downs. But also with al lot of insights and lessons. Now I am going for the ups...

How was your summer?
September 21, 2025 at 10:01 PM
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September 19, 2025 at 8:32 PM
September 19, 2025 at 2:15 PM
Yes! And "they" are not worth it... Stay strong! 🫶🏻🧡
September 19, 2025 at 2:08 PM