Quietly awkward exterior, chaotically dissolute interior. Here to read, listen and write smutty stories. My writing is NSFW, my posts are mostly SFW. 50+, he/him/they, sub-leaning demi.
I write fetish erotica about imperfect people, forbidden desires, and exploration. Mismatched couples in ordinary situations with secret kinks, building trusting, kind, consensual relationships. I write what interests me in the moment, but stories often feature hard kinks, ENM, and Fdom.
I write fetish erotica about imperfect people, forbidden desires, and exploration. Mismatched couples in ordinary situations with secret kinks, building trusting, kind, consensual relationships. I write what interests me in the moment, but stories often feature hard kinks, ENM, and Fdom.
It's about being authentic even if it's through a small window that reveals only one particular side of us. But that side is fully on display, doing a striptease for anyone who cares to look.
February 4, 2026 at 4:20 PM
It's about being authentic even if it's through a small window that reveals only one particular side of us. But that side is fully on display, doing a striptease for anyone who cares to look.
Using a pseudonym doesn't mean being fake. For most of us, it's actually the only way we can be real about our who we are. It gives us the freedom to explore and express ourselves without worrying about judgment or things blowing back on our everyday lives.
February 4, 2026 at 4:17 PM
Using a pseudonym doesn't mean being fake. For most of us, it's actually the only way we can be real about our who we are. It gives us the freedom to explore and express ourselves without worrying about judgment or things blowing back on our everyday lives.
Strange kind of proud feeling seeing some people on here that I used to interact with 3-4 years ago and have since embraced a full-on D/s lifestyle. We had a lot of chats about just that so maybe some seeds were sown. I'm too introverted to butt in and ask directly lol
February 4, 2026 at 3:58 PM
Strange kind of proud feeling seeing some people on here that I used to interact with 3-4 years ago and have since embraced a full-on D/s lifestyle. We had a lot of chats about just that so maybe some seeds were sown. I'm too introverted to butt in and ask directly lol
We are very aligned on that. I'm very anti organized religion for the same reason as you state. Not anti spiritual belief in general though, so long as it's personal and not used to influence others beliefs.
February 4, 2026 at 1:32 PM
We are very aligned on that. I'm very anti organized religion for the same reason as you state. Not anti spiritual belief in general though, so long as it's personal and not used to influence others beliefs.
I lay awake thinking about it this morning. My first thought was Trump but it's too reactionary and of the moment and I ended up thinking i'd just draw an abstract man, grasping with greed on the basis that so much evil stems from taking what isn't theirs to have.
February 4, 2026 at 11:01 AM
I lay awake thinking about it this morning. My first thought was Trump but it's too reactionary and of the moment and I ended up thinking i'd just draw an abstract man, grasping with greed on the basis that so much evil stems from taking what isn't theirs to have.
Settling down to do some final edits on a story. It's basically done but I always read a story through about 20 times, tweaking it as I go. There's always grammar problems or an inconsistency I've missed. Did she really take her coat off twice?
February 3, 2026 at 5:42 PM
Settling down to do some final edits on a story. It's basically done but I always read a story through about 20 times, tweaking it as I go. There's always grammar problems or an inconsistency I've missed. Did she really take her coat off twice?