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Something unnatural is going on to our friend the little apple
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hi everyone this is my spam/priv !!!! yayyayayayayy
ive been wanting to cut/even out my hair so badly lately but ive been trying to grow it out for like. 9 months so far..... but i just really do not like how it has been looking & it makes me so dysphoric
January 20, 2025 at 8:09 PM
i miss kaede akamatsu 💔
January 19, 2025 at 3:38 AM
okok wait. inaki that is enough......... i am overthinking & venting & ranting way too much on here sorry guys 💔💔 ive just been feeling more anxious lately so its kinda bleeding into my posts on this account
January 16, 2025 at 6:05 AM
idk i just feel everything ever to the absolute extreme and lately ive been so overly excited about being this consistently interactive & social for the first time in like. 8 years approximately??? so i worry about accidently crossing ppls boundaries or being way too intense
January 16, 2025 at 6:02 AM
agghhh i feel like sometimes i come off way too strong when talking/interacting with mutuals.............. im constantly worried that i'm secretly annoying the hell out of people or making them uncomfortable somehow
January 16, 2025 at 5:51 AM
i have to work for the next 4 days which is great for my bank account but that also means i work on my birthday v__v
January 9, 2025 at 3:41 PM
blehh i need to stop dwelling on this cuz it just makes me unnecessarily sad!!!! imma try to sleep it off for now.. goodnight guys <3
January 7, 2025 at 10:58 AM
idk i just struggle with social stuff so so so badly..... i used to be a lottt worse with it even just a year ago but its still so difficult. i still struggle even just responding to DMs/holding conversations with anyone and it makes me really sad cuz more than anything i want to be close to others
January 7, 2025 at 10:49 AM
ghhh i wish my brain wouldnt overthink interacting with ppl so much. i keep convincing myself that im actually just annoying the fuck out of my friends & mutuals rather than coming off as friendly
January 7, 2025 at 10:36 AM
its crazy that im almost 25 years old what tge fuck. time truly flies
January 5, 2025 at 10:28 PM
trying very hard not to spiral ghhhh i need a cigarette
January 2, 2025 at 1:17 AM
i feel like breaking down thinking about work idk. my disabilities & disorders make working so impossible 90% of the time yet i'm in a position where i cannot not work. i wish i could start the process to qualify for disability payments but it would take so much time that i currently dont have
January 2, 2025 at 1:07 AM
hhgdhdgxb im so tired and moody today idk why
January 2, 2025 at 12:56 AM
GHHHHHH i took meds for my menstrual cramps and i didnt realize they had almost 100 mg of caffeine in them.... ive been up all night and i finally got in bed to try to sleep 3 hrs ago and i still havent been able to sleep
December 31, 2024 at 12:42 PM
why do so many random ppl keep interacting with one of my posts on main ..............
December 30, 2024 at 11:41 PM
my internet and service r both dying on and off 😭😭 its barely loading bsky
December 30, 2024 at 4:17 AM
hanging out with husband & our bestie today YAYYYYY we can finally give him his xmas gifts!!!!!!
December 29, 2024 at 3:57 PM
i wish i were able to go to goth night at the arcade tonight :[
December 28, 2024 at 5:17 PM
im doodling over bases for fun and this one came out rlly cute......................................

pose base by albanenechi on tumblr :3
December 28, 2024 at 2:56 AM
my head HURTS
December 28, 2024 at 2:54 AM
only got like 1/3 of the way done with my minecraft build but i need to draw NOW!!!!
December 28, 2024 at 2:00 AM
ohhhĥhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wanna draw again
December 28, 2024 at 1:59 AM
i need a new car this is so sad man
December 27, 2024 at 9:05 PM
i love my oc komlin sew MUCH he makes me smile and sway around like this
a pixel art of a panda bear sitting down with a heart above its head .
ALT: a pixel art of a panda bear sitting down with a heart above its head .
media.tenor.com
December 27, 2024 at 6:08 PM
morning coffee with biscotti will save me
December 27, 2024 at 4:37 PM