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Ben 🖤🗡️
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26 • Transmasc • NOLA • Chaotic Stupid
I miss being passionate about something. I was so in love with music and performance until one teacher told me I wasn’t any good, and then that was just it. I couldn’t bear to do it anymore. and that really sucks, because I was prepared to do music my whole life. so now what?
November 13, 2025 at 6:13 PM
having a really hard time lately.

I’m going on 5 weeks without my hrt injection, simply because one day I woke up and started getting panic attacks every time I or my girlfriend attempted to do it.

I’m scared for my body, and I’m terrified for my mental state, which is already on the decline.
March 14, 2025 at 5:39 AM
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One thing about me is that I will fight Nazis until I’m six feet in the ground.
January 24, 2025 at 1:24 AM
apologies if I’m acting more insane than normal. the government wants me dead and might actually try to kill me and I’m just processing that as well as I can right now!
January 22, 2025 at 11:28 PM
after almost 2 years of doing the gel, today I had my first testosterone injection 😊
January 9, 2025 at 7:32 PM
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I don't know who needs to hear this, but the terrorist in the New Orleans attack was an American citizen born in Texas, NOT an undocumented immigrant, and he was even a Veteran of the U.S. Army.

It's only the FIRST day of the New Year, and trump is already saying dumb shit.
January 1, 2025 at 8:08 PM
I just had the world’s sweetest pharmacist speak to me about my hormones, at a Walmart in Louisiana no less
December 17, 2024 at 11:32 PM
so. my estranged grandmother is dying. and I’m not exactly sure how to navigate that.
December 16, 2024 at 3:52 PM
something about a black pullover sweatshirt… make gender euphoria go brrr
November 22, 2024 at 3:43 PM