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M
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I’m scared people will think I abandon them on insta. It’s delusional and I don’t even owe people, and I’m projecting my own fear. Faking self worth
Maybe so. Fuck do I know? I’m a choate, possessed and struggling not to hate myself. I’m trying to form a script that works for everyone, I just fail.
October 7, 2025 at 2:50 PM
An old friend called, she has brain cancer. I’m starting to really have survivor guilt. I’ve done everything wrong and so many of my friends and fam are gone or fighting terminal illness.
October 7, 2025 at 2:00 PM
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I hard co-sign this one.
October 7, 2025 at 2:11 AM
Is it day 2 or 3? Ugh i miss the dopamine of insta, I hate to admit it. The last act I did a split with contacted me through email to check on me. I nearly cried. I didn’t have the heart to admit I’m on another network with no followers. Someone close to me said nobody cares online and I disagree
October 7, 2025 at 1:42 PM
Doc loaded me up with 2 weeks of steroids for the cancer pain. This should be interesting.
October 7, 2025 at 4:43 AM
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October 6, 2025 at 10:23 PM
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October 6, 2025 at 1:37 AM
😃 I think that’s a good review 😂
October 6, 2025 at 3:02 PM
I’m in a bad spot. I’ve deactivated insta for 7 days while I decide what to do. It’s time for me to make some major changes in life. I may deactivate those forever, but if so I’ll show back up again once things change.
October 6, 2025 at 6:58 AM
October 4, 2025 at 12:44 PM
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PS2
Champions of Norrath

The adventure will commence in the besieged forest city of Kelethin, where players must stave off an orc and goblin invasion in an action RPG.

Info:
psxdatacenter.com/psx2/games2/...

#ps2 #psx #retrogame #playstation #pixelart #ChampionsofNorrath #SnowblindStudios #RPG
October 4, 2025 at 8:07 AM
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Faces Are Ugly (2025)
October 4, 2025 at 12:15 AM
Thinking you are strong for withstanding mental abuse has to be the dumbest feeling in the universe.
People love what they get out of you, much less care about your needs.
October 3, 2025 at 8:28 PM
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1800 word rambles
September 30, 2025 at 10:26 PM
Saudade is a unique Portuguese and Galician word for a deep, melancholic longing or nostalgia for something or someone lost or absent, often with a bittersweet quality and a recognition that it may never return.
September 30, 2025 at 9:44 PM
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September 30, 2025 at 9:02 PM
Hormonal depression is the hardest thing I’ve ever experienced. On month nine of Lupron injection and no insurance/ no surgery planned. DOGE closed the loophole so I have to wait till January. I should be ok from the cancer going stage 4, but I’m really struggling with the depression.
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