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i will vent here along with venting things that mightnt make sense to others.
man i dont know where my life's headed rn or where this'll all end but i pray i end up somewhere i want
December 22, 2025 at 1:03 AM
i cant please everybodyyy /lyr

music real music good ty
December 22, 2025 at 12:56 AM
i wish i could js sleep it offfff
December 21, 2025 at 2:39 AM
hahaha what the fuck i dont even know how i feel rn hwhatt
December 21, 2025 at 2:38 AM
idk whats wrong with me i feel like its my fault that im depressed

i dont take care of myself properly and i dont know how to

all i do is wish things were better or wish i had more things

im sorry for being so worthless and ill try to stfu about this more
December 16, 2025 at 1:31 AM
i think im way too forgiving to people who really upset me
December 16, 2025 at 1:13 AM
prick just had to make me feel worse

im gonna try to sleep but i probably wont be able to
December 1, 2025 at 2:43 AM
sounds like im tryna attention seek of be dramatic i promise im just spilling my brain out because i need to
December 1, 2025 at 2:41 AM
my eyes really hurt from crying
December 1, 2025 at 2:41 AM
i hope i dont cry tomorrow bc i dont wanna explain anything
December 1, 2025 at 2:20 AM
im worried about how ill process things
December 1, 2025 at 2:20 AM
ive had the most intensely sad and emotional night of my life
December 1, 2025 at 2:17 AM
cant sleep anxiety grrr
November 30, 2025 at 2:36 AM
what is wrong with mmmee ughfguhfdhfkduf
November 29, 2025 at 11:21 PM
i feel like such a shit person rn im so incapable
November 29, 2025 at 11:21 PM
i like to be an entertainer,i would like my job focused on it, i think im quite good at it and i love doing it

i basically cannot play video games without sharing the experience with someone, like streaming it

im getting a computer soon, its something ive always wanted but -
November 24, 2025 at 2:37 AM
i wish people would just fucking talk to me instead of just holding an issue and letting me stress about it
November 17, 2025 at 6:25 PM
fucking hell man
November 17, 2025 at 6:25 PM
i think ive given up in trying or caring about mostly anything and it sucks
November 17, 2025 at 12:25 AM
mnnmmmmmmm
November 17, 2025 at 12:22 AM
why am i just so much like lesser than other people i cant do shit i hate it what thr fucks wrong with me
November 6, 2025 at 6:10 PM
oh Mg dhchdBDHFBJDHZGDHDHDHFB
November 3, 2025 at 2:57 AM
im so fucking tired uggfhbfnddh
November 3, 2025 at 2:41 AM
wish i could sleep
November 3, 2025 at 2:39 AM
uughfhvjvjj fuck everyone i cant have shit these days
November 3, 2025 at 1:46 AM