lindsay 🌞
@lindsaydianne.bsky.social
writer. photographer.
if I wasn't here i would be yelling on street corners.
2+ years cocaine-free.
cannabis = harm reduction.
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love one another.
if I wasn't here i would be yelling on street corners.
2+ years cocaine-free.
cannabis = harm reduction.
exblogger.ca
love one another.
Is this why Vancouver likes to pretend the rest of the province doesn't exist? 😅
November 24, 2025 at 1:50 AM
Is this why Vancouver likes to pretend the rest of the province doesn't exist? 😅
Why is every person on threads a piece of shit?
November 24, 2025 at 1:48 AM
Why is every person on threads a piece of shit?
I don't smoke at my house, so I went out across the road and sat on an electrical box to have my morning cigarette.
My neighbours (I haven't met yet) were on their porch two doors down and came over to check if I was okay.
That was a very sweet way to start three years off cocaine. 😁
Happy bday me
My neighbours (I haven't met yet) were on their porch two doors down and came over to check if I was okay.
That was a very sweet way to start three years off cocaine. 😁
Happy bday me
November 23, 2025 at 1:42 PM
I don't smoke at my house, so I went out across the road and sat on an electrical box to have my morning cigarette.
My neighbours (I haven't met yet) were on their porch two doors down and came over to check if I was okay.
That was a very sweet way to start three years off cocaine. 😁
Happy bday me
My neighbours (I haven't met yet) were on their porch two doors down and came over to check if I was okay.
That was a very sweet way to start three years off cocaine. 😁
Happy bday me
I'm sure I will one day stop feeling accomplished when I pay my rent early and in full, but it still kind of shocks me that I'm out here doing it.
November 20, 2025 at 3:55 PM
I'm sure I will one day stop feeling accomplished when I pay my rent early and in full, but it still kind of shocks me that I'm out here doing it.
I will say this much:
When children cut ties with their parents it's not done lightly.
You can bet that if I were entertaining the idea of a new relationship and the other party had no relationship with any of their kids I'd be deep diving.
When children cut ties with their parents it's not done lightly.
You can bet that if I were entertaining the idea of a new relationship and the other party had no relationship with any of their kids I'd be deep diving.
November 13, 2025 at 2:29 PM
I will say this much:
When children cut ties with their parents it's not done lightly.
You can bet that if I were entertaining the idea of a new relationship and the other party had no relationship with any of their kids I'd be deep diving.
When children cut ties with their parents it's not done lightly.
You can bet that if I were entertaining the idea of a new relationship and the other party had no relationship with any of their kids I'd be deep diving.
Imagine, if you will:
Your former partner left. took far too much criticism and negativity for far too long and it broke her spirit.
Then your best friend tells you your conduct is hurtful and they don't want to maintain a relationship.
And your answer is, "they don't know my heart."
Your former partner left. took far too much criticism and negativity for far too long and it broke her spirit.
Then your best friend tells you your conduct is hurtful and they don't want to maintain a relationship.
And your answer is, "they don't know my heart."
November 13, 2025 at 2:20 PM
Imagine, if you will:
Your former partner left. took far too much criticism and negativity for far too long and it broke her spirit.
Then your best friend tells you your conduct is hurtful and they don't want to maintain a relationship.
And your answer is, "they don't know my heart."
Your former partner left. took far too much criticism and negativity for far too long and it broke her spirit.
Then your best friend tells you your conduct is hurtful and they don't want to maintain a relationship.
And your answer is, "they don't know my heart."
This rottweiler doesn't want to be in the bath but there are treats involved so she's managing.
November 7, 2025 at 12:01 AM
This rottweiler doesn't want to be in the bath but there are treats involved so she's managing.
As frustrating as it is for me to feel all the feelings I am feeling, all of this has done me a favour.
Everything comes out in the wash anyhow.
Everything comes out in the wash anyhow.
November 5, 2025 at 3:09 PM
As frustrating as it is for me to feel all the feelings I am feeling, all of this has done me a favour.
Everything comes out in the wash anyhow.
Everything comes out in the wash anyhow.
You know that saying about how... If you keep running into assholes all day, you might in fact be the asshole?
I sure do.
I sure do.
November 5, 2025 at 3:04 PM
You know that saying about how... If you keep running into assholes all day, you might in fact be the asshole?
I sure do.
I sure do.
It's not fair.
That's probably why I'm so fucked up.
This isn't fair.
That wasn't either.
I'm tired of being the collateral damage.
That's probably why I'm so fucked up.
This isn't fair.
That wasn't either.
I'm tired of being the collateral damage.
October 27, 2025 at 8:57 AM
It's not fair.
That's probably why I'm so fucked up.
This isn't fair.
That wasn't either.
I'm tired of being the collateral damage.
That's probably why I'm so fucked up.
This isn't fair.
That wasn't either.
I'm tired of being the collateral damage.
It could have been different, if I was different.
October 27, 2025 at 8:46 AM
It could have been different, if I was different.
Nothing's ever going to fix me feeling unwanted. The end. Live with it, Lindsay.
October 27, 2025 at 8:46 AM
Nothing's ever going to fix me feeling unwanted. The end. Live with it, Lindsay.
I exhaust myself.
How many ways does a person need to kick me for me to stop thinking they matter or that I need to win them over?
How do I turn off the give a fuck?
I have got to find a way out of this. I have to stop.
How many ways does a person need to kick me for me to stop thinking they matter or that I need to win them over?
How do I turn off the give a fuck?
I have got to find a way out of this. I have to stop.
October 27, 2025 at 8:44 AM
I exhaust myself.
How many ways does a person need to kick me for me to stop thinking they matter or that I need to win them over?
How do I turn off the give a fuck?
I have got to find a way out of this. I have to stop.
How many ways does a person need to kick me for me to stop thinking they matter or that I need to win them over?
How do I turn off the give a fuck?
I have got to find a way out of this. I have to stop.
The more tired I get the more unable I am to overlook the very clear reality of what I already knew.
We create patterns of familiarity without even being conscious of it.
Yay, what a fun legacy gift I've handed down to my kids.
We create patterns of familiarity without even being conscious of it.
Yay, what a fun legacy gift I've handed down to my kids.
October 23, 2025 at 9:45 AM
The more tired I get the more unable I am to overlook the very clear reality of what I already knew.
We create patterns of familiarity without even being conscious of it.
Yay, what a fun legacy gift I've handed down to my kids.
We create patterns of familiarity without even being conscious of it.
Yay, what a fun legacy gift I've handed down to my kids.
There's a special place in hell for the children left in the wake of their parents' decision to opt out of showing up...
Or, I hope there is because living the abandoned and estranged life that never sees resolution is sometimes a bit like hell on earth.
Or, I hope there is because living the abandoned and estranged life that never sees resolution is sometimes a bit like hell on earth.
October 22, 2025 at 2:55 AM
There's a special place in hell for the children left in the wake of their parents' decision to opt out of showing up...
Or, I hope there is because living the abandoned and estranged life that never sees resolution is sometimes a bit like hell on earth.
Or, I hope there is because living the abandoned and estranged life that never sees resolution is sometimes a bit like hell on earth.
The only thing I'm seeing is how often I give the benefit of the doubt to people who have shown me very clearly that I shouldn't.
I expected it to be different. Truly.
Other people told me it would be this way but I really, truly thought it would be different.
I expected it to be different. Truly.
Other people told me it would be this way but I really, truly thought it would be different.
October 22, 2025 at 2:52 AM
The only thing I'm seeing is how often I give the benefit of the doubt to people who have shown me very clearly that I shouldn't.
I expected it to be different. Truly.
Other people told me it would be this way but I really, truly thought it would be different.
I expected it to be different. Truly.
Other people told me it would be this way but I really, truly thought it would be different.
The action we take defines us far more than the words we say.
I heard lots about change but when push comes to shove, I didn't experience anything different and I sure as hell do not see anything overly virtuous occurring today.
I heard lots about change but when push comes to shove, I didn't experience anything different and I sure as hell do not see anything overly virtuous occurring today.
October 22, 2025 at 2:50 AM
The action we take defines us far more than the words we say.
I heard lots about change but when push comes to shove, I didn't experience anything different and I sure as hell do not see anything overly virtuous occurring today.
I heard lots about change but when push comes to shove, I didn't experience anything different and I sure as hell do not see anything overly virtuous occurring today.
The only real question is whether people believe their own narrative about the fabric of their character whilst behaving in ways that are very very very at odds with it.
October 22, 2025 at 2:47 AM
The only real question is whether people believe their own narrative about the fabric of their character whilst behaving in ways that are very very very at odds with it.
Every single day I try and wrap my head around how on earth
October 22, 2025 at 2:44 AM
Every single day I try and wrap my head around how on earth
I'm a tired momma and I have a lot on my plate and I keep forgetting that in my situation prior to this I was even more tired.
It's so easy to fall into the self pity trap, especially when I've had a hard few sleep weeks.
It's so easy to fall into the self pity trap, especially when I've had a hard few sleep weeks.
October 21, 2025 at 4:43 PM
I'm a tired momma and I have a lot on my plate and I keep forgetting that in my situation prior to this I was even more tired.
It's so easy to fall into the self pity trap, especially when I've had a hard few sleep weeks.
It's so easy to fall into the self pity trap, especially when I've had a hard few sleep weeks.
There are 168 hours in a week?
Let's say you commit one day per week to something. Maybe you don't always feel like following through but...
Isn't 144 other hours to yourself enough?
Do you really need to shorten or shirk your 15% time commitment?
Really?
Let's say you commit one day per week to something. Maybe you don't always feel like following through but...
Isn't 144 other hours to yourself enough?
Do you really need to shorten or shirk your 15% time commitment?
Really?
October 20, 2025 at 4:59 AM
There are 168 hours in a week?
Let's say you commit one day per week to something. Maybe you don't always feel like following through but...
Isn't 144 other hours to yourself enough?
Do you really need to shorten or shirk your 15% time commitment?
Really?
Let's say you commit one day per week to something. Maybe you don't always feel like following through but...
Isn't 144 other hours to yourself enough?
Do you really need to shorten or shirk your 15% time commitment?
Really?
I cared immensely during, so why would I have thought for a second that it would be different after the fact?
I'm always the person caring too much.
I'm always the one clinging too long.
I'm always the person grasping at the vapours of my expectations.
While everyone else moves on.
I'm always the person caring too much.
I'm always the one clinging too long.
I'm always the person grasping at the vapours of my expectations.
While everyone else moves on.
October 17, 2025 at 7:27 AM
I cared immensely during, so why would I have thought for a second that it would be different after the fact?
I'm always the person caring too much.
I'm always the one clinging too long.
I'm always the person grasping at the vapours of my expectations.
While everyone else moves on.
I'm always the person caring too much.
I'm always the one clinging too long.
I'm always the person grasping at the vapours of my expectations.
While everyone else moves on.
We were up early this morning so we went to watch the west coast express and this was a bonus.
October 17, 2025 at 12:01 AM
We were up early this morning so we went to watch the west coast express and this was a bonus.
She spends a fair amount of time swaddled 😂
October 16, 2025 at 10:45 PM
She spends a fair amount of time swaddled 😂