lilliae 💕
@lilliae.bsky.social
black | 25 | trans 💜 | nola based yapper |
thoughts that a bitch be thinkin
thoughts that a bitch be thinkin
got my second monitor set up only to realize that perhaps my hdmi splitter only mirrors and does not extend right as the last person i romantically interested in texted me in response to somethin i texted them last week which is the first time we've spoken since like march
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woof
November 25, 2025 at 2:10 AM
got my second monitor set up only to realize that perhaps my hdmi splitter only mirrors and does not extend right as the last person i romantically interested in texted me in response to somethin i texted them last week which is the first time we've spoken since like march
woof
woof
finished the new chapter of jjk modulo
gege akutami why do you hate happiness
gege akutami why do you hate happiness
November 24, 2025 at 8:24 PM
finished the new chapter of jjk modulo
gege akutami why do you hate happiness
gege akutami why do you hate happiness
manager meetin was fine but i did learn that there was a bird in the kitchen and even saw it. gm accidentally knocked it out w a sheet pan but it flew away after we brought it outside
insane start to my day, excited to smoke and forget that
insane start to my day, excited to smoke and forget that
November 24, 2025 at 6:26 PM
manager meetin was fine but i did learn that there was a bird in the kitchen and even saw it. gm accidentally knocked it out w a sheet pan but it flew away after we brought it outside
insane start to my day, excited to smoke and forget that
insane start to my day, excited to smoke and forget that
i am awake, only slightly hungover, weird dreams i can't remember much of besides yelling a lot and at one point seeing my (now deceased) dog and manually waking myself from the dream bc she was too perfect down to how she felt when i picked her up and it hurt too bad to see her
woof
woof
November 24, 2025 at 2:44 PM
i am awake, only slightly hungover, weird dreams i can't remember much of besides yelling a lot and at one point seeing my (now deceased) dog and manually waking myself from the dream bc she was too perfect down to how she felt when i picked her up and it hurt too bad to see her
woof
woof
best part ab today is that i cannot care ab spendin money on doordash to arrive as i get home bc i'm makin a bag for the last 7 days at my second job bc i've been At Work almost exclusively and i'm ab to make enough to pay rent AND turn up
god is good
god is good
November 24, 2025 at 3:55 AM
best part ab today is that i cannot care ab spendin money on doordash to arrive as i get home bc i'm makin a bag for the last 7 days at my second job bc i've been At Work almost exclusively and i'm ab to make enough to pay rent AND turn up
god is good
god is good
omw home, good time hangin w my boy and some strangers (his friends) maybe so close to convincing him to play ffxiv bc 2 of his friends play it but i promised i wouldn't press bc it's his bday. still drunk but that won't stop the bowl i'm smokin the very second i arrive at my home
good ass day :)
good ass day :)
November 24, 2025 at 3:53 AM
omw home, good time hangin w my boy and some strangers (his friends) maybe so close to convincing him to play ffxiv bc 2 of his friends play it but i promised i wouldn't press bc it's his bday. still drunk but that won't stop the bowl i'm smokin the very second i arrive at my home
good ass day :)
good ass day :)
and ik i'm drunk bc i was talkin to this uber driver (i'm still in the uber) and he asked me ab work and i was happy to answer and even started a conversation bc i get real social when i'm drunk which is exciting bc movie night is w a buncha strangers and me and the homie so i got lots to discuss
November 24, 2025 at 12:57 AM
and ik i'm drunk bc i was talkin to this uber driver (i'm still in the uber) and he asked me ab work and i was happy to answer and even started a conversation bc i get real social when i'm drunk which is exciting bc movie night is w a buncha strangers and me and the homie so i got lots to discuss
i am drunk (first time in a full month), omw to homie's for movie night, took a 3rd beer for later, promised i'd be at the manager meeting for job #1 tomorrow so i'll be maybe hungover but it's fine bc that is unfortunately a problem for me tomorrow
and i'll be mad at me now but whatever lol
and i'll be mad at me now but whatever lol
November 24, 2025 at 12:48 AM
i am drunk (first time in a full month), omw to homie's for movie night, took a 3rd beer for later, promised i'd be at the manager meeting for job #1 tomorrow so i'll be maybe hungover but it's fine bc that is unfortunately a problem for me tomorrow
and i'll be mad at me now but whatever lol
and i'll be mad at me now but whatever lol
2 cutwater and 2 beers deep, 6 minutes til movie time, feelin damn good
November 24, 2025 at 12:37 AM
2 cutwater and 2 beers deep, 6 minutes til movie time, feelin damn good
off work, omw to my first drop to drink (for free) before homie gets back from ren faire (i am jealous) then it's movie night. no idea if he has any weed so i brought some in my bag when i left the house this mornin
November 23, 2025 at 11:48 PM
off work, omw to my first drop to drink (for free) before homie gets back from ren faire (i am jealous) then it's movie night. no idea if he has any weed so i brought some in my bag when i left the house this mornin
coffee shop next door to 2nd job is great bc i am not an avid coffee drinker so i can go in every day and eventually figure out what i want in my iced lattee and how to order it and i'm like one more trip from figuring it out
November 23, 2025 at 4:27 PM
coffee shop next door to 2nd job is great bc i am not an avid coffee drinker so i can go in every day and eventually figure out what i want in my iced lattee and how to order it and i'm like one more trip from figuring it out
homies birthday today, got this new job and literally just could not request today off to go w him to ren faire bc it's my 3rd day as an actual employee
goin to his place after work for movies, brought weed bc idk if he has any and i will need to be high to deal w how sore i'll be by tn
goin to his place after work for movies, brought weed bc idk if he has any and i will need to be high to deal w how sore i'll be by tn
November 23, 2025 at 1:21 PM
homies birthday today, got this new job and literally just could not request today off to go w him to ren faire bc it's my 3rd day as an actual employee
goin to his place after work for movies, brought weed bc idk if he has any and i will need to be high to deal w how sore i'll be by tn
goin to his place after work for movies, brought weed bc idk if he has any and i will need to be high to deal w how sore i'll be by tn
which is exactly why (not exactly, me n my lil brother don't hang out ever bc we live wildly separated lives bc we shared a room up until i was 21 but i do miss that nigga real rap) i'm goin out w my brother n his friends bc they are a.) black/poc and b.) new and i kinda see the same ppl a lot
November 23, 2025 at 12:11 AM
which is exactly why (not exactly, me n my lil brother don't hang out ever bc we live wildly separated lives bc we shared a room up until i was 21 but i do miss that nigga real rap) i'm goin out w my brother n his friends bc they are a.) black/poc and b.) new and i kinda see the same ppl a lot
unrelated: close to deletin my dating apps bc ik it's a waste of time and i'm not really lookin for a relationship rn (i am a mess) so much as i'm lookin for a hookup but i gotta stop goin to the one shitty bar i go to bc i recently learned it's kinda a cop bar and ew gross lame bad
November 23, 2025 at 12:07 AM
unrelated: close to deletin my dating apps bc ik it's a waste of time and i'm not really lookin for a relationship rn (i am a mess) so much as i'm lookin for a hookup but i gotta stop goin to the one shitty bar i go to bc i recently learned it's kinda a cop bar and ew gross lame bad
shift ova, very excited to go home bc it was busy as FUCK, even more excited to smoke and lay down bc my ankles and calves are on fire
November 23, 2025 at 12:06 AM
shift ova, very excited to go home bc it was busy as FUCK, even more excited to smoke and lay down bc my ankles and calves are on fire
important to note that my brother does not drink at all and only consumes alcohol as an ingredient in the food he cooks but that nigga has an impossible amount of game and i love bad bitches more than i love inhaling and exhaling clean air so it's the perfect time to act an ass
November 22, 2025 at 4:22 PM
important to note that my brother does not drink at all and only consumes alcohol as an ingredient in the food he cooks but that nigga has an impossible amount of game and i love bad bitches more than i love inhaling and exhaling clean air so it's the perfect time to act an ass
my younger brother just got out of a long term relationship and is just now gettin back to not feelin like shit which is perfect bc i've worked 80 hours in the last not even full 2 weeks yet and i would love nothing more than to turn up so i told that nigga to lmk when he wants to hit a bar
November 22, 2025 at 4:20 PM
my younger brother just got out of a long term relationship and is just now gettin back to not feelin like shit which is perfect bc i've worked 80 hours in the last not even full 2 weeks yet and i would love nothing more than to turn up so i told that nigga to lmk when he wants to hit a bar
i'm only workin 2 shifts at my 1st job next week and i considered askin gm for one more day but i do think a break would keep me from losing my fuckin mind and i've been needing to clean my room for like 2 weeks now it's not even depression mess it's just exhaustion
November 22, 2025 at 1:40 PM
i'm only workin 2 shifts at my 1st job next week and i considered askin gm for one more day but i do think a break would keep me from losing my fuckin mind and i've been needing to clean my room for like 2 weeks now it's not even depression mess it's just exhaustion
took my dnd notes w the micron 08 i stole and now i have a 8 pack otw bc i need more
November 22, 2025 at 2:12 AM
took my dnd notes w the micron 08 i stole and now i have a 8 pack otw bc i need more
i am otw home, we closed and my boy left early (he came in for 6am), and i locked in on my close so fuckin hard bc my biggest fear is inconveniencing anyone and i'd rather die than be the reason we all can't go home
good news: everyone said i did a great job today. praise god
good news: everyone said i did a great job today. praise god
November 22, 2025 at 12:01 AM
i am otw home, we closed and my boy left early (he came in for 6am), and i locked in on my close so fuckin hard bc my biggest fear is inconveniencing anyone and i'd rather die than be the reason we all can't go home
good news: everyone said i did a great job today. praise god
good news: everyone said i did a great job today. praise god
in the restroom, slow shift, burnt my fuckin finger on a pan like 2 hours ago, very ready to go home
November 21, 2025 at 8:19 PM
in the restroom, slow shift, burnt my fuckin finger on a pan like 2 hours ago, very ready to go home
the best part ab having buzzed my head is the lack of intense maintenance i have to do on it, the ever-present downside is that i'm experiencing the elements (heat) like tenfold again so my head is so hot and i can't tell if the hat i have on is helping or not bc i didn't bring a bandana
November 21, 2025 at 4:24 PM
the best part ab having buzzed my head is the lack of intense maintenance i have to do on it, the ever-present downside is that i'm experiencing the elements (heat) like tenfold again so my head is so hot and i can't tell if the hat i have on is helping or not bc i didn't bring a bandana
uber driver has not stopped talkin to me and i just cannot be fucked ab his food opinions and the police in new orleans nigga it is 7am please just bring me to work
November 21, 2025 at 1:09 PM
uber driver has not stopped talkin to me and i just cannot be fucked ab his food opinions and the police in new orleans nigga it is 7am please just bring me to work
but we talked the second i got home bc i felt really bad ab how i made him feel or insinuated he was acting bc i was wrong and i will be face down dead before i just accept how i've hurt someone w/o apologizing for it and he wasn't upset and told me i didn't need to apologize but i got anxiety
November 21, 2025 at 5:50 AM
but we talked the second i got home bc i felt really bad ab how i made him feel or insinuated he was acting bc i was wrong and i will be face down dead before i just accept how i've hurt someone w/o apologizing for it and he wasn't upset and told me i didn't need to apologize but i got anxiety
last one but had a kinda tense moment w my boy post dnd talkin ab another friend and realizing tn that i do a lot of taking responsibility everytime someone tells me a problem they have w someone else bc on one hand i do get put directly into drama but also no one is making me care as much as i do
November 21, 2025 at 5:48 AM
last one but had a kinda tense moment w my boy post dnd talkin ab another friend and realizing tn that i do a lot of taking responsibility everytime someone tells me a problem they have w someone else bc on one hand i do get put directly into drama but also no one is making me care as much as i do