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@lilhurricaneo.bsky.social
Hello. I'm disabled with schizophrenia and a lot of physical illness. Home bound. Trying to get back into painting. Use social media for socialization
Can't sleep and I can't nap during day bc management is coming in at some point to test water. Also have period and worried about being in bathroom when they come uggg
December 22, 2025 at 10:29 AM
Can't sleep and I can't nap during day bc management is coming in at some point to test water. Also have period and worried about being in bathroom when they come uggg
Amazon site is slow today. Does that mean millions of people are trying to get Xmas gifts done NOW and delivered before Wed? I got my groceries today and I'm just having ham sandwiches this week but did cave and got marshmallows and chips. GF cake in freezer from last one. Too much?
December 21, 2025 at 6:07 PM
Amazon site is slow today. Does that mean millions of people are trying to get Xmas gifts done NOW and delivered before Wed? I got my groceries today and I'm just having ham sandwiches this week but did cave and got marshmallows and chips. GF cake in freezer from last one. Too much?
the christmas mandarins are so good
December 21, 2025 at 12:26 AM
the christmas mandarins are so good
I'm thinking more about the schizophrenia smell and I have recalled before that scrubbing my underarms doesn't get rid of all the BO smell. And I dont use a wimpy puff I have a severe long handled plastic bathing brush from the 1970s that I SCRUB with and it doesnt take it away. I really load up the
December 20, 2025 at 11:28 PM
I'm thinking more about the schizophrenia smell and I have recalled before that scrubbing my underarms doesn't get rid of all the BO smell. And I dont use a wimpy puff I have a severe long handled plastic bathing brush from the 1970s that I SCRUB with and it doesnt take it away. I really load up the
I've been taking the daily Culturelle probiotic for a few days now and my pain is gone. I'm going to stay with this one if it keeps being this good. Its expensive-almost $1 a pill but my stomach pain gets so bad I can't sleep. Other probiotic pills I've tried haven't been this good
December 20, 2025 at 10:31 PM
I've been taking the daily Culturelle probiotic for a few days now and my pain is gone. I'm going to stay with this one if it keeps being this good. Its expensive-almost $1 a pill but my stomach pain gets so bad I can't sleep. Other probiotic pills I've tried haven't been this good
A really nice lady I know from twitter gifted me some money for Xmas and I bought a new hoodie. Its so amazing to get new clothes when on PWD. I lost most of my clothes in the worst of the mouse infestation and I can't afford to replace stuff. Also hard to find clothes with the severe lymphedema
December 19, 2025 at 10:42 PM
A really nice lady I know from twitter gifted me some money for Xmas and I bought a new hoodie. Its so amazing to get new clothes when on PWD. I lost most of my clothes in the worst of the mouse infestation and I can't afford to replace stuff. Also hard to find clothes with the severe lymphedema
The Reiner trial is going to be awful for schizophrenics. They are blaming schizophrenia meds for the murders now apparently. We try so hard to educate we aren't dangerous then some one like this explodes into our media
December 19, 2025 at 8:29 PM
The Reiner trial is going to be awful for schizophrenics. They are blaming schizophrenia meds for the murders now apparently. We try so hard to educate we aren't dangerous then some one like this explodes into our media
How much does management coming in effect you? I feel like I can't do anything in the kitchen now that I've cleaned cuz I don't want to mess anything up lol I wont manage vacuuming that my worse chore. My vacuum is shit and missing a wheel even
December 19, 2025 at 7:49 PM
How much does management coming in effect you? I feel like I can't do anything in the kitchen now that I've cleaned cuz I don't want to mess anything up lol I wont manage vacuuming that my worse chore. My vacuum is shit and missing a wheel even
My doing 5 mins at a time cleaning is going well. Almost done the kitchen which was a big stress for me in the start. Just have to scrub the sink and sweep the floor. I'm stressed about the bathroom being so crowded but I cant throw out my stuff like ??? There is hardly any storage
December 19, 2025 at 10:31 AM
My doing 5 mins at a time cleaning is going well. Almost done the kitchen which was a big stress for me in the start. Just have to scrub the sink and sweep the floor. I'm stressed about the bathroom being so crowded but I cant throw out my stuff like ??? There is hardly any storage
Up for coffee. Have to continue with the cleaning today.
December 18, 2025 at 12:18 PM
Up for coffee. Have to continue with the cleaning today.
The management is coming in on Monday to test the water and I'm proud of myself for not freaking out. I'm just slowly taking steps in cleaning up. 5-10 mins at a time. It will get done and it will be ok
December 18, 2025 at 5:07 AM
The management is coming in on Monday to test the water and I'm proud of myself for not freaking out. I'm just slowly taking steps in cleaning up. 5-10 mins at a time. It will get done and it will be ok
I can't believe I found this out this way but on a post related to the Reiner murder I found out some schizophrenics have a permanent smell we sweat out that can't be fully washed off. I googled it and its real. I'm positive I have this and its just one more reason of thinking why am i alive. 1/
December 17, 2025 at 5:28 PM
I can't believe I found this out this way but on a post related to the Reiner murder I found out some schizophrenics have a permanent smell we sweat out that can't be fully washed off. I googled it and its real. I'm positive I have this and its just one more reason of thinking why am i alive. 1/
spoke too soon sounds like some wind is starting
December 17, 2025 at 11:20 AM
spoke too soon sounds like some wind is starting
No wind right now where I am and still got power! Cheque day deposit came in and i paid everything. I am broke AF this month. Anything I buy has to be a necessity.
December 17, 2025 at 10:56 AM
No wind right now where I am and still got power! Cheque day deposit came in and i paid everything. I am broke AF this month. Anything I buy has to be a necessity.
Special advisory out for metro Vancouver, Fraser Valley and the Island for huge winds. I pray no power out as I JUST GOT my groceries. This keeps happening. Every power out is where I just got stuff delivered. Anyway pray power stays on. This is from 10pm tonight till 7am
December 16, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Special advisory out for metro Vancouver, Fraser Valley and the Island for huge winds. I pray no power out as I JUST GOT my groceries. This keeps happening. Every power out is where I just got stuff delivered. Anyway pray power stays on. This is from 10pm tonight till 7am
Save On Foods is not functioning well. Today they left out my apples. Last order they gave me the regular version of a GF item I ordered and charged me for the GF price. They never answered my email. I called today and was told they basically get too many complaint emails to answer.
December 16, 2025 at 5:06 PM
Save On Foods is not functioning well. Today they left out my apples. Last order they gave me the regular version of a GF item I ordered and charged me for the GF price. They never answered my email. I called today and was told they basically get too many complaint emails to answer.
The lady from Van Coastal Health was a bitch to me on the phone bc I turned down the covid and flu vaccine but its like i'm on my 3rd dose of diarrhea meds in 2 days. Days of pain. I'm not well enough to even bathe myself. Mentally unwell. I only answered bc i thought it was mental health team
December 15, 2025 at 9:44 PM
The lady from Van Coastal Health was a bitch to me on the phone bc I turned down the covid and flu vaccine but its like i'm on my 3rd dose of diarrhea meds in 2 days. Days of pain. I'm not well enough to even bathe myself. Mentally unwell. I only answered bc i thought it was mental health team
oh fuck the wind is really going. I dont want to lose power. I'm scared of weather now when it wasn't a concern when I was younger
December 15, 2025 at 12:15 PM
oh fuck the wind is really going. I dont want to lose power. I'm scared of weather now when it wasn't a concern when I was younger
Up with a sick stomach. I had a energy drink to help my breathing and IDK if that caused it. I still have some imodium but just ordered more. Luckily I found a half size for $21 bc the regular box of 60 is $38! Not money I want to spend going into a time of (even more) hardship.
December 14, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Up with a sick stomach. I had a energy drink to help my breathing and IDK if that caused it. I still have some imodium but just ordered more. Luckily I found a half size for $21 bc the regular box of 60 is $38! Not money I want to spend going into a time of (even more) hardship.
I get disability on Wed and its going to be 5 weeks till next one. I have $50 a week for groceries. I have to change my habits and do no snacks, no sweets. Luckily I have some groceries already to combine with my order. In my cart for $51.34 I have GF sourdough, milk for tea, apples, mandarins,
December 14, 2025 at 12:48 AM
I get disability on Wed and its going to be 5 weeks till next one. I have $50 a week for groceries. I have to change my habits and do no snacks, no sweets. Luckily I have some groceries already to combine with my order. In my cart for $51.34 I have GF sourdough, milk for tea, apples, mandarins,
I might start posting about food insecurity coupled with my mini addiction to junk food which is making food insecurity worse. Its hard to be open in public about it as a fat person bc all i see on twitter is fat hate. But it doesnt help me to do this in a private journal. I need more accountability
December 14, 2025 at 12:30 AM
I might start posting about food insecurity coupled with my mini addiction to junk food which is making food insecurity worse. Its hard to be open in public about it as a fat person bc all i see on twitter is fat hate. But it doesnt help me to do this in a private journal. I need more accountability
Something a OT helped me with was not being able to accomplish cleaning. She said to only plan out cleaning for 5 min increments. Do 5 mins. Stop. If you can do another 5 then do it. Being chronically ill this has helped so much bc I physically cant do more than 5 mins but 5 mins can get me to goal
December 13, 2025 at 4:28 PM
Something a OT helped me with was not being able to accomplish cleaning. She said to only plan out cleaning for 5 min increments. Do 5 mins. Stop. If you can do another 5 then do it. Being chronically ill this has helped so much bc I physically cant do more than 5 mins but 5 mins can get me to goal
I'm looking forward to the next in this series. Affordable grocery shop
“What gets you out of bed each day? If you’re like me, it’s your bladder.”
In the Hall of the Triscuit King | The Tyee
In his forthcoming book on living frugally, Tyee contributing editor Steve Burgess walks us through a day in his life. First in a series.
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December 13, 2025 at 1:43 AM
I'm looking forward to the next in this series. Affordable grocery shop
I want to watch the Marie Antoinette series on CBC Gem but my concentration / memory seems to be at a all time low. I tried reading a book and that turned out badly. I read half a chapter and a few days later tried to go back and it was like I had never seen it before
December 12, 2025 at 9:52 PM
I want to watch the Marie Antoinette series on CBC Gem but my concentration / memory seems to be at a all time low. I tried reading a book and that turned out badly. I read half a chapter and a few days later tried to go back and it was like I had never seen it before
Someone keeps randomly blasting Xmas carols into the court yard where my window faces. Like it will play, then be quiet for 30 mins, then boom another carol blasts out. ???
December 12, 2025 at 5:42 AM
Someone keeps randomly blasting Xmas carols into the court yard where my window faces. Like it will play, then be quiet for 30 mins, then boom another carol blasts out. ???