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Alex LaRose
@lekso.bsky.social
writer, data cruncher, fiddler, apple enthusiast
Lower stakes are more honest.

I much prefer a story where the stakes are everyday, and it’s the characters who make them seem high, than a story where the stakes are SUPER HIGH and DRAMATIC and IMPORTANT.

The latter often feels so disconnected from reality that it’s cartoonish and unoriginal.
February 11, 2025 at 6:05 PM
February 11, 2025 at 5:10 AM
Shoot for the moon.

Shoot shoot shoot. Shoot again.

Kill the moon.
January 17, 2025 at 6:37 PM
To him being #prompt meant communicating. If he called ahead to say he’s late, he’s not late.

She planned her entire day around timings. Dinner at 7pm affected her wake up time. It was serious.

He thought he was thoughtful. She thought he was thoughtless.

Sometimes, that’s relationships.

#vss365
December 31, 2024 at 10:54 PM
They broke up.

They did therapy, they talked, they tried.

Their visions of a good life simply didn’t match.

No #schism, no matter how necessary, is clean.

Always, there are ragged edges. Always strands stretched between the separating halves.

They broke up. Each, in turn, was broken.

#vss365
December 29, 2024 at 3:12 AM
I’ll find the sour note in the symphony, the dead vole in the meadow, the disagreement in the relationship. It’s how I’m built. I need some bad before I take the good seriously.

Nothing makes me unhappier than an #idyllic setting.

#vss365
December 28, 2024 at 4:41 AM
My dog romps into the water and a thousand geese take air. Their honking deafens.

I came to this pond when my mom got sick, when my girlfriend left me. I’m back again, hungover from my dad’s wake. The pond’s story changes each time.

Discarded #feathers drizzle. It’s a white rain.

#vss365
December 27, 2024 at 4:22 AM
Lord, when I’m beset, when I want to shout or run or cut people off, when it feels like the floor is rushing away and the ceiling is coming down, grant me #tranquility.

Let me remember: I’ll get through this.

#vss365
December 23, 2024 at 4:50 AM
Cricket with dad: never an easy time.

He brings the gear, sets the #wickets, and for a moment, life is how it’s supposed to be. Just a guy and his dad playing in the park.

He runs up, plants his feet, and—

“I’m moving out of the country. You won’t see me for a while.”

—bowls me over.

#vss365
December 22, 2024 at 2:11 AM
Dent the car. Rip the leather. Mar the skin. Get it over with.

A life spent maintaining the original finish is a life spent looking backwards with narrowed eyes.

#Purity is a sucker’s game.

#vss365
December 21, 2024 at 4:55 AM
Now she’s gone, I see her in #silhouettes.

Flat, indistinct. Alluring but unwelcoming. She exists in the corners of my eyes, behind curtains, on the street at night.

The urge is there to go to her. But I know I’ll find her the same as ever: merely my impression of something else.

#vss365
December 19, 2024 at 11:48 PM
His life is a steady six, and he likes it. That’s why his job is simple and he’s single. Why deal with highs when they bring lows.

Here’s the lie: His life is a six, but only if we ignore the loneliness, the dreams.

#Drama is good, actually.

It means you’re trying to get what you need.

#vss365
December 19, 2024 at 5:16 AM
She decorated the place #monochrome, all beige, tan, and taupe. She said he inspired the look.

He didn’t know what to make of that. Is he so bland?

After seeing her delight over the space, he realized it doesn’t matter.

If she loves the space, she loves him. No further questions.

#vss365
December 18, 2024 at 4:59 AM
Sometimes the #challenge is not being mean.

You dig around in the bad poem until, among the tortured adjectives and broken rhymes, you find a little something worthy.

You offer this bit of praise. The bad poet takes it. The moment is nice.

That’s all it needed to be.

#vss365
December 17, 2024 at 4:14 AM
He arrived at the #threshold of his new job.

He’d worked years for this. Title, pay, benefits—it was the best he could hope for.

From here, the only direction was… well, not up. Not down either.

From here, there wasn’t much of a direction at all.

He remained a while at the threshold.

#vss365
December 16, 2024 at 4:19 AM
The #axolotl reaches adulthood without metamorphosis. It’s the same creature, all the way through.

People can be like that. Child to grownup, they don’t change.

They’re out there, grownup with beards or tits, full-time jobs and families, and all they care about is getting what they want.

#vss365
December 15, 2024 at 5:01 AM
Life is #overfitting. We learn lessons and misapply them at scale.

We expect strangers to have the values of our friends, friends to react emotionally like our family, and family to think like we do.

Sometimes, when we’re wrong, it’s delightful. Other times, it’s heartbreaking.

#vss365
December 14, 2024 at 4:48 AM
Why bother.

Why write, lift, or learn the violin.

What’s the point.

Maybe I’ll break a hand. Then what.

And I remember: there is no point.

Pray, garden, watch tv—the end result is the same.

Life is how we spend our days. Spend them well, and you’ve done all you can.

#vss365 #propagate
December 13, 2024 at 5:53 AM
In 1955 they developed an antivenom for the #taipan. They needed a snake for that, and the guy who caught it died.

That’s how it goes.

Two steps forward, one step back.

#vss365
December 12, 2024 at 4:52 AM
Huh. I haven't checked bsky in a while and I see I have many many new followers. How/why are people finding me? I'm guessing this is solidarity among writing newcomers to the platform?
November 30, 2024 at 6:23 PM
I know #aloha means hello and goodbye. For this #vss365, I wanted to know more. I looked it up.

Aloha means love, mercy, and a force binding nature.

That’s a lot, too much to define. I need to hear it used in context.

Until then, if I say aloha, I’m just a tourist in a lei.
July 16, 2024 at 5:00 AM
After a day picking cauliflower, I passed the evening sorting potatoes.

At 10pm I got home. My body was roadkill. My mind was worse. I wanted to sit, cry, die—any of those.

But there she was. My girl. My lady. #Boon to my heart, balm to my soul.

Life was good.

#vss365
July 15, 2024 at 5:27 AM
She #atones for being blunt, for calling in sick, for not finishing her meal. She atones for telling her employee to do his job. She atones when she forgets to atone.

Her whole life is taken up with making amends. She knows that’s not right. She atones for that too.

#vss365
July 13, 2024 at 5:23 AM
You’ll never know the #quintessence of another person.

All images are crafted, even the honest ones.

The trick is, you’ll never know yourself, either.

If you knew yourself, it would mean you’d stopped changing.

What a sad life that would be. Rejoice in discovery.

#vss365
July 10, 2024 at 2:09 AM
Mother wanted to be kept #apprised. That’s all. Of my work and dating life.

I told her of my career change. She said how nice, and I knew she hated it. When I told her about Felicia, her silence said everything.

Mother wanted to be kept in the loop. That was too much.

#vss365
July 9, 2024 at 3:03 AM