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lavender.bsky.social
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@lavender.bsky.social
it/it's >she/her > they/them
music, travel, gaming
former esports person allegedly
Competitive Pokemon TCG player
twitch.tv/myraabtw
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if you follow me from Esports just pretend I'm a dumb cat on the internet and not some industry professional thanks
I often feel quite shit about myself and how little I get done but I need to remember each action is a step forward.
January 3, 2026 at 6:44 PM
spent most of today trying to organize my room. I've been living with family since June and I've left most of my belongings packed since I still had hope of a job coming in the short term. now that that's obviously not panned out I'm trying to make my space more cozy.
January 1, 2026 at 11:28 PM
I fell into a really deep depression at the end of 2025 and I'm doing my best to pull myself out of it. Trying to stay accountable and track my progress. It's embarrassing to admit "I need to actually take basic care of myself" but this is where I'm at.

The only way is up and through.
January 1, 2026 at 10:08 PM
hello, gonna take 2026 to use this site to try and document self improvement and stay accountable.

my main goals are to get my weight back under control, form self care habits, and to get back on mental health grind.

starting kinda from rock bottom so just gonna lock in and do my best 💜
January 1, 2026 at 3:58 PM
Paris was cool, won another trophy, had a great time. gonna detox by isolating for a while. 💜
November 5, 2025 at 11:23 PM
I think she wants to come to Paris with me
October 24, 2025 at 9:58 PM
chill day
October 20, 2025 at 6:24 PM
gonna be in Paris from Oct 28-Nov 1 for work so expect photo spam from everything weeee
October 20, 2025 at 6:24 PM
it's so hard to keep up with every social media but the women's league of legends team I'm managing made finals of the European women's circuit so I'll be traveling for the LAN finals in Paris from Oct 27-nov1 I'm sooo hyped aaaa
October 18, 2025 at 6:45 PM
it's so pretty here in the fall
October 9, 2025 at 2:50 PM
best trip ever
love my gf
October 9, 2025 at 2:01 PM
flying to see my beautiful girlfriend in 6 days 🥺🥺🥺🥰 I miss her so much,,,, also if anyone has Vancouver travel suggestions pls lmk
September 26, 2025 at 2:18 AM
streaming Pokemon TCG ranked grind
twitch.tv/myraabtw :3 (no cam today)
myraabtw - Twitch
New set ranked grind | masterball speedrun [no cam today]
twitch.tv
September 25, 2025 at 9:02 PM
I can't go outside without a bra anymore this sucks (suffering from success)
September 25, 2025 at 7:15 PM
went 1-2 (4-4) tonight, definitely feel like I'm learning though!

going to play in a league cup on Saturday and then a weekly in Vancouver next week :3
September 25, 2025 at 12:46 AM
good morning ^-^ going to my pokemon weekly today
September 24, 2025 at 3:58 PM
decided I'm going to take pokemon TCG competition seriously this year. I'm going to be grinding every* event locally and going to the Toronto regional in January. I MIGHT go to the NOLA international next summer but America is kinda wack rn but most likely wanna attend worlds if I can swing it
September 23, 2025 at 6:49 PM
good morning silly people in my phone!
September 23, 2025 at 1:05 PM
a taste of life lately
September 23, 2025 at 1:53 AM
abandoning Twitter for everything outside of work posts what's good people in the other side.

my final straw was abusive transphobic stalkers LMAO what a surprise...
September 23, 2025 at 12:57 AM
upset about so many things I can't bring up without ruining it all .
August 16, 2025 at 6:39 PM
missing my gf who's not my gf yet
August 15, 2025 at 11:16 AM
chat do we fw this top
August 15, 2025 at 11:15 AM
sorry I always forget about y'all here. been having a lot of fun lately
July 22, 2025 at 6:35 PM
broken camera selfies
July 5, 2025 at 10:29 PM