languagedebt
@languagedebt.bsky.social
autism (adhd/ocd diagnosis potentially in the future) feline
internet explorer, computer things are my passion!!
they/she/it
cat
discord is the same username!! (dms open!)
(very open to friends)
inside for ~2 years and counting
vent potential
internet explorer, computer things are my passion!!
they/she/it
cat
discord is the same username!! (dms open!)
(very open to friends)
inside for ~2 years and counting
vent potential
Pinned
one day i'll return,, the home still exists as a place on the horizon, it's just.. hazy until hugs..
the numbers don't make sense in various different ways????
November 16, 2025 at 9:54 AM
the numbers don't make sense in various different ways????
you (or this is just a me thing) get thought about more and talked about more and revered about more when you leave something,, so i'd likely get the attention i need right now if i was dead,,,,
November 14, 2025 at 8:21 PM
you (or this is just a me thing) get thought about more and talked about more and revered about more when you leave something,, so i'd likely get the attention i need right now if i was dead,,,,
everyone is missing so much context whenever i speak the devils arise from the lack of details,,
November 13, 2025 at 2:52 PM
everyone is missing so much context whenever i speak the devils arise from the lack of details,,
frameder pants frameder pants horray for frameder steamerpants,,
November 13, 2025 at 10:38 AM
frameder pants frameder pants horray for frameder steamerpants,,
COME AND MOP UP BOYS, I'M DONE HERE.
November 12, 2025 at 5:18 PM
COME AND MOP UP BOYS, I'M DONE HERE.
WE HAVE 6 FRAMES TO LIVE(????)
November 12, 2025 at 1:33 PM
WE HAVE 6 FRAMES TO LIVE(????)
it was very odd to go "cool video!!" and then FORGET how likes to reposts are and then the 4th wall break of a lifetime happens without me even realizing what i had done in the period of those few seconds,,
November 11, 2025 at 4:47 AM
it was very odd to go "cool video!!" and then FORGET how likes to reposts are and then the 4th wall break of a lifetime happens without me even realizing what i had done in the period of those few seconds,,
i need to make a game where you find me,,,
November 10, 2025 at 5:17 PM
i need to make a game where you find me,,,
seeing as it's 3am here it's probably awake time for anybody seeing this,, does anybody know any social spaces that work for them?? or a process for finding them??
November 10, 2025 at 5:14 PM
seeing as it's 3am here it's probably awake time for anybody seeing this,, does anybody know any social spaces that work for them?? or a process for finding them??
i wish i was born in pieces on multiple days so i could have multiple days where i get heightened attention and care moreee,,
November 7, 2025 at 10:37 AM
i wish i was born in pieces on multiple days so i could have multiple days where i get heightened attention and care moreee,,
it's interesting how my early development worldview changed so much from lack of direct compassion due to timezones and ocd,, like "the internet has beauty.. pokemon are so beautiful.. the world has things but there is wonder to be found.." to "forums are so negative and i cant stop seeing those",,,
November 7, 2025 at 8:37 AM
it's interesting how my early development worldview changed so much from lack of direct compassion due to timezones and ocd,, like "the internet has beauty.. pokemon are so beautiful.. the world has things but there is wonder to be found.." to "forums are so negative and i cant stop seeing those",,,
god most convoluted essay of a note if it was written i just found that funny in a dark subject matter but very silly way,,, "my god does she shut up??" "reads further" "MY GOD DOES SHE SHUT UP???"
November 7, 2025 at 8:35 AM
god most convoluted essay of a note if it was written i just found that funny in a dark subject matter but very silly way,,, "my god does she shut up??" "reads further" "MY GOD DOES SHE SHUT UP???"
i thiinkk i need to relearn how to understand non binary identities,, although i don't know where that starts and ends considering my specific circumstances with ocd and my attention wants,, maybe none of this is needed and i still get wider gender identities and this is the angst messing with that?
November 7, 2025 at 5:33 AM
i thiinkk i need to relearn how to understand non binary identities,, although i don't know where that starts and ends considering my specific circumstances with ocd and my attention wants,, maybe none of this is needed and i still get wider gender identities and this is the angst messing with that?
urviving off blood loops to prevent the hope of sharing aesthetics with others from leaving,,
wow i get wordy at 2am!!!
(not *my* blood to be clear,, just metaphorical :-3)
wow i get wordy at 2am!!!
(not *my* blood to be clear,, just metaphorical :-3)
November 6, 2025 at 3:32 PM
urviving off blood loops to prevent the hope of sharing aesthetics with others from leaving,,
wow i get wordy at 2am!!!
(not *my* blood to be clear,, just metaphorical :-3)
wow i get wordy at 2am!!!
(not *my* blood to be clear,, just metaphorical :-3)
"masc world and the last lesbians" yuri on the online battlefield story,,
November 6, 2025 at 3:35 AM
"masc world and the last lesbians" yuri on the online battlefield story,,
kinda dont know who i'm directing the messages to half the time when i think of making a post prefixed "you",, i've learned to not make you have all the problems because of how things react,,
November 6, 2025 at 3:24 AM
kinda dont know who i'm directing the messages to half the time when i think of making a post prefixed "you",, i've learned to not make you have all the problems because of how things react,,
bad bitch killed due to masc-leaning twitter-adjacent creature exposure,,,
November 6, 2025 at 3:10 AM
bad bitch killed due to masc-leaning twitter-adjacent creature exposure,,,
i feel like i need to make the virtual environments with the lighting i want because finding them is really hard!!!
November 5, 2025 at 2:29 PM
i feel like i need to make the virtual environments with the lighting i want because finding them is really hard!!!
think the only asmr that will work for me will need to be home grown and harvested,,
November 5, 2025 at 2:27 PM
think the only asmr that will work for me will need to be home grown and harvested,,
i wish i could be coooll,,,,
November 4, 2025 at 4:17 PM
i wish i could be coooll,,,,
i just realized whenever i see those "dont do etc after 9pm" posts i don't think about the actual topic i really just want to be warmingly chaperoned to the point someone is watching this point noticing how my behaviour is normally and actively noticing when i'm sulky at 1am,,,
November 4, 2025 at 3:15 PM
i just realized whenever i see those "dont do etc after 9pm" posts i don't think about the actual topic i really just want to be warmingly chaperoned to the point someone is watching this point noticing how my behaviour is normally and actively noticing when i'm sulky at 1am,,,
a game about getting ocd trans consolement in a afterlife-type scenario,, would feature mixed 2d and 3d visuals with heavy focus on imagery relating to features on websites and searches down rabbitholes,, "weird" and you'd want to give the main character a hug if she was still around,,
November 3, 2025 at 3:33 PM
a game about getting ocd trans consolement in a afterlife-type scenario,, would feature mixed 2d and 3d visuals with heavy focus on imagery relating to features on websites and searches down rabbitholes,, "weird" and you'd want to give the main character a hug if she was still around,,
the worlds inside the windows just facing action in the movies you watch for just sensory elements,,, i look outside them,,
November 3, 2025 at 12:00 PM
the worlds inside the windows just facing action in the movies you watch for just sensory elements,,, i look outside them,,
neil cicerega-styled maybe other autism artist styled song about cat having to attempt to tell others what she wants and the constant treadmill of the want to be recognised for what she's saying and everyone hovering over her asking what she means to speak out "just tell me what you want",,,
November 2, 2025 at 2:30 PM
neil cicerega-styled maybe other autism artist styled song about cat having to attempt to tell others what she wants and the constant treadmill of the want to be recognised for what she's saying and everyone hovering over her asking what she means to speak out "just tell me what you want",,,
okay you NEED to get on the autism level of loving compiler garbage like it's a creature.. i wonder if anybody has thought of the dynamic of a creature's nature being trapped in code you can only decompile??
November 2, 2025 at 11:03 AM
okay you NEED to get on the autism level of loving compiler garbage like it's a creature.. i wonder if anybody has thought of the dynamic of a creature's nature being trapped in code you can only decompile??