kept myself so busy that I numbed myself to the pain of losing my grandmothers back to back

grief is weird bc sometimes you’ll laugh about how quiet the house is without the oxygen machine and sometimes you’ll cry when you hear the sound of the board game you used to play together

I hate Facebook but there’s something about seeing people ask for recommendations on where to get milk that comes straight from the cow that makes the app worth it

I want nothing more than to be able to do the Judas choreo but I can’t dance and that curse is the reason I don’t believe a god exists

It’s Easter week, which means I have to come up with this year’s funny comeback when a student asks why we’re out on Friday so I don’t have to acknowledge the Christianity of it all

Being a librarian for a public school and voting for conservative policies is wiiiiild. The cognitive dissonance that has to exist for them to be thrilled about the dismantling of the DOE needs to be studied

The worst part about being a Christian was the idea that I had to accept bad things as inherently good. Sometimes things are just bad. The mental gymnastics required to rationalize bad things as God’s mysterious ways was exhausting

I’m getting real tired of xtians who brush off everything with “God gives us bad stuff to test us. We just have to trust in him” no fuck that! That idea is so dismissive of the real world issues that you’re privileged enough to not be affected by

The “with friends” page on instagram reels is the same kind of nosy energy that ig used to have but even more unhinged bc yall be liking the wildest reels out in the open!!

As much as today has sucked, I just know my mental health is better since I didn’t have to see anything on Twitter. Deleting that shit was the best decision

Teaching high school really does require you to be painfully genuine. I literally have to be my weirdest self for them to take me seriously. They smell bullshit like no other

For the love of god don’t let jk rowling on this app

Got a new cat and named her Mabel 🤎

Went on a tangent today and taught my 9th graders about the injustices of tuberculosis because “tubercular gray” is a color in Laurie Halse Anderson’s Speak. Thanks @johngreensbluesky.bsky.social for your insight that I passed down to my kiddos