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Even in the middle of cat-sitting for my grandma for two months, I find myself self-isolating the entire time because I struggle to see a point in making friends if I know it'll only be for a month or two. But when I return home, my parents' "love" means I can't have any
February 12, 2026 at 11:14 PM
Even in the middle of cat-sitting for my grandma for two months, I find myself self-isolating the entire time because I struggle to see a point in making friends if I know it'll only be for a month or two. But when I return home, my parents' "love" means I can't have any
One of the things that deeply saddens me as I grow older is just the knowledge of how much of my life my parents insisted on robbing from me out of "love"
February 12, 2026 at 11:01 PM
One of the things that deeply saddens me as I grow older is just the knowledge of how much of my life my parents insisted on robbing from me out of "love"
Everyday on social media I always end up seeing something that makes me really sad. People truly are very nasty aren't they, and they don't see anything wrong with it. Maybe the life I want to have really is impossible
February 12, 2026 at 10:42 PM
Everyday on social media I always end up seeing something that makes me really sad. People truly are very nasty aren't they, and they don't see anything wrong with it. Maybe the life I want to have really is impossible
Asylum Demon fight won't be getting drawn since my grandma's cat spilled coffee on it and I didn't feel like redrawing it.
So with the Undead Asylum done, it's time to start doing the Undead Burg drawings, starting with meeting the Crestfallen Warrior in Firelink Shrine
#WIPWednesday #DarkSouls
So with the Undead Asylum done, it's time to start doing the Undead Burg drawings, starting with meeting the Crestfallen Warrior in Firelink Shrine
#WIPWednesday #DarkSouls
February 11, 2026 at 8:46 PM
Asylum Demon fight won't be getting drawn since my grandma's cat spilled coffee on it and I didn't feel like redrawing it.
So with the Undead Asylum done, it's time to start doing the Undead Burg drawings, starting with meeting the Crestfallen Warrior in Firelink Shrine
#WIPWednesday #DarkSouls
So with the Undead Asylum done, it's time to start doing the Undead Burg drawings, starting with meeting the Crestfallen Warrior in Firelink Shrine
#WIPWednesday #DarkSouls
People are so quick to call people "insecure" to the point that it only reads to me as a manipulation tactic deeply abusive people have learned to cling to to gaslight their victims because it's so mainstream that people mindlessly buy into it
February 11, 2026 at 6:38 PM
People are so quick to call people "insecure" to the point that it only reads to me as a manipulation tactic deeply abusive people have learned to cling to to gaslight their victims because it's so mainstream that people mindlessly buy into it
Not feeling well, so slapped this one together while I recover from my illness. According to the Haikyuu birthday masterlist, today is this Takehito Sasaya's birthday which is why I decided to draw him this time around
February 10, 2026 at 5:25 PM
Not feeling well, so slapped this one together while I recover from my illness. According to the Haikyuu birthday masterlist, today is this Takehito Sasaya's birthday which is why I decided to draw him this time around
My potentially controversial take when it comes to dating is that no should date until they've developed enough as a person to be able to satisfy all their own needs by themselves
February 8, 2026 at 7:05 PM
My potentially controversial take when it comes to dating is that no should date until they've developed enough as a person to be able to satisfy all their own needs by themselves
A request of Jin Saotome from Cyberbots I did for someone on DeviantArt
February 7, 2026 at 5:34 PM
A request of Jin Saotome from Cyberbots I did for someone on DeviantArt
I hate driving in Penssylvania, back in Minnesnowta where I'm from, we're actually civilized on the road!
I mean, who honks at someone at a red light? Get off the drugs!
I mean, who honks at someone at a red light? Get off the drugs!
February 5, 2026 at 12:11 PM
I hate driving in Penssylvania, back in Minnesnowta where I'm from, we're actually civilized on the road!
I mean, who honks at someone at a red light? Get off the drugs!
I mean, who honks at someone at a red light? Get off the drugs!
February 4, 2026 at 8:23 PM
What am I even doing with my free time? If I'm not writing, then I should be drawing. If I'm not drawing, then I should be writing. And if I'm doing neither, then I should be reading
February 4, 2026 at 8:10 PM
What am I even doing with my free time? If I'm not writing, then I should be drawing. If I'm not drawing, then I should be writing. And if I'm doing neither, then I should be reading
And yet again, another drawing gets flagged as adult content. Apparently I don't know what this site considers "adult content" since I deadass only see it as anatomy practice. Perhaps my laid back sensibilities are a problem
February 3, 2026 at 3:37 PM
And yet again, another drawing gets flagged as adult content. Apparently I don't know what this site considers "adult content" since I deadass only see it as anatomy practice. Perhaps my laid back sensibilities are a problem
A little overwhelmed with my Dark Souls project so I decided to do a quick little anatomy practice for funsies and ended up deciding to turn it into Takehito Sasaya from Haikyuu for some reason
February 3, 2026 at 3:33 PM
A little overwhelmed with my Dark Souls project so I decided to do a quick little anatomy practice for funsies and ended up deciding to turn it into Takehito Sasaya from Haikyuu for some reason
Honestly, what is social media if not a human zoo?
February 3, 2026 at 1:25 PM
Honestly, what is social media if not a human zoo?
Maneuvering through the Undead Asylum, Aleo encounters Oscar of Astora. On the verge of hollowing, Oscar is able to hand over an Estus Flask to aid in the journey across Lordran #DarkSouls
February 2, 2026 at 6:30 PM
Maneuvering through the Undead Asylum, Aleo encounters Oscar of Astora. On the verge of hollowing, Oscar is able to hand over an Estus Flask to aid in the journey across Lordran #DarkSouls
I've been house/catsitting for my grandma while she's in Panama for two months and the plants I've been trying to care for are struggling. I don't know anything about caring for plants, but at least 5 of them are browning and I don't want her to come home with them dead
January 29, 2026 at 6:45 PM
I've been house/catsitting for my grandma while she's in Panama for two months and the plants I've been trying to care for are struggling. I don't know anything about caring for plants, but at least 5 of them are browning and I don't want her to come home with them dead
One of the things I do find rather frightening about getting into relationships is that most abusers genuinely don't know they're abusive and a lot of abuse behaviors are so normalized in our society that if you try and call them out on it, they genuinely believe you're overreacting
January 28, 2026 at 11:28 PM
One of the things I do find rather frightening about getting into relationships is that most abusers genuinely don't know they're abusive and a lot of abuse behaviors are so normalized in our society that if you try and call them out on it, they genuinely believe you're overreacting
Wait, why did my last WIP get flagged for adult content, if anything he's more covered than my previous one 😭
January 28, 2026 at 7:23 PM
Wait, why did my last WIP get flagged for adult content, if anything he's more covered than my previous one 😭
On this wonderous #WIPWednesday we continue our Dark Souls journey with Aleo's chance meeting with Oscar of Astora
January 28, 2026 at 5:45 PM
On this wonderous #WIPWednesday we continue our Dark Souls journey with Aleo's chance meeting with Oscar of Astora
The Chosen Undead makes his way into the Undead Asylum
January 27, 2026 at 6:13 PM
The Chosen Undead makes his way into the Undead Asylum
Although I'm happy my Dark Souls drawing got attention on DeviantArt, I fear it's because it could come across as fetish art
January 24, 2026 at 10:01 AM
Although I'm happy my Dark Souls drawing got attention on DeviantArt, I fear it's because it could come across as fetish art
Struggling with what to draw lately, I've decided to try and draw my Dark Souls playthrough. So here's my Chosen Undead, Aleo the Slick! Not sure if it means anything, but maybe I'll build him into a Thief?
January 22, 2026 at 2:29 PM
Struggling with what to draw lately, I've decided to try and draw my Dark Souls playthrough. So here's my Chosen Undead, Aleo the Slick! Not sure if it means anything, but maybe I'll build him into a Thief?
A sketch I’ve got going on so far for #wipwednesday of an oc from a personal project of mine playing the guitar
January 14, 2026 at 9:51 PM
A sketch I’ve got going on so far for #wipwednesday of an oc from a personal project of mine playing the guitar