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Kirei
@kirei.bsky.social
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German fuzzball | full-time red panda | part-time 🐕

she/her |🏳️‍⚧️| pan | poly | ace

AuDHD

writer | gamer | loves TTRPGs

Director of EFs A&I team

In the firm paws of @runoratsu.bsky.social and @robinmouseclique.bsky.social

https://www.mikadoesart.com
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Kirei @kirei.bsky.social · Apr 26
New ref sheet done by @brizunzies.bsky.social (who btw is the obvious best new pope candidate - free eggs yes pls!?)

#furry
A reference sheet of a female red panda fursona. Front view is on the right side, back view with the polyamory sign on the shoulder is on the right side.
kirei.bsky.social
I wanted to write a cutesy piece about falling in love with someone online.

#furry #poetry
A poem is depicted. It's titled Illiterate Heart and goes as follows: Lately, I wake up in the middle of the night, You're the only thing in my mind, Don't know what it is, that constantly draws my thoughts to you. I snuggle up to my big plushie, Imagining it's your soft fur, Nestling against me - It's the only way, I can fall asleep again. Do you know what that is? Is there a name for it? Next morning I check my DMs, Social media greets me, With a few notifications, Involuntarily I smile like an idiot, When I see your posts. I think I might know what that is... I wish we could be closer, even though we've never met. But would that even work? Every time we interact, You seem to keep your distance. Are you waiting for me, To take the first step, Am I waiting for you, To somehow react, To my signals? Paw opens the chat, Types and deletes, For what feels like the hundredth time, Maybe tomorrow I won't feel like a creep, Maybe... Yeah I think I know now, What that means, Even if It doesn't make sense - I think I know.
November 16, 2025 at 11:57 AM
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macfox.bsky.social
LOSING IT
November 15, 2025 at 1:47 AM
kirei.bsky.social
Me and who?
A Ritter Sport chocolate square titled "fruity duo". Its packaging is extremely pink.
November 15, 2025 at 6:41 PM
kirei.bsky.social
Had to get it out of the system. May it help me sleep better.

#poetry
A poem is depicted. It's titled Sleep Paralysis and goes as follows: Faint footsteps in the dark, Someone is coming, Don't think about running, Screams won't reach an ear. Shadows grow longer, He tries to take form, The black ink man moans, As he is reborn. No need to hide, When he visits your bed, No need to shed tears, When the body's dead. A night without mercy, Like the one when you took, Everything from me - Please give it back.
November 15, 2025 at 7:25 AM
kirei.bsky.social
I had sleep paralysis for the first time in ages. Definitely not something I've been missing. Luckily it was only brief, but unfortunately all the more terrifying for it.
November 15, 2025 at 6:51 AM
kirei.bsky.social
Say what you want, but this is what wedding rings should look like.
Two dog collars lying on a wooden table intertwined with each other. One is pink, one is blue.
November 13, 2025 at 10:51 PM
kirei.bsky.social
God bless Ninajirachi released this album this year. Not that it's mega good, but it soothes my aching soul after a musically (for my taste) disastrous year.

Although some really nice electro albums and some really good artistic works have been released. But nothing that I will listen to...
November 9, 2025 at 12:44 PM
kirei.bsky.social
Leaving aside the extremely interesting legal aspects: even though it's nothing new, the pursuit of digital hegemony coupled with the corporation's implied view of humanity is extremely appalling.
November 7, 2025 at 3:16 PM
kirei.bsky.social
Do I need to tell you? I really want to.

But you likely wouldn't understand - I barely understand it myself - others have never understood it.

Some pages are better left black, some words better left unsent.

I hope that someday I will have the courage; someday will be the right time.

#poetry
A poem is depicted. It's titled A ? Letter and goes as follows: Black ink has spilled across my pages, Can't read anymore what I was writing before, Was it a letter to you? There is still a shape in the endless void, Ripples running through a sea - Looking closer, it eludes me. The shimmer of a candlelight, Devoid of warmth and burning blue, A flame flickering in surreality - Somehow it reminds me of you. A misguided hand, The illusion of an accident, A self-lie manifested, To hide the inconvenient truth. There was something, Something I wanted, Needed? To tell you.
November 6, 2025 at 9:53 PM
kirei.bsky.social
I needed my comfort collar for work today.
The leg of a person who is wearing light blue jeans with some embroidered flowers. Where the kneecap is about to start a pink collar is strapped around the leg. The collar has a paw tag on it.
November 5, 2025 at 9:58 AM
kirei.bsky.social
Badminton training today.

Trainer: So it's the beginning of November

Me, whispering: so that means no net November, right?
November 4, 2025 at 6:43 PM
kirei.bsky.social
Smut, smut, smut,
I'm slightly under... using my creative energies to write spicy stuff which I try to change lately ^w^

#poetry #furry
A poem is depicted. Its title is "My Best Friend" and it goes as follows: The trail of your warm breath draws across my belly fur, while your muzzle slowly makes its way deeper. Shivers run through my body, My pelvis longs for you and presses against your chest - An offer you are only too happy to accept. At first, your rough tongue only plays games with me, Greedily, it licks up the first reward. I let you enjoy yourself for a moment, Before a tug on the leash reminds you of your place. Usually you like to resist more, but not today, just a quiet whimper and puppy eyes - I'd like to exploit this weakness and let you keep struggling but we're both ravenous animals today. So I tell you to sit down and well-behaved as you are, you do sit down - After all, you’re a good dog who gets a deserved reward.
November 4, 2025 at 3:19 PM
kirei.bsky.social
We are at "the noise of me breathing in annoys me too much so I can't fall asleep" - levels of neurospiciness tonight
a person is laying on a bed with a white blanket and a window in the background .
ALT: a person is laying on a bed with a white blanket and a window in the background .
media.tenor.com
November 3, 2025 at 10:53 PM
kirei.bsky.social
And another one.
Obviously about divorce and post relationship struggles.

#poetry
A poem is depicted. It's titled "From Lover to friend" and goes as follows: When I buried all expectations, I finally felt free, My heart grew still, Under a veil suffocating harmony. I have no place in this world, Thank you for teaching me. I'll still haunt the house, As there's nowhere else to be. Paper can't cut any ties, Nor can it conceal all the lies, and promises we've made - It's future mold documenting our mistakes. I was always just a stopover, The first taste of what you truly desire, I only wish I've had the strength to preserve my dignity. I'm not mad - not anymore, Defeat had turned me very sour, Now I'm just feeling numb, At the sight of what we've become. You're a friend now, Sometimes we kiss and cuddle on the old squeaky couch - It's as worn out as the look in your eyes.
November 2, 2025 at 9:19 PM
kirei.bsky.social
My Life in Five Verses

#poetry mixed with photography
The picture which is held on gray and black tones depicts a cableway seemingly stretching from over the viewer's head into a foggy unknown. On the bottom the picture is framed by black silhouettes of trees. It grows increasingly brighter towards the sky finishing in a white aurora. A poem is depicted. Its titled "My Life in Five Verses" and goes as follows: To drown, In an ocean of clouds, I promise I'll leave no sound, So please don't be mad at me - again. In a corner of my troubled mind, I can finally be a quiet child Too quiet, I'm wrong - again. Under the cover of a heated night, you evertainted my soul. I wish it was mine - again. Years vegetated by, Walls behind walls, Different shades of gray, Killing loved ones over and over- again. Swapping bodies, The change of the guard, New hatred, new love, Reality, finality, orbiting myself - again and all over again. Coping and hoping, a brain pierced, By countless carrots on countless sticks, The future's just a heartbeat away, A bridge that leads to -
November 2, 2025 at 9:13 PM
kirei.bsky.social
I didn't know what pose to strike 😭
So I default to cringe 😌

But I wanted to take a pic of the Halloween fit :3

Also one of the rare RL pics - but spooky day seems to be fitting to show myself.
A person - me - with very pink hair is striking a dab pose in front of a mountain range. The t-shirt, knee high socks and arm warmers all spooky-ish with the socks and warmers having bones and ghosts on them while the shirt looks more witch inspired with a canine anthro wearing a witches hat. It's all very black and purple.
October 31, 2025 at 1:43 PM
kirei.bsky.social
Went undefeated in the Magic: The Gathering draft and won a Bob Ross playmat :3

Was nice to play Magic in real life again, especially in a furry setting. Had nice opponents, interesting matches and with Kamigawa Neon Dynasties we drafted a set that I have fond memories of.
October 30, 2025 at 5:29 PM
kirei.bsky.social
Due to recent events obviously 😭
remywolf.bsky.social Remy 🔜 MFF @remywolf.bsky.social · Oct 2
🐺 PSA on TWP (Tailless Werewolf Prevention) 🐺

Please spread awareness!!
Text reads: "PLZ ABIDE BY T.W.P. THIS SEASON! MAKE SUREVYOUR LOCAL WEREWOLF HAS THEIT TAIL IF UR COLD THEY'RE COLD DO NOT MAKE THEM CRY!!"
October 30, 2025 at 12:09 PM
kirei.bsky.social
And more photo dumping. Was really happy to stumble upon some mushrooms.

Mushrooms are one of my special interests and I love going out foraging if I have some spare time during the season. Didn't have any time this year but this is a little consolation prize.
Some brown mushrooms nestled inside an old tree trump with some moss growing alongside them. More mushroom again nestled at the foot of a tree trunk between a bed of leaves and some moss and lichen. A creek running down the mountain - between the rock it flows through there are plenty of green mossy spots and other plants. Some twigs and leaves are accompanying them.
October 30, 2025 at 11:42 AM
kirei.bsky.social
What if we kissed under the mistletoe
👉👈
A mistletoe hanging in the branches of a near naked tree which already shed most of its leaves.
October 30, 2025 at 11:32 AM
kirei.bsky.social
To be a creature,
Swimming in a sea of clouds,
Unburdened and free.

#haiku
A picture of the Swiss Alpes. Mountains range in the background of the picture while at the foot of the mountains lush forests in autumn colors build a contrast to the grey white giants.
October 30, 2025 at 9:25 AM
kirei.bsky.social
Speaking of which - I forgot my tail at home 💔
codingpa.ws Kev 🌹🇪🇺 @codingpa.ws · 19d
thinking back how i had phantom tail sensations for days after suiting at Eurofurence :3
October 29, 2025 at 7:03 PM
kirei.bsky.social
Finally arrived at GLC. It pretty here.
But also wimdy.
Panorama of a Swiss mountainside. The big mountains are covered in a layer of snow while the trees still have their autumn colors blending autumn into winter.
October 29, 2025 at 4:29 PM
Reposted by Kirei
kikonine.bsky.social
Yote! 🌵
October 28, 2025 at 9:36 PM
kirei.bsky.social
Sometimes I wonder whether I'm just bad with people - at least when it comes to interacting with someone I have genuine interest in. Feels like I'm just completely dorking out at times

Ultimately I think that's preferable over my polished work persona or other refined masks. Also one could argue...
October 28, 2025 at 11:27 PM