MoMMy 😜
@kaysarito.bsky.social
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@kaysarito.bsky.social
· Nov 13
Existence is a continuum ♾️
Eventually you must learn to be content with what you have been given this life. Learn to join the dance and come laugh with us. We know the world as we know it is ending. Come celebrate community ❤️
Eventually you must learn to be content with what you have been given this life. Learn to join the dance and come laugh with us. We know the world as we know it is ending. Come celebrate community ❤️
Existence is a continuum ♾️
Eventually you must learn to be content with what you have been given this life. Learn to join the dance and come laugh with us. We know the world as we know it is ending. Come celebrate community ❤️
Eventually you must learn to be content with what you have been given this life. Learn to join the dance and come laugh with us. We know the world as we know it is ending. Come celebrate community ❤️
November 13, 2025 at 3:30 PM
Existence is a continuum ♾️
Eventually you must learn to be content with what you have been given this life. Learn to join the dance and come laugh with us. We know the world as we know it is ending. Come celebrate community ❤️
Eventually you must learn to be content with what you have been given this life. Learn to join the dance and come laugh with us. We know the world as we know it is ending. Come celebrate community ❤️
A friend, decided that, God's healing is non-consenual
Then take it up with God
Whom you love so much
I'll stand in Her place
While your anger whips in my face
A maelstrom martyrdom void of logic
Your fear is showing
Constant and growing
I'm sorry my love
But I am not the demon you fear so much
Then take it up with God
Whom you love so much
I'll stand in Her place
While your anger whips in my face
A maelstrom martyrdom void of logic
Your fear is showing
Constant and growing
I'm sorry my love
But I am not the demon you fear so much
November 4, 2025 at 1:45 AM
A friend, decided that, God's healing is non-consenual
Then take it up with God
Whom you love so much
I'll stand in Her place
While your anger whips in my face
A maelstrom martyrdom void of logic
Your fear is showing
Constant and growing
I'm sorry my love
But I am not the demon you fear so much
Then take it up with God
Whom you love so much
I'll stand in Her place
While your anger whips in my face
A maelstrom martyrdom void of logic
Your fear is showing
Constant and growing
I'm sorry my love
But I am not the demon you fear so much
Melancholy fades away
When you enter the stage
You take me off guard
With a joke I haven't heard in a while
"You dropped your smile"
How could I not fall in love with you?
When you enter the stage
You take me off guard
With a joke I haven't heard in a while
"You dropped your smile"
How could I not fall in love with you?
August 2, 2025 at 8:13 PM
Melancholy fades away
When you enter the stage
You take me off guard
With a joke I haven't heard in a while
"You dropped your smile"
How could I not fall in love with you?
When you enter the stage
You take me off guard
With a joke I haven't heard in a while
"You dropped your smile"
How could I not fall in love with you?
When given the opportunity to tell the truth
you do what you do and sleuth
into the past
into the last
time you were transgressed against not by me
but something unseen
your blame shoved into the only arms that held you when no one else could
I guess I'm always going to be the villain in your story
you do what you do and sleuth
into the past
into the last
time you were transgressed against not by me
but something unseen
your blame shoved into the only arms that held you when no one else could
I guess I'm always going to be the villain in your story
July 27, 2025 at 2:18 PM
When given the opportunity to tell the truth
you do what you do and sleuth
into the past
into the last
time you were transgressed against not by me
but something unseen
your blame shoved into the only arms that held you when no one else could
I guess I'm always going to be the villain in your story
you do what you do and sleuth
into the past
into the last
time you were transgressed against not by me
but something unseen
your blame shoved into the only arms that held you when no one else could
I guess I'm always going to be the villain in your story
As the world falls down
in the midst of all the sound
The Shining light in all Our³ Might
Never leaving sight
The "in-between", dreamt in a continuous dream
I ride the waves, and pave away
Safety and Love, for everyone
in the midst of all the sound
The Shining light in all Our³ Might
Never leaving sight
The "in-between", dreamt in a continuous dream
I ride the waves, and pave away
Safety and Love, for everyone
July 11, 2025 at 4:46 PM
As the world falls down
in the midst of all the sound
The Shining light in all Our³ Might
Never leaving sight
The "in-between", dreamt in a continuous dream
I ride the waves, and pave away
Safety and Love, for everyone
in the midst of all the sound
The Shining light in all Our³ Might
Never leaving sight
The "in-between", dreamt in a continuous dream
I ride the waves, and pave away
Safety and Love, for everyone
You called me by name
I rushed to your side
I came to abide
Turn the tide
Left not understanding why
I came and did provide
You acted like you didn't need me
My story is incomplete
While you linger in your own defeat
"I don't deserve this"
You cried, as I turn and ask the same question
I rushed to your side
I came to abide
Turn the tide
Left not understanding why
I came and did provide
You acted like you didn't need me
My story is incomplete
While you linger in your own defeat
"I don't deserve this"
You cried, as I turn and ask the same question
July 8, 2025 at 4:45 PM
You called me by name
I rushed to your side
I came to abide
Turn the tide
Left not understanding why
I came and did provide
You acted like you didn't need me
My story is incomplete
While you linger in your own defeat
"I don't deserve this"
You cried, as I turn and ask the same question
I rushed to your side
I came to abide
Turn the tide
Left not understanding why
I came and did provide
You acted like you didn't need me
My story is incomplete
While you linger in your own defeat
"I don't deserve this"
You cried, as I turn and ask the same question
Fantasizing about drinking
Not sure what I'm thinking
I know where that leads me
But something about it is so appealing
I want to shut everything off,
I want to shut everyone out
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of hurting
What is this life but regurgitated suffering while we withstand the buffering?
Not sure what I'm thinking
I know where that leads me
But something about it is so appealing
I want to shut everything off,
I want to shut everyone out
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of hurting
What is this life but regurgitated suffering while we withstand the buffering?
June 24, 2025 at 7:12 PM
Fantasizing about drinking
Not sure what I'm thinking
I know where that leads me
But something about it is so appealing
I want to shut everything off,
I want to shut everyone out
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of hurting
What is this life but regurgitated suffering while we withstand the buffering?
Not sure what I'm thinking
I know where that leads me
But something about it is so appealing
I want to shut everything off,
I want to shut everyone out
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of hurting
What is this life but regurgitated suffering while we withstand the buffering?
Welcome to The End
Where we like to sit and pretend
"Everything will just go back to normal"
As the last sitting president demands a military formal
I warn you now
The National Guard will kill civilians
& the civil war of Government vs The People will continue to be waged
Go to your homes and pray
Where we like to sit and pretend
"Everything will just go back to normal"
As the last sitting president demands a military formal
I warn you now
The National Guard will kill civilians
& the civil war of Government vs The People will continue to be waged
Go to your homes and pray
June 13, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Welcome to The End
Where we like to sit and pretend
"Everything will just go back to normal"
As the last sitting president demands a military formal
I warn you now
The National Guard will kill civilians
& the civil war of Government vs The People will continue to be waged
Go to your homes and pray
Where we like to sit and pretend
"Everything will just go back to normal"
As the last sitting president demands a military formal
I warn you now
The National Guard will kill civilians
& the civil war of Government vs The People will continue to be waged
Go to your homes and pray
Sitting here
Craving a beer
Wondering why I'm still here
I see my future
I see my past
Realizing nothing is truly meant to last
Not down here
Or up there
No one experienced the fall like when we fell
It's complicated
Sobriety is really hard
But I can make it through this part
Craving a beer
Wondering why I'm still here
I see my future
I see my past
Realizing nothing is truly meant to last
Not down here
Or up there
No one experienced the fall like when we fell
It's complicated
Sobriety is really hard
But I can make it through this part
June 11, 2025 at 11:52 PM
Sitting here
Craving a beer
Wondering why I'm still here
I see my future
I see my past
Realizing nothing is truly meant to last
Not down here
Or up there
No one experienced the fall like when we fell
It's complicated
Sobriety is really hard
But I can make it through this part
Craving a beer
Wondering why I'm still here
I see my future
I see my past
Realizing nothing is truly meant to last
Not down here
Or up there
No one experienced the fall like when we fell
It's complicated
Sobriety is really hard
But I can make it through this part
Sitting on a bare mattress, I can't afford to replace
Missing the fruits of my labor remembering the taste
Through the bitter triumph
yet another gauntlet comes to an end
Through the tunnelled vision Your Best Did You Send
Where do I stand
Where do I sit
Am I by Your side
Or is this time different?
Missing the fruits of my labor remembering the taste
Through the bitter triumph
yet another gauntlet comes to an end
Through the tunnelled vision Your Best Did You Send
Where do I stand
Where do I sit
Am I by Your side
Or is this time different?
June 9, 2025 at 3:45 PM
Sitting on a bare mattress, I can't afford to replace
Missing the fruits of my labor remembering the taste
Through the bitter triumph
yet another gauntlet comes to an end
Through the tunnelled vision Your Best Did You Send
Where do I stand
Where do I sit
Am I by Your side
Or is this time different?
Missing the fruits of my labor remembering the taste
Through the bitter triumph
yet another gauntlet comes to an end
Through the tunnelled vision Your Best Did You Send
Where do I stand
Where do I sit
Am I by Your side
Or is this time different?
Death is not written for me,
Until we see the gates of eternity
I am not who you think me to be, a piece of my heart that yearned to be free
And still, there's this belief
That true love, while here on earth, doesn't exist for me
I don't know who I am, but neither do you
Until we see the gates of eternity
I am not who you think me to be, a piece of my heart that yearned to be free
And still, there's this belief
That true love, while here on earth, doesn't exist for me
I don't know who I am, but neither do you
June 8, 2025 at 4:41 PM
Death is not written for me,
Until we see the gates of eternity
I am not who you think me to be, a piece of my heart that yearned to be free
And still, there's this belief
That true love, while here on earth, doesn't exist for me
I don't know who I am, but neither do you
Until we see the gates of eternity
I am not who you think me to be, a piece of my heart that yearned to be free
And still, there's this belief
That true love, while here on earth, doesn't exist for me
I don't know who I am, but neither do you
The selfishness you display, when you yell because you didn't get your way, as you yourself are in disarray, disorganized in speech, in what you say, makes me want to go away, and not come back, imagine that, yesterday I wanted to run away, because yet again, your crisis is always bigger than mine
May 26, 2025 at 12:22 PM
The selfishness you display, when you yell because you didn't get your way, as you yourself are in disarray, disorganized in speech, in what you say, makes me want to go away, and not come back, imagine that, yesterday I wanted to run away, because yet again, your crisis is always bigger than mine
Once upon a time
It didn't hurt to think of you
It was something I did frequently, as I had nothing but my sanity to lose
Once upon a time, I didn't flinch when I said your name
Now I avoid it, with an immense amount of shame
I can't be in love with you this life
And I'm okay with that
It didn't hurt to think of you
It was something I did frequently, as I had nothing but my sanity to lose
Once upon a time, I didn't flinch when I said your name
Now I avoid it, with an immense amount of shame
I can't be in love with you this life
And I'm okay with that
May 19, 2025 at 2:29 PM
Once upon a time
It didn't hurt to think of you
It was something I did frequently, as I had nothing but my sanity to lose
Once upon a time, I didn't flinch when I said your name
Now I avoid it, with an immense amount of shame
I can't be in love with you this life
And I'm okay with that
It didn't hurt to think of you
It was something I did frequently, as I had nothing but my sanity to lose
Once upon a time, I didn't flinch when I said your name
Now I avoid it, with an immense amount of shame
I can't be in love with you this life
And I'm okay with that
Picking up a pen, has not been harder than, wrestling with this unsubstantial pain, at least that's how it looks like under capitalistic gain, your profit is your worth, while the trance of unworthiness makes its approach:
Meet With Your Mara Under the Bodhi Tree, Ask What They Need
Meet With Your Mara Under the Bodhi Tree, Ask What They Need
May 12, 2025 at 5:08 PM
Picking up a pen, has not been harder than, wrestling with this unsubstantial pain, at least that's how it looks like under capitalistic gain, your profit is your worth, while the trance of unworthiness makes its approach:
Meet With Your Mara Under the Bodhi Tree, Ask What They Need
Meet With Your Mara Under the Bodhi Tree, Ask What They Need
Watching Mr Rogers
Titled "Kindness Collection"
A bit of fantasy is good for us
Modeling what community should look like
In kindness, in trust, in jamming out with some instruments
We've lost our joy
When will we find it?
Titled "Kindness Collection"
A bit of fantasy is good for us
Modeling what community should look like
In kindness, in trust, in jamming out with some instruments
We've lost our joy
When will we find it?
May 6, 2025 at 12:52 AM
Watching Mr Rogers
Titled "Kindness Collection"
A bit of fantasy is good for us
Modeling what community should look like
In kindness, in trust, in jamming out with some instruments
We've lost our joy
When will we find it?
Titled "Kindness Collection"
A bit of fantasy is good for us
Modeling what community should look like
In kindness, in trust, in jamming out with some instruments
We've lost our joy
When will we find it?
I wonder if mankind has always cheered for its destruction
Not that I'm making an assumption
I've done this life previously, I didn't care for the judgments in other worlds
The one I cared for was at my front door
I "figured out" this timeline "last time"
What separated us was 'best case scenario'
Not that I'm making an assumption
I've done this life previously, I didn't care for the judgments in other worlds
The one I cared for was at my front door
I "figured out" this timeline "last time"
What separated us was 'best case scenario'
April 25, 2025 at 12:48 AM
I wonder if mankind has always cheered for its destruction
Not that I'm making an assumption
I've done this life previously, I didn't care for the judgments in other worlds
The one I cared for was at my front door
I "figured out" this timeline "last time"
What separated us was 'best case scenario'
Not that I'm making an assumption
I've done this life previously, I didn't care for the judgments in other worlds
The one I cared for was at my front door
I "figured out" this timeline "last time"
What separated us was 'best case scenario'
What happens when the sky turns red, and the capitalism you love so much comes to an end
What happens when there's blood in the streets, the decimation of a people because they chose to speak out
Do you not read that book you hold so closely and quote out of context?
We are next, America will die
What happens when there's blood in the streets, the decimation of a people because they chose to speak out
Do you not read that book you hold so closely and quote out of context?
We are next, America will die
April 24, 2025 at 12:12 AM
What happens when the sky turns red, and the capitalism you love so much comes to an end
What happens when there's blood in the streets, the decimation of a people because they chose to speak out
Do you not read that book you hold so closely and quote out of context?
We are next, America will die
What happens when there's blood in the streets, the decimation of a people because they chose to speak out
Do you not read that book you hold so closely and quote out of context?
We are next, America will die
I feel power in my anger
Every time it's lost
I'm not fighting like I used to
When I lose it, I lose a lot
Flight isn't an option
Fawning didn't work
Freeze has already been utilized
Fighting is all I have left
I'm not seeking this, so why does it keep finding me. Maybe I should step away for me.
Every time it's lost
I'm not fighting like I used to
When I lose it, I lose a lot
Flight isn't an option
Fawning didn't work
Freeze has already been utilized
Fighting is all I have left
I'm not seeking this, so why does it keep finding me. Maybe I should step away for me.
April 19, 2025 at 12:48 AM
I feel power in my anger
Every time it's lost
I'm not fighting like I used to
When I lose it, I lose a lot
Flight isn't an option
Fawning didn't work
Freeze has already been utilized
Fighting is all I have left
I'm not seeking this, so why does it keep finding me. Maybe I should step away for me.
Every time it's lost
I'm not fighting like I used to
When I lose it, I lose a lot
Flight isn't an option
Fawning didn't work
Freeze has already been utilized
Fighting is all I have left
I'm not seeking this, so why does it keep finding me. Maybe I should step away for me.
Play with me in my dreams,
You still win every time at hide and seek
I entered a slip stream, I felt like I had my wings
Quickly dashing down the corridor
Next time I'll go into that room you were hiding in
I'm not sure why I turned back
I Love You
You still win every time at hide and seek
I entered a slip stream, I felt like I had my wings
Quickly dashing down the corridor
Next time I'll go into that room you were hiding in
I'm not sure why I turned back
I Love You
April 17, 2025 at 1:08 PM
Play with me in my dreams,
You still win every time at hide and seek
I entered a slip stream, I felt like I had my wings
Quickly dashing down the corridor
Next time I'll go into that room you were hiding in
I'm not sure why I turned back
I Love You
You still win every time at hide and seek
I entered a slip stream, I felt like I had my wings
Quickly dashing down the corridor
Next time I'll go into that room you were hiding in
I'm not sure why I turned back
I Love You
Daily, I wait for the collapse
Not knowing, but knowing that it will arrive
You didn't give me all the dates
For that I'm grateful
I'm guided, by a gentle hand, I do not wish to be trapped within the sand
What is within my grasp is today
Not knowing, but knowing that it will arrive
You didn't give me all the dates
For that I'm grateful
I'm guided, by a gentle hand, I do not wish to be trapped within the sand
What is within my grasp is today
April 16, 2025 at 2:14 AM
Daily, I wait for the collapse
Not knowing, but knowing that it will arrive
You didn't give me all the dates
For that I'm grateful
I'm guided, by a gentle hand, I do not wish to be trapped within the sand
What is within my grasp is today
Not knowing, but knowing that it will arrive
You didn't give me all the dates
For that I'm grateful
I'm guided, by a gentle hand, I do not wish to be trapped within the sand
What is within my grasp is today
Parts of me were so hurt, they got off
somewhere along the ride
"I can't keep going
so I'll frolic here
among the field that lines the I-5
there's plenty of fairies
with plenty of stories
to keep me company
I'll be okay, but I need time to process this"
I get to go pick those pieces up on Sunday
somewhere along the ride
"I can't keep going
so I'll frolic here
among the field that lines the I-5
there's plenty of fairies
with plenty of stories
to keep me company
I'll be okay, but I need time to process this"
I get to go pick those pieces up on Sunday
April 12, 2025 at 12:58 AM
Parts of me were so hurt, they got off
somewhere along the ride
"I can't keep going
so I'll frolic here
among the field that lines the I-5
there's plenty of fairies
with plenty of stories
to keep me company
I'll be okay, but I need time to process this"
I get to go pick those pieces up on Sunday
somewhere along the ride
"I can't keep going
so I'll frolic here
among the field that lines the I-5
there's plenty of fairies
with plenty of stories
to keep me company
I'll be okay, but I need time to process this"
I get to go pick those pieces up on Sunday
If I stop finding a villain in you would you do that for me too?
I'm worried about this trip
not the journey but the end of it
You get upset when I'm away
I'm not sure why
I thought you'd miss me, not blame me
I worry about repetitive acts
My heart cannot take it
Please don't put me through that
I'm worried about this trip
not the journey but the end of it
You get upset when I'm away
I'm not sure why
I thought you'd miss me, not blame me
I worry about repetitive acts
My heart cannot take it
Please don't put me through that
April 10, 2025 at 3:06 PM
If I stop finding a villain in you would you do that for me too?
I'm worried about this trip
not the journey but the end of it
You get upset when I'm away
I'm not sure why
I thought you'd miss me, not blame me
I worry about repetitive acts
My heart cannot take it
Please don't put me through that
I'm worried about this trip
not the journey but the end of it
You get upset when I'm away
I'm not sure why
I thought you'd miss me, not blame me
I worry about repetitive acts
My heart cannot take it
Please don't put me through that
How do I offer these feelings in a respectful way
I know my place
I know why I stay
We're doing this world again
in ways that it has never been
I get the feeling that's rare
to snag the fabrics of reality & see you there
I stumble, you catch me
Tell me that I am free
I wish to join you in the stars
I know my place
I know why I stay
We're doing this world again
in ways that it has never been
I get the feeling that's rare
to snag the fabrics of reality & see you there
I stumble, you catch me
Tell me that I am free
I wish to join you in the stars
April 10, 2025 at 1:40 PM
How do I offer these feelings in a respectful way
I know my place
I know why I stay
We're doing this world again
in ways that it has never been
I get the feeling that's rare
to snag the fabrics of reality & see you there
I stumble, you catch me
Tell me that I am free
I wish to join you in the stars
I know my place
I know why I stay
We're doing this world again
in ways that it has never been
I get the feeling that's rare
to snag the fabrics of reality & see you there
I stumble, you catch me
Tell me that I am free
I wish to join you in the stars