Michael J. Hicks
kainrivers.bsky.social
Michael J. Hicks
@kainrivers.bsky.social
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*sigh*

HE BEWEIVES HIMSELF TO BE DA MOST IMTEWWIMIGENT WITTLE BOY EVEW! 😈
November 20, 2025 at 5:36 AM
...Although on sacrificing myself, I think I need to stop entertaining my nonsense.

I've just been making everything up.

...And I'll make myself go into a dementia regression.

Oh dear. What do you do with a grown up man that goes around believing themselves to be a little boy?
November 20, 2025 at 5:30 AM
OH DEAR! I could sit around making stuff up all I want, but I'm still doing nothing!

*sigh* Even to pretend I'm the greatest hero that anyone has seen in a long time.

...I know I'm wrong about that because my idea was just to have no mercy on anyone.
November 20, 2025 at 5:24 AM
AWWWWW! HOW SAD! ☹️

My mind would make up that because everything is slowly dying, nostalgia is the only thing anyone has left.

There's going to be nothing left of this world. We're going to make a completely new one.
November 20, 2025 at 4:46 AM
I'M JUST AN OLD MAN THAT DOES NOTHING!? 😠

WELL, I'M JUST GOING TO SIT AROUND PWETENDING TO BE A WITTLE BOY FOR A WHILE ANYWAY!
November 20, 2025 at 4:18 AM
*sigh* Bothering myself with staying up this late?

Back to trying to figure out objective reality again.

...Oh dear. And now I don't know which life I fear more.
November 20, 2025 at 4:17 AM
But to answer myself from earlier, I stay around here to HELP!

I FINK DEY *NEED* ME! 😠

...Although I'm back to the only thing I can really do is push the wheelchair around. ...because I'm the only one that can carry it.
November 20, 2025 at 4:13 AM
I'm a man that's been living in this house for 10 years now, and I haven't really done that much for myself.

I THINK becoming a furry is the best thing to have ever happened for me.

...Especially becoming a fursuiter and fulfilling my dream of going to a real furry con!
November 20, 2025 at 4:11 AM
OH DEAW! HE'S GONNA STAY UP HALF DA NIGHT BECAUSE HE FINKS HE WAKES UP *TOO EARLY*

...And I think my mind has finally been convinced I shouldn't sleep like a child anymore.

...And sleeping so long that I think I'm really depressed.
November 20, 2025 at 3:59 AM
...Dammit. I don't know what's wrong with me, that despite thinking I should be grown up, the only thing I can do is continue to pretend.

...Pretend to be the strongest man I've ever known?

He's a GOOD MAN that LOVES his WIFEY!

And he's the nicest man you'll ever know!
November 20, 2025 at 3:50 AM
...Oh dear. And the narrative wants to pretend that enough time has passed that she's PREGGY! 😀

...Although I don't know how much time has passed since I first had that idea.

But since it's been a while, I think it's in the second trimester now.
November 20, 2025 at 3:31 AM
OH DEAR!

Concern: for the longest time, I never paid attention to the date. I would never know how much time has passed.

...Although my mind thinks there is not a day where something happened that I wasn't aware of.

...Except for that one instance, where there was a few hours' gap in my mind.
November 20, 2025 at 3:07 AM
...Dammit. That's leading to things I think are impossible.

...There wasn't time for me to go to Japan or across the world.

...But why do I think I see real Japanese people and they react to my honey with something I didn't know to exist.

...And I think I confuse them with WHAT IS WAIFI? 😊
November 20, 2025 at 2:25 AM
AWWWWW!

But I believed SO MUCH I met the most fantastic woman in the whole world.

...And she was my girlfriend for a while before she let me MARRY her!

...OHHHHH! Why did you marry me just because I will watch anime with you? 😊
November 20, 2025 at 2:03 AM
OH DEAR!

I think my mind is working really hard because it's rejecting a lot of things.

...*all I can think about is holding my woman*

...if I had one.
November 20, 2025 at 1:59 AM
*mind is combining things I perceived before*

HE'S A SWEETIE WITTLE PIE, HE IS

...Something I think I'm being called as a baby combined with a Britishism.
November 20, 2025 at 1:47 AM
OH DEAW! I DON'T WANNA FINK DAT HAWD ANYMORE!
November 20, 2025 at 1:45 AM
Oh dear. Heavy stuff: I just had the perception that things are really complicated right now.

*sigh* Although I can't escape to being a little boy anymore because I just can't. ☹️

...My mind remembers wuving watching video games all the time.
November 20, 2025 at 1:32 AM
I'm confused about something, though.

I still get tired just from doing groceries for 30 minutes or so, and I don't think I should.

...I get SO TIRED!

And it's more tired than I get from going out myself.

...Though I don't think I'm walking around that much for that.
November 20, 2025 at 1:27 AM
Hmmm...issue: I think I can do a good job, but I think I face a situation that is more demanding than people know.

...Oh dear. I could criticize that I think you don't want a GOOD person, you just want an OBEDIENT person.

...I imply I would've done something if you asked me NICELY! 🙂
November 20, 2025 at 1:21 AM
Oh dear. Pondering that if you had me, then I would've made it all too apparent what the flaws of the system are.

You CAN'T be perfect.

Although the experience given to me indicates no one EXPECTS you to be perfect.

All the tales I've heard indicate otherwise, though.
November 20, 2025 at 1:09 AM
...TOTAL CONFUSION!

I want to be a good slave, but I also kinda don't.

...Can I stop being the autistic good robot?

You may program me with whatever you want me to do. 🤖

...Only I will be extremely literal about it. Be careful of what the program is.
November 20, 2025 at 1:01 AM
Oh dear. I'm telling myself I don't need to be out in that wild jungle where nothing makes sense.

...And also they can't comprehend someone like me can even exist

...Although I think things where I yet again think I should've been a far more intelligent person

...And get at least a 4 year degree
November 20, 2025 at 12:39 AM
Although I should probably be more assertive with the General Studies degree I have.

I can at least be a supervisor of some kind.

...Although I still don't understand how that means I can do that!

...Other than knowing some things that other people don't.
November 20, 2025 at 12:26 AM
...Although there is also that mentality where I have no choice but to work.

...Although I just can't justify the capitalistic system anymore.

...I would only be doing it to play along with the status quo because I can't do anything else.
November 20, 2025 at 12:03 AM