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At times I miss a different day
When times were simpler in a way

At time I wish for a different life
When all that happened was washed away

At times I mourn all thats past
When pain was just a thought

Alas today is now and who I am is all
That came before

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August 29,2025
At times I miss a different dayWhen times were simpler in a wayAt time I wish for a different lifeWhen all that happened was washed awayAt times I mourn all thats pastWhen pain was just a thoughtAlas ...
jontonioli.wixsite.com
August 29, 2025 at 9:07 PM
30 May 2025

A deep dark pit
From mind to heart
Stretching ever longer

Rays of light all around
Sunshine brightly shining
It cannot reach inside.

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30 May 2025
A deep dark pitFrom mind to heartStretching ever longerRays of light all aroundSunshine brightly shiningIt cannot reach inside.
jontonioli.wixsite.com
May 30, 2025 at 6:16 PM
May 29, 2025

It is so far away
The longing felt
Too far off to touch
Crush desire firmly

Let it ache
Festering slowly
Unreachable beauty
Control must be everything

Thus all is lost
How to surrender
And yet control
Life is defeating.

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May 29, 2025
It is so far awayThe longing feltToo far off to touchCrush desire firmlyLet it acheFestering slowlyUnreachable beautyControl must be everythingThus all is lostHow to surrenderAnd yet controlLife is de...
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May 29, 2025 at 4:53 PM
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Beauty is a struggle

So much all around

Grace and finesse

It is cravable, desired, coveted

Something in others

Something in the world

But lost on me
5/22/2025
Beauty is a struggleSo much all around Grace and finesse It is cravable, desired, covetedSomething in othersSomething in the worldBut lost on me.
jontonioli.wixsite.com
May 22, 2025 at 4:45 PM
When all Is well
But it isn’t
Should be happy
But it’s not.

There is always that pit
And it wants to be filled
Peace is fleeting
And nothing ever works

It should be good
But I am not
It wants to be well
But I am broken

A broken human being

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24 Feb 2025
When all Is wellBut it isn’tShould be happyBut it’s not. There is always that pitAnd it wants to be filledPeace is fleetingAnd nothing ever worksIt should be goodBut I am notIt wants to be wellBut I am brokenA broken human being
jontonioli.wixsite.com
February 24, 2025 at 10:57 PM