jmtorres
@jmtorres.bsky.social
I've been in fandom for awhile, you can find me on ao3, tumblr, and DW with the same handle. Queer, disabled, middle-aged, Jewish dyke.
communicating with cats as blatantly as possible. I took a can of wet food into the bedroom,made sure both of the boys were looking at me and opened it, then walked back out to plate. Tux actually did come out for it, but he's worried I'm going to shoo him away as I always did when it was for Miss
January 24, 2026 at 5:46 AM
communicating with cats as blatantly as possible. I took a can of wet food into the bedroom,made sure both of the boys were looking at me and opened it, then walked back out to plate. Tux actually did come out for it, but he's worried I'm going to shoo him away as I always did when it was for Miss
have headache. have taken naproxen could it kick in already
January 23, 2026 at 9:28 AM
have headache. have taken naproxen could it kick in already
@anatsuno.bsky.social i drove home today. for friday do you wanna watch new d20 or catch up on CR?
January 23, 2026 at 3:07 AM
@anatsuno.bsky.social i drove home today. for friday do you wanna watch new d20 or catch up on CR?
wandering around the truck stop browsing snacks going "i don't know what i want"
the problem is i DO know what i want i'm just pretty sure i shouldn't hit my system with 50g of flavored sugar
the problem is i DO know what i want i'm just pretty sure i shouldn't hit my system with 50g of flavored sugar
January 22, 2026 at 10:55 PM
wandering around the truck stop browsing snacks going "i don't know what i want"
the problem is i DO know what i want i'm just pretty sure i shouldn't hit my system with 50g of flavored sugar
the problem is i DO know what i want i'm just pretty sure i shouldn't hit my system with 50g of flavored sugar
oh i do NOT like my activity watch showing my heartrate is elevated while driving + giving me "intensity minutes" for it I don't think this actually counts as exercise but also i don't feel that stressed out wtf
January 22, 2026 at 7:35 PM
oh i do NOT like my activity watch showing my heartrate is elevated while driving + giving me "intensity minutes" for it I don't think this actually counts as exercise but also i don't feel that stressed out wtf
dear juls: you don't have to go to sleep immediately but you DO need to stop reading socials. listen to your podcast and play a clicky game.
January 22, 2026 at 4:45 AM
dear juls: you don't have to go to sleep immediately but you DO need to stop reading socials. listen to your podcast and play a clicky game.
it's a seal point with mittens *sobbing at the cute*
January 22, 2026 at 3:56 AM
it's a seal point with mittens *sobbing at the cute*
oh no more cat crying
i'm staying an extra day at my friend's house bc I was sick last night (probably med side effects I hope) but so friend's at work, it's just me and the cats and the grumpy old lady cat, who I didn't even think liked me, meowed at me till I came to sit where she could sit on me
i'm staying an extra day at my friend's house bc I was sick last night (probably med side effects I hope) but so friend's at work, it's just me and the cats and the grumpy old lady cat, who I didn't even think liked me, meowed at me till I came to sit where she could sit on me
January 21, 2026 at 10:35 PM
oh no more cat crying
i'm staying an extra day at my friend's house bc I was sick last night (probably med side effects I hope) but so friend's at work, it's just me and the cats and the grumpy old lady cat, who I didn't even think liked me, meowed at me till I came to sit where she could sit on me
i'm staying an extra day at my friend's house bc I was sick last night (probably med side effects I hope) but so friend's at work, it's just me and the cats and the grumpy old lady cat, who I didn't even think liked me, meowed at me till I came to sit where she could sit on me
either my body is reacting very poorly to dosage change or i got food poisoning. trying to decide whether to try to go back to sleep since i got very little sleep due to this issue, or give it up as a lost cause
January 21, 2026 at 4:11 PM
either my body is reacting very poorly to dosage change or i got food poisoning. trying to decide whether to try to go back to sleep since i got very little sleep due to this issue, or give it up as a lost cause
i'm so tired but i can't get comfortable
January 21, 2026 at 8:57 AM
i'm so tired but i can't get comfortable
extended my trip to visit another friend, now calculating when i would get home if i started driving right now. it's generally not a great sign when wherever i am i want to be somewhere else
January 21, 2026 at 1:22 AM
extended my trip to visit another friend, now calculating when i would get home if i started driving right now. it's generally not a great sign when wherever i am i want to be somewhere else
i need to put the phone down and finish getting dressed.
January 20, 2026 at 6:10 PM
i need to put the phone down and finish getting dressed.
my friend has a mystery object we're wondering if it's a tool of some kind? It's stone, very smooth except for three lines carved in what I suspect might be a grip, about a finger length, curved on one side, flatter on the other.
January 20, 2026 at 1:23 AM
my friend has a mystery object we're wondering if it's a tool of some kind? It's stone, very smooth except for three lines carved in what I suspect might be a grip, about a finger length, curved on one side, flatter on the other.
i let a talented salesman at farmer's market convince me to buy traditional hummus (ie it had garlic in it)(it was so fucking good. it also had basil and sundried tomato but the garlic made it)(garlic is less bad for my chronically ill guts than onion but it's not great)(it was so good no more tho)
January 19, 2026 at 11:46 PM
i let a talented salesman at farmer's market convince me to buy traditional hummus (ie it had garlic in it)(it was so fucking good. it also had basil and sundried tomato but the garlic made it)(garlic is less bad for my chronically ill guts than onion but it's not great)(it was so good no more tho)
there's a HVAC repair van in front of me with the apparently trademarked phrase "There'll be NO Melvins on your job" and I can't decide if I want to know the story.
January 17, 2026 at 2:40 AM
there's a HVAC repair van in front of me with the apparently trademarked phrase "There'll be NO Melvins on your job" and I can't decide if I want to know the story.
worst part of thumb dumbassery is i don't think i can knit
January 16, 2026 at 4:31 AM
worst part of thumb dumbassery is i don't think i can knit
i am a dumbass who has learned absolutely nothing i sliced my thumb open while cutting tomatoes AGAIN
last time was july 4, i ended up in ER bc urgent care was closed. intern stabbed himself with my local anesthesia needle and had to be excused. my local had NOT taken effect when they did stitches
last time was july 4, i ended up in ER bc urgent care was closed. intern stabbed himself with my local anesthesia needle and had to be excused. my local had NOT taken effect when they did stitches
January 16, 2026 at 4:29 AM
i am a dumbass who has learned absolutely nothing i sliced my thumb open while cutting tomatoes AGAIN
last time was july 4, i ended up in ER bc urgent care was closed. intern stabbed himself with my local anesthesia needle and had to be excused. my local had NOT taken effect when they did stitches
last time was july 4, i ended up in ER bc urgent care was closed. intern stabbed himself with my local anesthesia needle and had to be excused. my local had NOT taken effect when they did stitches
@anatsuno.bsky.social I seem to have missed you today re D20 and fyi I'm out of pocket driving all day tomorrow
January 15, 2026 at 10:12 PM
@anatsuno.bsky.social I seem to have missed you today re D20 and fyi I'm out of pocket driving all day tomorrow
oooh rough day at the diner. Out of french fries!
January 15, 2026 at 9:13 PM
oooh rough day at the diner. Out of french fries!
there's a small little envelope from the vet's office in the mail like it's clearly greeting card size not official mail sized and I just know it's a condolence card and I don't wanna open it
January 15, 2026 at 8:06 PM
there's a small little envelope from the vet's office in the mail like it's clearly greeting card size not official mail sized and I just know it's a condolence card and I don't wanna open it
doing a few days in flagstaff with a supportive friend with cats who usually let me pet them a little. Will be there on my shot day for the study med. I worked out how I'm transporting it to make sure it doesn't bake in the car (I have a fridge! not totally necessary it can be room temp but anyway)
January 15, 2026 at 12:12 AM
doing a few days in flagstaff with a supportive friend with cats who usually let me pet them a little. Will be there on my shot day for the study med. I worked out how I'm transporting it to make sure it doesn't bake in the car (I have a fridge! not totally necessary it can be room temp but anyway)
fedex where arrreeee youuuu i wanna go to bed and have a little cry about my cat not Wait™ by the door all afternoon
January 14, 2026 at 8:03 PM
fedex where arrreeee youuuu i wanna go to bed and have a little cry about my cat not Wait™ by the door all afternoon
just talked to my therapist about my cat for most of the session. this is the last pic i posted of her. She was already pretty sick, I think now. Sleeping more because she was too tired to do anything else.
my spouse cleaned all her fur off the heating pad and when i noticed i had to cry about it
my spouse cleaned all her fur off the heating pad and when i noticed i had to cry about it
she looks so fucking sweet and i have to wake her up to squirt meds in her mouth
January 14, 2026 at 7:47 PM
just talked to my therapist about my cat for most of the session. this is the last pic i posted of her. She was already pretty sick, I think now. Sleeping more because she was too tired to do anything else.
my spouse cleaned all her fur off the heating pad and when i noticed i had to cry about it
my spouse cleaned all her fur off the heating pad and when i noticed i had to cry about it
jumpscared because my fannish email is getting spam from a clothing retailer who happens to have the same name as my former landlord. other jmtorres you GOTTA stop signing my email up for shit.
January 14, 2026 at 6:43 PM
jumpscared because my fannish email is getting spam from a clothing retailer who happens to have the same name as my former landlord. other jmtorres you GOTTA stop signing my email up for shit.