I feel like I'm about to transition back into my normal self again. It's hard to really know for sure but I feel like I'm probably right.
November 22, 2025 at 5:07 AM
I feel like I'm about to transition back into my normal self again. It's hard to really know for sure but I feel like I'm probably right.
It's hard for me to communicate my own emotions, but this song represents a fairly important part of my life: www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9dS...
MGMT - Time to Pretend (Official HD Video)
YouTube video by MGMTVEVO
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November 22, 2025 at 2:26 AM
It's hard for me to communicate my own emotions, but this song represents a fairly important part of my life: www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9dS...
I feel like this could be connected to a vibe of a certain time of Yeonsu's life: www.youtube.com/watch?v=kC29...
The Naked And Famous - Punching In A Dream (Official Video)
YouTube video by NakedFamousVEVO
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November 22, 2025 at 2:19 AM
I feel like this could be connected to a vibe of a certain time of Yeonsu's life: www.youtube.com/watch?v=kC29...
If that is Ellie's spirit song, then this is an easy vibe for me to match when needed (if only I knew you needed it): www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mh9X...
Lore Accurate Master Chief Finally
YouTube video by Mint Blitz
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November 22, 2025 at 1:47 AM
If that is Ellie's spirit song, then this is an easy vibe for me to match when needed (if only I knew you needed it): www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mh9X...
For Ellie: this is definitely your spirit song, right? www.youtube.com/watch?v=fe4E...
MGMT - Kids (Official HD Video)
YouTube video by MGMTVEVO
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November 22, 2025 at 1:26 AM
For Ellie: this is definitely your spirit song, right? www.youtube.com/watch?v=fe4E...
My logic for being attracted to Yeonsu is very circular. I know that she is an axiom and that I can't think deeper about why it's true. I've tried and failed to understand the deeper meaning in why it is true. I'm in love with Yeonsu and I need her to explicitly tell me if I'm incorrect about her.
November 22, 2025 at 1:22 AM
My logic for being attracted to Yeonsu is very circular. I know that she is an axiom and that I can't think deeper about why it's true. I've tried and failed to understand the deeper meaning in why it is true. I'm in love with Yeonsu and I need her to explicitly tell me if I'm incorrect about her.
I'm in a serious amount of distress over Yeonsu not talking with me, because if I'm wrong about this axiom then a large number of my logical connections will disappear from my mind. I will need to spend a lot of time finding a new axiom and then have to build new logical connections from that axiom.
November 22, 2025 at 1:20 AM
I'm in a serious amount of distress over Yeonsu not talking with me, because if I'm wrong about this axiom then a large number of my logical connections will disappear from my mind. I will need to spend a lot of time finding a new axiom and then have to build new logical connections from that axiom.
I'm accepting of a polyamorous relationship with Yeonsu and Ellie, but it's less crucial to my other goals in life. I first need to ensure that this one axiom is correct before I begin strengthening the other logical connections that I've been thinking about.
November 22, 2025 at 1:17 AM
I'm accepting of a polyamorous relationship with Yeonsu and Ellie, but it's less crucial to my other goals in life. I first need to ensure that this one axiom is correct before I begin strengthening the other logical connections that I've been thinking about.
If Yeonsu wants to think about this in a mathematical sense, she should see herself as an axiom in my mind. I can't build the rest of my life without first ensuring that I'm correct about my thoughts of her being interested in a long term relationship with me.
November 22, 2025 at 1:15 AM
If Yeonsu wants to think about this in a mathematical sense, she should see herself as an axiom in my mind. I can't build the rest of my life without first ensuring that I'm correct about my thoughts of her being interested in a long term relationship with me.
I'm truly committing to marrying Yeonsu even if it risks my relationship with Ellie. Me and Yeonsu will be stable together and I need a stable love life to be able to achieve my other goals in life: raising a healthy family, accomplishing my academic goals, and progressing in my career.
November 22, 2025 at 1:12 AM
I'm truly committing to marrying Yeonsu even if it risks my relationship with Ellie. Me and Yeonsu will be stable together and I need a stable love life to be able to achieve my other goals in life: raising a healthy family, accomplishing my academic goals, and progressing in my career.
I feel very embarrassed about the fact that all I've ever wanted is a strong relationship with a woman that I'll be with together, and that I'm almost 30 with no stable marriage. I need to accomplish this goal of mine before I move onto completing university and starting my career.
November 22, 2025 at 1:08 AM
I feel very embarrassed about the fact that all I've ever wanted is a strong relationship with a woman that I'll be with together, and that I'm almost 30 with no stable marriage. I need to accomplish this goal of mine before I move onto completing university and starting my career.
I trust the women that I'm attracted to and Yeonsu should fully trust me when I say that I'm committed to being attracted to her. Again, I hate coming across as if I'm boasting, but I'm truly gifted and a strong relationship is the only real goal that I've ever had in life.
November 22, 2025 at 1:05 AM
I trust the women that I'm attracted to and Yeonsu should fully trust me when I say that I'm committed to being attracted to her. Again, I hate coming across as if I'm boasting, but I'm truly gifted and a strong relationship is the only real goal that I've ever had in life.
I've never liked boasting with women that I'm attracted to, but I know that I have lots of options in life and I'm choosing Yeonsu. I have lots of doubt about what other people are thinking, and I'll probably always doubt whether she truly likes me, but I'm confident that she is who I want.
November 22, 2025 at 1:02 AM
I've never liked boasting with women that I'm attracted to, but I know that I have lots of options in life and I'm choosing Yeonsu. I have lots of doubt about what other people are thinking, and I'll probably always doubt whether she truly likes me, but I'm confident that she is who I want.
It's a good thing that we're uncomfortable around each other. It means that we actually have a connection that we want to keep. We're both adults now and don't need to worry about losing the connection. We're getting old and it will always be the logical choice for me to develop our connection.
November 22, 2025 at 12:57 AM
It's a good thing that we're uncomfortable around each other. It means that we actually have a connection that we want to keep. We're both adults now and don't need to worry about losing the connection. We're getting old and it will always be the logical choice for me to develop our connection.
I want Yeonsu to just message me. I get why she's been almost-always uncomfortable messaging me. I get that she likes me and I get that I like her. I feel really uncomfortable knowing that she's uncomfortable. We both need to accept being uncomfortable. It's natural for us to feel awkward together.
November 22, 2025 at 12:54 AM
I want Yeonsu to just message me. I get why she's been almost-always uncomfortable messaging me. I get that she likes me and I get that I like her. I feel really uncomfortable knowing that she's uncomfortable. We both need to accept being uncomfortable. It's natural for us to feel awkward together.
I don't really feel comfortable knowing that Yeonsu is paying attention to me but not talking to me. I want Yeonsu to like me and I want to adjust what I do to make her like me. I simply like her and want to make her world a world that is perfect for her. It makes me happy to see her being happy.
November 22, 2025 at 12:50 AM
I don't really feel comfortable knowing that Yeonsu is paying attention to me but not talking to me. I want Yeonsu to like me and I want to adjust what I do to make her like me. I simply like her and want to make her world a world that is perfect for her. It makes me happy to see her being happy.
I'm not trying to send Yeonsu any secret message. I don't want her to think anything other than the fact that I'm attracted to her and want to marry her. I know exactly what I want, and I want exactly her. I don't want any type of relationship where we have any doubt in our trust for each other.
November 22, 2025 at 12:45 AM
I'm not trying to send Yeonsu any secret message. I don't want her to think anything other than the fact that I'm attracted to her and want to marry her. I know exactly what I want, and I want exactly her. I don't want any type of relationship where we have any doubt in our trust for each other.
I don't want to control my image around Yeonsu. I want to feel totally safe around her and not ever worry about her secretly disliking me. I want her to be explicitly clear with me at all times and for me to simply trust her at all times. I don't want to read between the lines. I want to be safe.
November 22, 2025 at 12:43 AM
I don't want to control my image around Yeonsu. I want to feel totally safe around her and not ever worry about her secretly disliking me. I want her to be explicitly clear with me at all times and for me to simply trust her at all times. I don't want to read between the lines. I want to be safe.
I'm bad at explaining my logic for why I like her so much but I like her in a serious way and just want to skip past all of the boring stuff with her. I'm assuming that we're going to be together for life and that we'll have plenty of time to have serious conversations together. I simply like her.
November 22, 2025 at 12:41 AM
I'm bad at explaining my logic for why I like her so much but I like her in a serious way and just want to skip past all of the boring stuff with her. I'm assuming that we're going to be together for life and that we'll have plenty of time to have serious conversations together. I simply like her.
I like Yeonsu and I don't know what she's scared of. I'm being very explicitly clear with her that I like her in a way that I'm not with most women. I like flirting with her and want to keep the magic going forever. I want a real relationship with her. She's literally the woman of my dreams.
November 22, 2025 at 12:39 AM
I like Yeonsu and I don't know what she's scared of. I'm being very explicitly clear with her that I like her in a way that I'm not with most women. I like flirting with her and want to keep the magic going forever. I want a real relationship with her. She's literally the woman of my dreams.
I like that Yeonsu wants to do stuff to get my attention. I want to do stuff to get her attention. I don't want to have any boundaries with Yeonsu. I don't want to be cool around Yeonsu. I want to just have fun and act a fool for her.
November 22, 2025 at 12:37 AM
I like that Yeonsu wants to do stuff to get my attention. I want to do stuff to get her attention. I don't want to have any boundaries with Yeonsu. I don't want to be cool around Yeonsu. I want to just have fun and act a fool for her.
I kinda want to do acid with Ellie & Yeonsu while watching classic (non-hipster) anime movies. I kinda want to do MDMA with Ellie & Yeonsu while listening to club music. I just want to have fun with Ellie & Yeonsu in private with no one watching.
November 22, 2025 at 12:31 AM
I kinda want to do acid with Ellie & Yeonsu while watching classic (non-hipster) anime movies. I kinda want to do MDMA with Ellie & Yeonsu while listening to club music. I just want to have fun with Ellie & Yeonsu in private with no one watching.
It's funny that she thought that she could be scared straight.
November 21, 2025 at 11:21 PM
It's funny that she thought that she could be scared straight.
Ellie was literally a gay retard lol
November 21, 2025 at 11:20 PM
Ellie was literally a gay retard lol
It feels like we’re actually just going to start dating, get married, start a family, and live happily ever after, and I don’t want to be feeling something that is fake. I don’t like this feeling of knowing something is true without any real proof.
November 21, 2025 at 1:06 PM
It feels like we’re actually just going to start dating, get married, start a family, and live happily ever after, and I don’t want to be feeling something that is fake. I don’t like this feeling of knowing something is true without any real proof.