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Jenna Bean 👸🏻
@jennabean75.bsky.social
PhD candidate, MA Clinical Psychology ‘26, B.A.Psychology, Abnormal Psychology, B.A. Radio TV & Film, Somatic Practitioner #GirlResetButton https://jennabeanlvlz.substack.com
One of my Chanukah presents was my snowboarding season pass for Mammoth. So every chance from now till March I will be training! Those Alpe d'Huez, French Alps don’t play. It has been 3 seasons without snowboarding. 2 seasons because I was dating a soulless fool who operates out of fear, not fun
December 20, 2025 at 12:53 AM
All I want to do is curl up with my hubs, watch some Nordic Vampire movies, eat all these cookies I made, and bury my face in my 💗’s chest. I crave such safety now
December 20, 2025 at 12:41 AM
What a night where they let us have phones… most of the holiday parties I couldn’t
December 19, 2025 at 5:43 PM
I think I quantum leaped timelines; seriously. Seeing my Ex made me think of all the things that have happened in the last 20 years. I am proud of myself. Proud of the work professionally I have done. More so the internal work on myself since then. I am kind of in a daze about it.
December 19, 2025 at 8:59 AM
Tonight I saw my Ex boyfriend from 2005 ish. He looked so fragile, so worn down. He sent over dessert and coffee to the table. The waiter relayed a message to me on a bar napkin. It said he heard my laugh and knew it was me. He said I was still beautiful and larger than life. Wow
December 19, 2025 at 8:56 AM
It is always fun going to NYC with the time difference, but I am hating life coming back and losing half a day.. I am sleeping in
December 18, 2025 at 10:18 PM
December 18, 2025 at 2:43 AM
One year anniversary with my 💗. Who held my hand while I was going thru so much pain. Who sent me care packages, met me in foreign lands, gave me Earth Shattering reality bending love. Who met me at the altar and hugged speakers. This is the face of happiness TRUE.
December 17, 2025 at 4:13 PM
We are celebrating both Chanukah and Christmas. I got a clue delivered today at work about where we are going that I gotta be at Burbank airport at 5 AM. NYC Rockettes Christmas Spectacular! I also ate my way through to the caramel popcorn at the bottom. Thank goodness it is leg day today
December 17, 2025 at 12:12 AM
I do my own stats, and I have counted over 76 shows this year. 15 straight musicals or plays from West End London to Pasadena. Countless new movies. 43 books. I used to post EVERYTHING to prove something to people who don’t care. What I do care about was the company. I feel so safe, so seen ❤️
December 15, 2025 at 7:13 PM
We have seen about 15 shows in the past few weeks from Broadway to Pasadena. Seen all my friends in their shows is so inspiring to follow your dreams, no matter what age or time. I get to take my mom to our favorites with her SIL, who she is in love with. My mom started me on shows as a child 😭
December 15, 2025 at 6:00 PM
I also never seen my hubs so upset and near tears as in the jazz club as I casually mention my last relationship experience.You never really know how abused, neglected,gaslight,and outright truly not liked until you tell another soul. As time times passes new moments pop up. So happy to be free.
December 15, 2025 at 5:47 PM
I haven’t had a whole lot of time to decorate my place in MDR. However my first Chanukkah present was in my home office. My hubs had all my degrees professionally framed and all my awards shelved so beautifully. And also a dog bed with a water/food bowl camera machine as we are fostering soon 💗😭💗
December 15, 2025 at 5:43 PM
December 12, 2025 at 10:30 PM
One thing about Miami, after going yearly for 15 years… the culture of the super club is quite predatory on a level that I could never have kept up with in my youth. I saw girls wrestling to get in, and the fighting in the club.
December 10, 2025 at 6:48 PM
THIS IS EPIC
Say what you want about the Catholic Church but we are the most metal religion and it’s not close
'Skull of St. Thomas Aquinas being transported to Fossanova Abbey.'
Photograph by Daniel Ibanez
December 10, 2025 at 6:37 PM
Nailed NYC, Art Basel in one swoop. Now it is Iceland, with some off roading, Northern Lights, snuggling with my Hubs, disgusting fish, but excellent cuisine. This will conclude this year on a high note. I have faith in myself again. And sharing life with someone in that state is all the best
December 10, 2025 at 3:21 PM
I just got handed my Arse about my Thesis and PhD…writing is rewriting. My mentor is the same Professor as my English Honors teacher. He got the best of my words out. He also saw my lazy pages. Marina Del Rey is still new to me. 30 years later
December 2, 2025 at 12:09 PM
Ughhh this AM weight session burned up all the meals I prepped for the Holiday meals for those with food insecurity this season. I can barely move, hope I make it to brunch
November 29, 2025 at 7:25 PM
When your hubs leaves but says they have a surprise for you, get in the car service. This then a week in NYC for musical theatre and shopping for winter adventures and shenanigans. It feels lovely to be truly seen, validated, and admired. Someone is proud of me 😭😭😭
November 29, 2025 at 2:57 AM
Up writing because I can’t sleep.
November 28, 2025 at 12:15 PM
Proof of existence
November 28, 2025 at 10:53 AM
Tonight’s Industry holiday party is gonna be sentimental. Loss of life will blow the light of memories from the old Venice gente. Sadie Hawkins dance tonight in honor of Spanto.. lots of tears, and so grateful my husband and I get to share it to celebrate our 1 year xxo #Dateaversary
November 26, 2025 at 12:32 AM
I do love commenting anonymously on subjects and experiences I am fluent and skilled in. The immediate response is usually from a man, who says first “I have 15+ in mucky muck”, the mansplain my idea, then reply with no idea. Then they punctuate it about my forehead or teeth, or weight
November 25, 2025 at 10:35 PM