Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️⚧️
@irisia.bsky.social
Iris/Iri/Iry/Holly ~ 23 ~ 🏳️⚧️🇷🇺 she/her/fae, HRT: 12/25/25 ~ not good enough outside, brave and strong inside
https://linktr.ee/iamirisia
https://linktr.ee/iamirisia
2025 is over, I accomplished my key goals — moved to Spain and started HRT 🏳️⚧️
but... now what ? strive for another goal ? I don't think I have any for 2026
People say to make small steps, but I don't know what to do to make my dreams close to happen 😮💨
but... now what ? strive for another goal ? I don't think I have any for 2026
People say to make small steps, but I don't know what to do to make my dreams close to happen 😮💨
December 31, 2025 at 10:54 PM
2025 is over, I accomplished my key goals — moved to Spain and started HRT 🏳️⚧️
but... now what ? strive for another goal ? I don't think I have any for 2026
People say to make small steps, but I don't know what to do to make my dreams close to happen 😮💨
but... now what ? strive for another goal ? I don't think I have any for 2026
People say to make small steps, but I don't know what to do to make my dreams close to happen 😮💨
about to do my second injection tonight !
December 29, 2025 at 1:14 PM
about to do my second injection tonight !
finally it's real ! 🏳️⚧️
but at what cost ? 😮💨💔
but at what cost ? 😮💨💔
December 26, 2025 at 1:39 AM
finally it's real ! 🏳️⚧️
but at what cost ? 😮💨💔
but at what cost ? 😮💨💔
Doing some stuff for you before Christmas, will tell you where I have been missing
I don't want to ruin a surprise 🫢
I don't want to ruin a surprise 🫢
December 20, 2025 at 2:12 PM
Doing some stuff for you before Christmas, will tell you where I have been missing
I don't want to ruin a surprise 🫢
I don't want to ruin a surprise 🫢
I was referred to a specialist endocrinologist and told to get some tests done. The appointment is in June. I'm hoping they'll move it up a notch, but it's better than nothing.
happy #transgenderawarenessweek btw ! 🏳️⚧️
happy #transgenderawarenessweek btw ! 🏳️⚧️
November 18, 2025 at 10:01 AM
I was referred to a specialist endocrinologist and told to get some tests done. The appointment is in June. I'm hoping they'll move it up a notch, but it's better than nothing.
happy #transgenderawarenessweek btw ! 🏳️⚧️
happy #transgenderawarenessweek btw ! 🏳️⚧️
did you miss me ? 🏳️⚧️
I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow
At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting
I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow
At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting
November 17, 2025 at 1:47 PM
did you miss me ? 🏳️⚧️
I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow
At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting
I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow
At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting
did you miss me ? 🏳️⚧️
I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow
At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting
I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow
At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting
November 17, 2025 at 1:42 PM
did you miss me ? 🏳️⚧️
I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow
At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting
I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow
At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting
I am so proud to be queer 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
July 17, 2025 at 9:53 PM
I am so proud to be queer 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
guess who is silly enough to wear broken sunglasses 😜
July 14, 2025 at 1:09 AM
guess who is silly enough to wear broken sunglasses 😜
finally feel pretty as I don't have to hide anymore 😌
no makeup btw
no makeup btw
July 12, 2025 at 4:11 PM
finally feel pretty as I don't have to hide anymore 😌
no makeup btw
no makeup btw
it's been a few days since I arrived in Spain
I passed the interview for the asylum, I was allowed through the border, I applied for the return of my luggage and checked into the hotel for refugees :)
I passed the interview for the asylum, I was allowed through the border, I applied for the return of my luggage and checked into the hotel for refugees :)
July 9, 2025 at 9:02 PM
it's been a few days since I arrived in Spain
I passed the interview for the asylum, I was allowed through the border, I applied for the return of my luggage and checked into the hotel for refugees :)
I passed the interview for the asylum, I was allowed through the border, I applied for the return of my luggage and checked into the hotel for refugees :)
I HAD TO BE SILENT FOR 3 FUCKING WEEKS, IT WAS THE MOST STRESSFUL TIME IN MY LIFE
BUT I'M FINALLY DOING IT
ON THE SECOND ATTEMPT, I AM FINALLY HEADING TO SPAIN TO ASK FOR ASYLUM AS A RUSSIAN TRANS GIRL !!!!
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT 🩵🩷🏳️⚧️
BUT I'M FINALLY DOING IT
ON THE SECOND ATTEMPT, I AM FINALLY HEADING TO SPAIN TO ASK FOR ASYLUM AS A RUSSIAN TRANS GIRL !!!!
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT 🩵🩷🏳️⚧️
July 6, 2025 at 1:51 PM
I HAD TO BE SILENT FOR 3 FUCKING WEEKS, IT WAS THE MOST STRESSFUL TIME IN MY LIFE
BUT I'M FINALLY DOING IT
ON THE SECOND ATTEMPT, I AM FINALLY HEADING TO SPAIN TO ASK FOR ASYLUM AS A RUSSIAN TRANS GIRL !!!!
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT 🩵🩷🏳️⚧️
BUT I'M FINALLY DOING IT
ON THE SECOND ATTEMPT, I AM FINALLY HEADING TO SPAIN TO ASK FOR ASYLUM AS A RUSSIAN TRANS GIRL !!!!
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT 🩵🩷🏳️⚧️
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sorry for never remembering to post here :c
May 16, 2025 at 12:17 PM
sorry for never remembering to post here :c
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We are going to try to make the move. Looking at Wa state and hoping sometime mid summer. Trying to get help with expenses and making a safe landing. Please only if you are able, take care of yourself first. Appreciate any help or shares though. Open to talk if anyone has other ways of helping too.
Donate to Jess and Eva's Path to New Beginnings, organized by Jessica Parker
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May 3, 2025 at 1:42 PM
We are going to try to make the move. Looking at Wa state and hoping sometime mid summer. Trying to get help with expenses and making a safe landing. Please only if you are able, take care of yourself first. Appreciate any help or shares though. Open to talk if anyone has other ways of helping too.
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Reposted by Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️⚧️
I just dream for the day when everything will change in a much better way for me (or may not change at all)
But for now, I just exist, finish my preparation stuff which will take time & see no point to be any happy
I know what I have to do and I do it, but it's boring and slow
But for now, I just exist, finish my preparation stuff which will take time & see no point to be any happy
I know what I have to do and I do it, but it's boring and slow
April 29, 2025 at 9:14 PM
I just dream for the day when everything will change in a much better way for me (or may not change at all)
But for now, I just exist, finish my preparation stuff which will take time & see no point to be any happy
I know what I have to do and I do it, but it's boring and slow
But for now, I just exist, finish my preparation stuff which will take time & see no point to be any happy
I know what I have to do and I do it, but it's boring and slow
I declare that everything that has happened in my life, including my closed nature, nervousness, desire to forget what happened in the past, changing myself beyond recognition are long-term consequences of school bullying from which I haven't recovered after almost 15 years 🤕
April 25, 2025 at 3:55 PM
I declare that everything that has happened in my life, including my closed nature, nervousness, desire to forget what happened in the past, changing myself beyond recognition are long-term consequences of school bullying from which I haven't recovered after almost 15 years 🤕
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i think something that can be said about all people who transition - or come out of the closet at all - is they have answered life at least once with a resounding YES. this is more than most manage and those lacking virtue always resent those who display it.
April 19, 2025 at 11:43 AM
i think something that can be said about all people who transition - or come out of the closet at all - is they have answered life at least once with a resounding YES. this is more than most manage and those lacking virtue always resent those who display it.
I thank everyone for the support ! 🩷🩵
I didn't expect much from this round, and I did my best to boost my fundraising, but at least when I finish all my preparings in several months, the rest of the goal will be successfully covered from my own money :)
I didn't expect much from this round, and I did my best to boost my fundraising, but at least when I finish all my preparings in several months, the rest of the goal will be successfully covered from my own money :)
April 17, 2025 at 2:06 PM
I thank everyone for the support ! 🩷🩵
I didn't expect much from this round, and I did my best to boost my fundraising, but at least when I finish all my preparings in several months, the rest of the goal will be successfully covered from my own money :)
I didn't expect much from this round, and I did my best to boost my fundraising, but at least when I finish all my preparings in several months, the rest of the goal will be successfully covered from my own money :)
3 years ago I left Russia 🇷🇺, and I'm still broken.
6,5 months ago I started fundraising money for a moving to a safe country following the ban on any LGBTQ+ activity in Georgia 🇬🇪 where I moved to.
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
gofund.me/7182b3ee
Here's what I went through. (1/
6,5 months ago I started fundraising money for a moving to a safe country following the ban on any LGBTQ+ activity in Georgia 🇬🇪 where I moved to.
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
gofund.me/7182b3ee
Here's what I went through. (1/
April 15, 2025 at 4:16 PM
3 years ago I left Russia 🇷🇺, and I'm still broken.
6,5 months ago I started fundraising money for a moving to a safe country following the ban on any LGBTQ+ activity in Georgia 🇬🇪 where I moved to.
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
gofund.me/7182b3ee
Here's what I went through. (1/
6,5 months ago I started fundraising money for a moving to a safe country following the ban on any LGBTQ+ activity in Georgia 🇬🇪 where I moved to.
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
gofund.me/7182b3ee
Here's what I went through. (1/
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Happy day of trans visibility!
Be yourself no matter what biology says conquer your body and be proud!
Be yourself no matter what biology says conquer your body and be proud!
March 31, 2025 at 8:51 PM
Happy day of trans visibility!
Be yourself no matter what biology says conquer your body and be proud!
Be yourself no matter what biology says conquer your body and be proud!
I don't think I have a mood to celebrate Trans Day of Visibility after what happened in 2024
Broken, scared, hiding, depressed, almost out of hope — everything has become worse in my life since then, I've been forced to revert all the progress bc of the local anti-trans laws 😞
Broken, scared, hiding, depressed, almost out of hope — everything has become worse in my life since then, I've been forced to revert all the progress bc of the local anti-trans laws 😞
March 31, 2025 at 9:21 AM
I don't think I have a mood to celebrate Trans Day of Visibility after what happened in 2024
Broken, scared, hiding, depressed, almost out of hope — everything has become worse in my life since then, I've been forced to revert all the progress bc of the local anti-trans laws 😞
Broken, scared, hiding, depressed, almost out of hope — everything has become worse in my life since then, I've been forced to revert all the progress bc of the local anti-trans laws 😞
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meow feed me or I will piss your bed 😼
March 27, 2025 at 4:12 PM
meow feed me or I will piss your bed 😼