Mason Lee Dǒng
@internetschizo.bsky.social
I should listen to my heart more often
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Morphine is fucking awesome
January 10, 2026 at 7:12 AM
Morphine is fucking awesome
choo choo time
December 29, 2025 at 9:57 AM
choo choo time
A very merry Christmas to the world.
December 25, 2025 at 7:31 PM
A very merry Christmas to the world.
awesome ass lyrics
December 20, 2025 at 12:35 AM
awesome ass lyrics
I'll wake up one day after my 18 hours in bed just so I can just end it via the super cool train that passes near my house.
December 14, 2025 at 5:22 PM
I'll wake up one day after my 18 hours in bed just so I can just end it via the super cool train that passes near my house.
My favourite phrase is “oh well” because it means, to me, that I've either lost or have just given up. I feel like that's a common occurrence but like I said, oh well, it really doesn't matter.
December 13, 2025 at 12:07 AM
My favourite phrase is “oh well” because it means, to me, that I've either lost or have just given up. I feel like that's a common occurrence but like I said, oh well, it really doesn't matter.
I hate that I still yearn for what I should never do. That's a bit vague, but I feel like I'm devolving further into a recluse to the point where I've forgotten how to speak to people. I'm somewhat fine with that but I've been plagued with an insatiable hunger towards affection(?) and its killing me
December 13, 2025 at 12:02 AM
I hate that I still yearn for what I should never do. That's a bit vague, but I feel like I'm devolving further into a recluse to the point where I've forgotten how to speak to people. I'm somewhat fine with that but I've been plagued with an insatiable hunger towards affection(?) and its killing me
I Highkey don't like posts anymore for the express purpose that they could click on my accounts and see what i post. I don't mind strangers, family friends, the pity party looking but my idols..? Never in a million years.
December 5, 2025 at 4:45 AM
I Highkey don't like posts anymore for the express purpose that they could click on my accounts and see what i post. I don't mind strangers, family friends, the pity party looking but my idols..? Never in a million years.
Oh well, is all I need to say to myself to keep myself sane enough anyway. It's all too swell.
December 5, 2025 at 4:39 AM
Oh well, is all I need to say to myself to keep myself sane enough anyway. It's all too swell.
Tldr; buy me beer lowk. I might go on longer🤑
December 5, 2025 at 4:31 AM
Tldr; buy me beer lowk. I might go on longer🤑
I'm not crying for help, I'm just writing laments so I can communicate to those what how and why I did it. I just stopped caring about responsibility. I don't want people to even know I exist anymore, and if I ever got help, I'd refuse it because people and psycharity fucking suck and never help.
December 5, 2025 at 4:29 AM
I'm not crying for help, I'm just writing laments so I can communicate to those what how and why I did it. I just stopped caring about responsibility. I don't want people to even know I exist anymore, and if I ever got help, I'd refuse it because people and psycharity fucking suck and never help.
I wished those who did care gave up earlier. All there is just guilt keeping me alive and guilt, making me want to stop being alive it feeds into itself. I feel sick to my stomach piercing pain in my heart and buried by thoughts. In the end, it's whatever. I'll shove it to the side just for alcohol.
December 5, 2025 at 4:24 AM
I wished those who did care gave up earlier. All there is just guilt keeping me alive and guilt, making me want to stop being alive it feeds into itself. I feel sick to my stomach piercing pain in my heart and buried by thoughts. In the end, it's whatever. I'll shove it to the side just for alcohol.
Whenever I crave alcohol waiting for welfare to come in, I feel so sick to my stomach and have a sensation to vomit. I really don't know if that's shared or not. I don't really care if it is, but I hate it. I hate a lot of things that I've done and had wished to in life. There are too many regrets.
December 5, 2025 at 4:18 AM
Whenever I crave alcohol waiting for welfare to come in, I feel so sick to my stomach and have a sensation to vomit. I really don't know if that's shared or not. I don't really care if it is, but I hate it. I hate a lot of things that I've done and had wished to in life. There are too many regrets.
I don't know why I'm like this other than just being really dumb :p
December 2, 2025 at 6:44 AM
I don't know why I'm like this other than just being really dumb :p
I feel so lovely I feel so wonderful, I love my hobbies.
November 29, 2025 at 4:23 PM
I feel so lovely I feel so wonderful, I love my hobbies.
It's pretty hard for me to find reasons to stay other than this lovely feeling of inebriation
November 13, 2025 at 8:42 AM
It's pretty hard for me to find reasons to stay other than this lovely feeling of inebriation
blarrrg-mphm-gulp-burrrrp close call
November 10, 2025 at 7:28 AM
blarrrg-mphm-gulp-burrrrp close call
I'm just glad I'm not a big name, so all the consequences on the Internet aren't going to affect my daily life of playing games and drinking
November 6, 2025 at 11:18 AM
I'm just glad I'm not a big name, so all the consequences on the Internet aren't going to affect my daily life of playing games and drinking
thorough revenge is to forgive and forget
October 13, 2025 at 8:08 AM
thorough revenge is to forgive and forget
I find that once I had left the chrysalis I stopped changing but never stopping growing, my wings are fine but they are ugly
October 2, 2025 at 10:58 PM
I find that once I had left the chrysalis I stopped changing but never stopping growing, my wings are fine but they are ugly
I think alot of the issues I have stem from who I am and never wanted to be
October 2, 2025 at 10:56 PM
I think alot of the issues I have stem from who I am and never wanted to be
I wish to have a pillbug preform a eulogy seventeen hundred years from now
September 16, 2025 at 1:21 PM
I wish to have a pillbug preform a eulogy seventeen hundred years from now
nothing will change, I will always stay the same until the soul is worn down and the body is broken
September 16, 2025 at 1:19 PM
nothing will change, I will always stay the same until the soul is worn down and the body is broken
they suggest and request and always ask
September 16, 2025 at 1:16 PM
they suggest and request and always ask
yet I tire, feeling uninspired always so mired
September 16, 2025 at 1:15 PM
yet I tire, feeling uninspired always so mired