balladeer
@impiapupa.bsky.social
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artist : minthsd
artist : minthsd
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my rot is as hungry as me. and when god asks me about love, i always respond with cruelty. i know no other answer. yes, love can be the violence.
December 22, 2025 at 1:14 AM
my rot is as hungry as me. and when god asks me about love, i always respond with cruelty. i know no other answer. yes, love can be the violence.
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what am i doing? why do i wanna hurt you so bad?
December 15, 2025 at 2:50 AM
what am i doing? why do i wanna hurt you so bad?
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Ignorant atrocities and colorless apologies! This isn't what it looks to be, i'm not as cruel as you see me!
December 16, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Ignorant atrocities and colorless apologies! This isn't what it looks to be, i'm not as cruel as you see me!
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we were supposed to be familyˎ yet you left me so easily ... what made you think that i could survive in a world without you in it 𖤠
December 16, 2025 at 1:51 PM
we were supposed to be familyˎ yet you left me so easily ... what made you think that i could survive in a world without you in it 𖤠
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Like a puppet with its strings cut,
I laugh at god!
I laugh at god!
December 9, 2025 at 12:49 AM
Like a puppet with its strings cut,
I laugh at god!
I laugh at god!
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THIS IS WHO YOU ARE.
A HUSK OF YOUR FORMER LIFE.
EMBRACE IT.
RELISH IN THE HYSTERIA.
RELISH IN THE MADNESS.
RELISH IN THE INSANITY.
WEAPONIZE YOUR SORROW.
WEAPONIZE YOUR ANGUISH.
WEAPONIZE YOUR TORMENT.
THE ROOT OF IT
STANDS BEFORE YOU.
A HUSK OF YOUR FORMER LIFE.
EMBRACE IT.
RELISH IN THE HYSTERIA.
RELISH IN THE MADNESS.
RELISH IN THE INSANITY.
WEAPONIZE YOUR SORROW.
WEAPONIZE YOUR ANGUISH.
WEAPONIZE YOUR TORMENT.
THE ROOT OF IT
STANDS BEFORE YOU.
December 8, 2025 at 11:59 PM
THIS IS WHO YOU ARE.
A HUSK OF YOUR FORMER LIFE.
EMBRACE IT.
RELISH IN THE HYSTERIA.
RELISH IN THE MADNESS.
RELISH IN THE INSANITY.
WEAPONIZE YOUR SORROW.
WEAPONIZE YOUR ANGUISH.
WEAPONIZE YOUR TORMENT.
THE ROOT OF IT
STANDS BEFORE YOU.
A HUSK OF YOUR FORMER LIFE.
EMBRACE IT.
RELISH IN THE HYSTERIA.
RELISH IN THE MADNESS.
RELISH IN THE INSANITY.
WEAPONIZE YOUR SORROW.
WEAPONIZE YOUR ANGUISH.
WEAPONIZE YOUR TORMENT.
THE ROOT OF IT
STANDS BEFORE YOU.
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let me tell you about my childhood. damaged & ripped apart. i have been unhappy for as long as i could remember. i was born mouldable, and through violence, i was shaped into a monster.
December 8, 2025 at 6:00 AM
let me tell you about my childhood. damaged & ripped apart. i have been unhappy for as long as i could remember. i was born mouldable, and through violence, i was shaped into a monster.
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every time i think i've made progressˎ i'm knocked back down and sent spiraling. its like the world is against meˎ trying to keep me in this state of pain and torment.
December 7, 2025 at 8:11 PM
every time i think i've made progressˎ i'm knocked back down and sent spiraling. its like the world is against meˎ trying to keep me in this state of pain and torment.
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It matters not how much power I obtain... This emptiness in my heart will not be filled.
December 7, 2025 at 1:53 PM
It matters not how much power I obtain... This emptiness in my heart will not be filled.
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I KNOW YOU'RE THE REASON FOR THE CHANGE I'VE FELT
I KNOW YOU'RE THE REASON FOR THE PAIN I'VE HELD
I KNOW YOU'RE THE REASON FOR THE PAIN I'VE HELD
December 5, 2025 at 1:35 AM
I KNOW YOU'RE THE REASON FOR THE CHANGE I'VE FELT
I KNOW YOU'RE THE REASON FOR THE PAIN I'VE HELD
I KNOW YOU'RE THE REASON FOR THE PAIN I'VE HELD
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Love humiliates you, but hatred cradles you.
December 3, 2025 at 12:10 PM
Love humiliates you, but hatred cradles you.
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you hate yourself so loudly. you hate yourself at the top of your lungs.
December 1, 2025 at 4:23 PM
you hate yourself so loudly. you hate yourself at the top of your lungs.
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i let my rage control me. / i let my grief dictate me.
December 1, 2025 at 7:02 AM
i let my rage control me. / i let my grief dictate me.
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Make me your god 、I can give you everything.
December 1, 2025 at 8:46 AM
Make me your god 、I can give you everything.
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IT'S A STORY OF SACRIFICE AND BETRAYAL. AND OF GOOD PEOPLE DYING IN STUPID, POINTLESS WAYS.
December 1, 2025 at 8:46 AM
IT'S A STORY OF SACRIFICE AND BETRAYAL. AND OF GOOD PEOPLE DYING IN STUPID, POINTLESS WAYS.
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the truth is i am a toy that people enjoy 'til all of the tricks don't work anymore and then they are bored of me
December 1, 2025 at 7:43 AM
the truth is i am a toy that people enjoy 'til all of the tricks don't work anymore and then they are bored of me
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AND IF I WAS GOD, I'D KILL THE PEOPLE WHO BELIEVE IN ME—
AND IF I WAS GOD, I'D MAKE EVERYBODY BOW TO ME!
AND IF I WAS GOD, I'D MAKE EVERYBODY BOW TO ME!
December 1, 2025 at 5:39 AM
AND IF I WAS GOD, I'D KILL THE PEOPLE WHO BELIEVE IN ME—
AND IF I WAS GOD, I'D MAKE EVERYBODY BOW TO ME!
AND IF I WAS GOD, I'D MAKE EVERYBODY BOW TO ME!
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i don't care if it hurts， i wanna have control. i want a perfect body. i want a perfect soul.
November 30, 2025 at 11:10 PM
i don't care if it hurts， i wanna have control. i want a perfect body. i want a perfect soul.
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grief taught me inhumane things.
November 29, 2025 at 2:55 AM
grief taught me inhumane things.
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I scream and shout like this
Just to prove to the world that I still exist
I don't believe in life
And I won't believe in death 'til I die
Just to prove to the world that I still exist
I don't believe in life
And I won't believe in death 'til I die
November 29, 2025 at 1:44 AM
I scream and shout like this
Just to prove to the world that I still exist
I don't believe in life
And I won't believe in death 'til I die
Just to prove to the world that I still exist
I don't believe in life
And I won't believe in death 'til I die
Despite hearing him walking over, the last thing he expected was actually being touched.
As soon as Childe's arm had, a hand reached up to snatch his wrist- shifting to duck under it and twisting his arm, nose wrinkling slightly and scowling before pushing it away. A very clear, silent, tell to +
As soon as Childe's arm had, a hand reached up to snatch his wrist- shifting to duck under it and twisting his arm, nose wrinkling slightly and scowling before pushing it away. A very clear, silent, tell to +
He should be more cautious, coming up on @impiapupa.bsky.social to loop an arm over his shoulders, but he's not.
"Scaraaaaaa, why do you get all the fun missions? It's so BORING here!"
"Scaraaaaaa, why do you get all the fun missions? It's so BORING here!"
November 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
Despite hearing him walking over, the last thing he expected was actually being touched.
As soon as Childe's arm had, a hand reached up to snatch his wrist- shifting to duck under it and twisting his arm, nose wrinkling slightly and scowling before pushing it away. A very clear, silent, tell to +
As soon as Childe's arm had, a hand reached up to snatch his wrist- shifting to duck under it and twisting his arm, nose wrinkling slightly and scowling before pushing it away. A very clear, silent, tell to +
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I am the righteous hand of god and I am the devil you forgot.
November 29, 2025 at 1:02 AM
I am the righteous hand of god and I am the devil you forgot.
☆ : Slowly logging into here....
November 29, 2025 at 1:06 AM
☆ : Slowly logging into here....
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anger and agony are better than misery.
November 27, 2025 at 3:38 AM
anger and agony are better than misery.
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I don't like what's at my core
Pray to God to fix my soul
But I don't need God's forgiveness
I need 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴!
Pray to God to fix my soul
But I don't need God's forgiveness
I need 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴!
November 27, 2025 at 3:36 AM
I don't like what's at my core
Pray to God to fix my soul
But I don't need God's forgiveness
I need 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴!
Pray to God to fix my soul
But I don't need God's forgiveness
I need 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴!