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IllumināDID
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| 33 | Host: Mareñá | Genderfluid | PNES, DID, GAD, ADHD, OCD, ASD | 🇰🇭/🇻🇳 | #CSA #RAMCOA survivor | TW 🔞 | #healbyliving | Love is the way. 🫶🏼 |
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We've realized our current hosting dynamic has Marion/Mareñá kind of constantly co con. So we're adopting Marion as the primary host name bc it's just easier for everyone around us to pronounce and remember 🤣 We, the host, will be signing as M.
-M
December 1, 2024 at 10:47 AM
In an attempt to not be triggered by my MIL making pies and getting frustrated, I started pulling decorations for christmas from the shed to arrange them.
Then, let's untangle them.
Then, let's put a few up!
It spiraled.
Now my back fkn hurts. 😂I need the dark for the rest.
-M
November 30, 2024 at 9:47 PM
Forgive any chaos you may see from this page in the next few days, we're trying to get used to using like 15 apps at the same time 😂😂😂
-Nim💋
November 27, 2024 at 2:53 PM
ℹ️ About Us ℹ️
💽 System Basics 💽
📃 Alters 1📃
📃 Alters 2 📃
📢 Education/Advocacy 📢
🔎 Info. Threads 🔎
🤞 Support & Grounding Threads 🤞
📂 Content 📂
🌐 Find us elsewhere 🌐
🎥 Most Recent Livestream🎥
🎞️ Most Recent YT Video 🎞️
November 27, 2024 at 2:48 PM
I have been unofficially voluntold that it is my job to handle the female times of life so here I am, hello, hi, nice to see you all without being holy hella massively triggered. 😂🫶
-Nimué 💋
November 27, 2024 at 2:46 PM
youtube.com/post/Ugkxpii...

We would LOVE feedback bc we just are kinda unsure.
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We just recorded our first R/AITAH video for our unplugged channel @IlluminaDIDunpluggedand we're low-key a lil nervous. It's very casual. Very just us being...
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November 25, 2024 at 9:17 PM
Time is an absolute lie. Sleep evades us.

But at least we're not triggered?

Insomnia is new to us.

No, processing it without dissociation is new.

I now get how Tyler Durden felt. What is awake? What is asleep? What the FUCK. 👀
-M
November 23, 2024 at 12:03 PM
OH MY GOSH, I forgot we had this account here too. XD

Many platforms. Trying to stay organized, we swear.
November 19, 2024 at 2:09 PM
Alright, healing looks really good on us. We've been working through a lot of trauma memories and stuff regarding the REALLY bad shit, but on the flip side, things are easier to cope with overall. Not questioning things, just rolling with life. 😂

Hope you have a good weekend! 🫂🫰
-Mareñá 🪷
November 16, 2024 at 7:51 PM
Atlas 🗺️ & Drystan🛡️(co-con) were out having a photoshoot during the morning cigarette. 😂 I guess they figured out the camera. Now I'm gonna have to play with it more too.

Anywho. Have some masc selfies. These two take better pics than I do and it makes me a little jealous. /lh

-Mareñá 🪷
November 12, 2024 at 4:06 PM
The neck pain and the calf pain are gonna turn us into a nocturnal mobility challenged gremlin. STG. 😂

It's 0230 we should NOT make coffee.

But we're going to. Oh, we're going to. ☕
-Atlas🗺️ & Rhys🍺
November 12, 2024 at 10:32 AM
Walking cane free is a no go today smh. 😭 Bold of me to think the chronic pain might magically have disappeared 😂

In other slightly related news, my daughter has demanded to know what the crow's name is. There is no name for my cane crow.

Send help. And names. 🫰
-Mareñá 🪷
November 12, 2024 at 1:44 AM
I knew it was too quiet for too long. The PTSD symptoms be arse kickin. I don't suppose they could tell me why we just suddenly started having bad vibes, because I surely can't recall any trigger. 🤔
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October 23, 2024 at 9:44 PM
October 20, 2024 at 1:36 AM
The stress levels here are unreal. Good gawd.

(Here being Home lmao)
-Atlas
October 19, 2024 at 10:02 PM
We logged back in bc we noticed a lot of others were making theirs.
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October 18, 2024 at 6:38 PM
👋🏽 We've been going through it, but we're going to try to update here more.
-René
March 18, 2024 at 9:33 PM
Just remembered we had this.
January 25, 2024 at 6:10 AM