happy bruno mars staring at pete wentz day to all who celebrate

i am utterly disgusted by myself

god, i just want to die, cant you hear my prayers

my bf sent this to me 😭 #jiraisky

i want to see less sunrise posts on my tl and more girls being manic on main

would it be ok if i posted my jirai fits here from time to time, both to show them off but also to document my weight loss journey im starting? #jirai #jiraisky #meheraposting

sorry for no activity, but its nice to know no one really missed me here anyways, less pressure to worry about

finally gonna try fasting, maybe itll help me lose some weight and feel in control for once

Anyways. Stan ARTMS or something

I don't know what to do. Being alive genuinely feels like a mistake. I'm just taking and taking and taking and never giving anything back. I'm a horrible person. I wish I could make everyone hate me so I can't hurt them more and eventually fade away. It'd be for the better. I'm broken

i want to be made of bones and ash and rot

i don't expect anyone to love me, but i crave it all the same

maybe if I keep my stomach empty it'll make my heart feel full

posted on here twice and got the "we're worried about your mental health" email

yesterday i found the account of an artist that made something really impactful to me, and then i saw that they were born in 2005, and i realized i wanted to die even more

i wish it wasnt so hard to die