Eventually, you have acceptance. One day, you will wake up and realize it’s over. Like everything else, the most defining moment in your life becomes a footnote, and you realize that the most love you've ever felt is finally dead.
November 10, 2025 at 1:52 AM
Eventually, you have acceptance. One day, you will wake up and realize it’s over. Like everything else, the most defining moment in your life becomes a footnote, and you realize that the most love you've ever felt is finally dead.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to fucking do. I feel like I can’t even have self doubts or be aloof anymore because people get so fucking tired of my shit. Nobody has any time to be sad for me anymore. I’m a pathetic stupid fucking person who pissed all of her pity points away and
October 13, 2025 at 7:26 AM
I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what to fucking do. I feel like I can’t even have self doubts or be aloof anymore because people get so fucking tired of my shit. Nobody has any time to be sad for me anymore. I’m a pathetic stupid fucking person who pissed all of her pity points away and
Why yes my day was going alright up until I was having a panic attack with barely any sleep and a few hours to go before work. Why, yes, it’s my fault and entirely due to my inability to function as an adult. Yeah, it wouldn’t have happened if I was just normal and could process reality correctly.
October 10, 2025 at 12:52 AM
Why yes my day was going alright up until I was having a panic attack with barely any sleep and a few hours to go before work. Why, yes, it’s my fault and entirely due to my inability to function as an adult. Yeah, it wouldn’t have happened if I was just normal and could process reality correctly.
I should be grateful for the amount of support I get, but I hate how much I’m told it’s going to get better. Nothing ever gets better. I get more resilient. There are tiny things that make it feel like it might be better, but at the end of the day, life has been a nonstop punishment for all of 2025
September 27, 2025 at 8:36 AM
I should be grateful for the amount of support I get, but I hate how much I’m told it’s going to get better. Nothing ever gets better. I get more resilient. There are tiny things that make it feel like it might be better, but at the end of the day, life has been a nonstop punishment for all of 2025
There are a lot of moments in your life where you feel dread but the truest dread I really feel nowadays is the dread of being alone with my thoughts when I’m at a low point. I think a lot of why I seek romance so much is just to have someone to distract me from how much it still hurts
September 25, 2025 at 12:11 PM
There are a lot of moments in your life where you feel dread but the truest dread I really feel nowadays is the dread of being alone with my thoughts when I’m at a low point. I think a lot of why I seek romance so much is just to have someone to distract me from how much it still hurts
I am crashing out
September 19, 2025 at 6:12 AM
I am crashing out
I was gonna sleep a little more before work but I guess waking up covered in sweat with my heart pounding out of my chest works too
September 18, 2025 at 2:34 AM
I was gonna sleep a little more before work but I guess waking up covered in sweat with my heart pounding out of my chest works too
Apathy always is and always will be worse than outright rejection, refusal, or literally anything other than just... nothing, I guess. I know I shouldn't be angry at people for feeling like there's no point to communicating but jesus fucking christ have some respect for those who care about you
September 6, 2025 at 12:28 PM
Apathy always is and always will be worse than outright rejection, refusal, or literally anything other than just... nothing, I guess. I know I shouldn't be angry at people for feeling like there's no point to communicating but jesus fucking christ have some respect for those who care about you
Waking up to no messages from anyone after being totally offline for sixteen hours is an amazing feeling and also does anyone have a loaded shotgun
August 24, 2025 at 9:48 AM
Waking up to no messages from anyone after being totally offline for sixteen hours is an amazing feeling and also does anyone have a loaded shotgun
Sometimes days just get off to a start that’s like what the fuck man
August 19, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Sometimes days just get off to a start that’s like what the fuck man
I missed a dose bc I fell asleep and I have just awoken to a paranoid mess of myself
August 9, 2025 at 10:03 PM
I missed a dose bc I fell asleep and I have just awoken to a paranoid mess of myself
Sorry for the aimless vent because I just woke up and need to take my meds but I’m so disappointed by Chapter 3 it hurts. I’m so fucking tired of Deltarune. I’m gonna try it again when I forget about it, I guess
August 7, 2025 at 6:14 AM
Sorry for the aimless vent because I just woke up and need to take my meds but I’m so disappointed by Chapter 3 it hurts. I’m so fucking tired of Deltarune. I’m gonna try it again when I forget about it, I guess
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A quick lil' tribute to Hiroshi Nagai's poolside. My trees aren't as well behaved.
August 6, 2025 at 7:39 PM
A quick lil' tribute to Hiroshi Nagai's poolside. My trees aren't as well behaved.
I have no fucking idea who my eight followers are btw like shoutout to you dudes big time
August 5, 2025 at 5:28 AM
I have no fucking idea who my eight followers are btw like shoutout to you dudes big time
Also you’re just gonna have to take my word for it until I have a weekend to record but I GOT the Square Hammer solo and I’m gonna be GETTING bitches from the hammer-on pull-offs alone
August 5, 2025 at 5:26 AM
Also you’re just gonna have to take my word for it until I have a weekend to record but I GOT the Square Hammer solo and I’m gonna be GETTING bitches from the hammer-on pull-offs alone
Sorry for not posting, everyone; my left hand needed to be sent to hospital after I tried to play Bark At The Moon the exact way Jake plays it (with that FUCKING 5-10-10 G7sus2) but I have small female fingers and now they won’t stop going sideways ):
August 5, 2025 at 5:24 AM
Sorry for not posting, everyone; my left hand needed to be sent to hospital after I tried to play Bark At The Moon the exact way Jake plays it (with that FUCKING 5-10-10 G7sus2) but I have small female fingers and now they won’t stop going sideways ):
just realized that im having a total crisis and haven’t been on the verge of committing cobain once. wild. it’s been years since ive had this level of peace
July 27, 2025 at 10:29 AM
just realized that im having a total crisis and haven’t been on the verge of committing cobain once. wild. it’s been years since ive had this level of peace
it really sucks that some people just can’t exist with you. HRT has been really good but it’s also come at the end of a long mental health journey, and yesterday i basically formally told three or four people we were gonna be going separate ways. i probably would not still be thinking about it, but
July 26, 2025 at 4:14 AM
it really sucks that some people just can’t exist with you. HRT has been really good but it’s also come at the end of a long mental health journey, and yesterday i basically formally told three or four people we were gonna be going separate ways. i probably would not still be thinking about it, but
sometimes it’s really painful to accept, but a time comes when you realize it’s time to stop talking to your friend because you aren’t ever really going to be friends in a way that doesn’t hurt for you again
July 23, 2025 at 9:41 PM
sometimes it’s really painful to accept, but a time comes when you realize it’s time to stop talking to your friend because you aren’t ever really going to be friends in a way that doesn’t hurt for you again
my depression has really started to ease up since i've had the abrupt epiphany that i can do everything that matters better than the people i spend any amount of time worrying over. sometimes i think i get so caught-up in the internet world i forget that in real life i'm a guitarist with a huge pe
July 18, 2025 at 10:07 AM
my depression has really started to ease up since i've had the abrupt epiphany that i can do everything that matters better than the people i spend any amount of time worrying over. sometimes i think i get so caught-up in the internet world i forget that in real life i'm a guitarist with a huge pe
after everything i've done in the last eight months, i just want to ask if the progress ever actually makes you feel better or if you spend every second trying to convince yourself that you're okay with what's happening. i have 'friends' but i haven't spoken to anyone honestly in so long atp
July 15, 2025 at 3:05 AM
after everything i've done in the last eight months, i just want to ask if the progress ever actually makes you feel better or if you spend every second trying to convince yourself that you're okay with what's happening. i have 'friends' but i haven't spoken to anyone honestly in so long atp
i am upset when things i use for comfort and support are ridiculed by the internet. why is it cool to shit on a form of content just because you don't get it. people suck
July 12, 2025 at 7:56 PM
i am upset when things i use for comfort and support are ridiculed by the internet. why is it cool to shit on a form of content just because you don't get it. people suck
sometimes i forget to drown myself in substances the second i wake up and accidentally remember how much i hate every second of my life and how i have lost every single thing i have ever wanted, and that everything i do is a thinly-veiled attempt to hide how miserable i am so that people like me
July 10, 2025 at 7:19 AM
sometimes i forget to drown myself in substances the second i wake up and accidentally remember how much i hate every second of my life and how i have lost every single thing i have ever wanted, and that everything i do is a thinly-veiled attempt to hide how miserable i am so that people like me
i honestly don't even want to play games anymore but it feels like i'll lose all points of connection and conversation with my friends if i just stop. i hate having the things i really want to do slowly turn into chores that i have to finish before i either get spoiled or just miss out altogether
July 8, 2025 at 9:19 AM
i honestly don't even want to play games anymore but it feels like i'll lose all points of connection and conversation with my friends if i just stop. i hate having the things i really want to do slowly turn into chores that i have to finish before i either get spoiled or just miss out altogether