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not taz
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piperacillin/tazobactam
IV ABX 4.5g / 20mL water for injections TDS
Pinned
caring about others and losing myself in the process even though i was no one in the first place
January 5, 2026 at 9:11 PM
it’s so funny how normal i seem around other people irl like y’all don’t know what the fuck stupid shit i think in my head on a daily basis
January 5, 2026 at 9:10 PM
i'm perfectly mentally sane and don't think about dying every day
January 3, 2026 at 11:32 AM
i know i will die alone
January 3, 2026 at 11:26 AM
+ duh i'm not stupid and putting blame on other ppl for not reaching out, i just really cannot be bothered feeling disappointment anymore. why make myself suffer when i didn't have to in the first place
January 3, 2026 at 11:24 AM
being in fandom spaces doesn't hit the same anymore. i lose interest in making friends, the ppl i try to befriend forget about me, i stay a lonely island
January 3, 2026 at 11:18 AM
i'm not ending the yr on a very good note
December 29, 2025 at 10:26 PM
when i read queer love stories and see wlw in rels, i always wonder if/when i'll be able to freely dedicate my time and energy into someone. an actual romantic rel
December 27, 2025 at 7:37 PM
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Back to me

#getosuguru
December 26, 2025 at 10:15 PM
when twt oomfs talk about being writers and then when they post am excerpt, they r the writers on ao3 who write everything in one giant chunk paragraph
December 27, 2025 at 1:38 AM
genuinely what if i just didn't exist
December 23, 2025 at 12:51 AM
healthcare autism
December 14, 2025 at 10:36 PM
pulses: dorsalis pedis, posterior tibial
colour, temperature, any hairs + keep an eye out for any wounds, corns, calluses, toenails
CRT
microfilament - say which foot i'm doing. 9 points: big toe, middle toe, pinky toe, three points on ball of feet, two in middle, final at heel
toe touch test
December 14, 2025 at 10:29 PM
me reading up on local trust policies
December 14, 2025 at 10:23 PM
'sanjuu kyuu do'
December 14, 2025 at 6:24 PM
japanese direct translation: 'additionally, my body was burning up. my body temperature must have been over 39C'

subs: (blah blah) 'i'm sure that my temperature was over 102 degrees'
December 14, 2025 at 6:21 PM
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December 9, 2025 at 12:25 PM
kya i love healthcare <3
December 8, 2025 at 7:39 PM
idk if it's just me but should ppl not remember what diuretics play in fluid balancing situations...
December 8, 2025 at 7:28 PM
i feel kind of bad for one of my friends, another friend of ours was sitting with us in subway and that friend and i have depression and suicidal thoughts so we joked around abt rope and stuff

our other friend was like wth do i even say here.. ToT
December 8, 2025 at 6:53 PM
i wish my brain functioned normally i really do
December 4, 2025 at 9:49 PM
this sounds so sad but i feel like 2009-10, when i was 15-16 yrs old, were the peak yrs of my life. depression and anxiety has kind of ruined everything since then and i am still a very sad adult :P
December 4, 2025 at 5:21 PM
i live life with enough stress and anxiety in me it could probably kill someone
December 4, 2025 at 9:21 AM
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December 2, 2025 at 4:03 PM
my boobs are so big rn fuck periods man
December 2, 2025 at 10:18 PM