Hellixh
@hellixh.bsky.social
Hi~
• Disordered eating •
Warning: Currently in love with Weak Hero and its spilling over onto my eed space 🫰
HW: 205(2024)
SW: 196(2024)
LW:127(2022❤️🔥)
GW1: Christmas 2025: 127 lbs (57.6 kgs)
CW(jazz hands): 136.4 lbs (61.8 kgs)
DNI: Minors
(Edtwt)
• Disordered eating •
Warning: Currently in love with Weak Hero and its spilling over onto my eed space 🫰
HW: 205(2024)
SW: 196(2024)
LW:127(2022❤️🔥)
GW1: Christmas 2025: 127 lbs (57.6 kgs)
CW(jazz hands): 136.4 lbs (61.8 kgs)
DNI: Minors
(Edtwt)
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Hellixh
@hellixh.bsky.social
· Nov 22
Over 18(under 25), and 5’0.
Struggle w/ Anxiety
Recovered BED
Cw:xxx(I can’t even say it🙄🤮)
Gw:118
Ugw:83
Struggle w/ Anxiety
Recovered BED
Cw:xxx(I can’t even say it🙄🤮)
Gw:118
Ugw:83
I’m not giving up. I will not let myself sink into depression. I am stronger than I’ve ever been.
November 9, 2025 at 7:33 PM
I’m not giving up. I will not let myself sink into depression. I am stronger than I’ve ever been.
Hey guys. It never seems like enough. I’ve been eating counting my calories these last few weeks, and I know for a fact I’ve been between 400-750 calories.
I’ve been running 2 miles, walking 3 daily. This morning I’m the same as always. 138 lbs. I feel like Im suffocating. Should I just fast? Idk.
I’ve been running 2 miles, walking 3 daily. This morning I’m the same as always. 138 lbs. I feel like Im suffocating. Should I just fast? Idk.
November 9, 2025 at 7:31 PM
Hey guys. It never seems like enough. I’ve been eating counting my calories these last few weeks, and I know for a fact I’ve been between 400-750 calories.
I’ve been running 2 miles, walking 3 daily. This morning I’m the same as always. 138 lbs. I feel like Im suffocating. Should I just fast? Idk.
I’ve been running 2 miles, walking 3 daily. This morning I’m the same as always. 138 lbs. I feel like Im suffocating. Should I just fast? Idk.
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
Im sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
Im sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
November 8, 2025 at 3:28 PM
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
Im sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
Im sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
I’m sick of being fat
Gang I feel so fattttttt oml✋
October 27, 2025 at 4:00 PM
Gang I feel so fattttttt oml✋
I’m sick of seeing the 140’s. Every morning I wake up in the high 130’s but by the end of the day I’m in the 140’s again 💔 I’m going back in my old diet this upcoming week. That always helps my drop fast.
October 24, 2025 at 5:48 PM
I’m sick of seeing the 140’s. Every morning I wake up in the high 130’s but by the end of the day I’m in the 140’s again 💔 I’m going back in my old diet this upcoming week. That always helps my drop fast.
Omg fam why r BTS fans so mad now. I used to be ARMY in 2016-2020 n they were NOT this bad. I literally commented on an old video of bts about how they’ve changed, and I miss them from 2016 and DAMN they was tripping! Saying “you better never buy tickets” etc etc - like I did buy tickets before wym😭
October 24, 2025 at 4:23 PM
Omg fam why r BTS fans so mad now. I used to be ARMY in 2016-2020 n they were NOT this bad. I literally commented on an old video of bts about how they’ve changed, and I miss them from 2016 and DAMN they was tripping! Saying “you better never buy tickets” etc etc - like I did buy tickets before wym😭
Im at this uncomfortable stage in my weightloss where I can see the skinny starting to show under my fat but I’m still FAT.
October 23, 2025 at 2:50 PM
Im at this uncomfortable stage in my weightloss where I can see the skinny starting to show under my fat but I’m still FAT.
Mmmmorning everyone~ yesterday I ate half of what I normally eat. Just 420 cal. (2 eggs and my protein smoothie.) Yayay😊~ I have a dinner on Friday with family so I definitely need to do the same again today. I usually eat light w/ them, but failure to prepare is preparing for failure💕💕💗
October 23, 2025 at 12:55 PM
Mmmmorning everyone~ yesterday I ate half of what I normally eat. Just 420 cal. (2 eggs and my protein smoothie.) Yayay😊~ I have a dinner on Friday with family so I definitely need to do the same again today. I usually eat light w/ them, but failure to prepare is preparing for failure💕💕💗
I’ve been at 137/138 lbs for like 2 weeks now 🫠 I’m eating 1 meal a day + a smoothie and I can tell it’s too much. It’s around 900 cal but I think I have to go lower if I wanna see results
October 22, 2025 at 6:27 PM
I’ve been at 137/138 lbs for like 2 weeks now 🫠 I’m eating 1 meal a day + a smoothie and I can tell it’s too much. It’s around 900 cal but I think I have to go lower if I wanna see results
OMG ITS MIDDLE OF THE DAY AND SOMEHOW IM 137.6 - that’s a lb down, I repeat a LB DOWN😭 I can’t believe it🫶🫶
October 16, 2025 at 6:56 PM
OMG ITS MIDDLE OF THE DAY AND SOMEHOW IM 137.6 - that’s a lb down, I repeat a LB DOWN😭 I can’t believe it🫶🫶
I’m caressing the 130’s, but one sip of water, one bite of food and I’m 140💔 I’m walking and running 5+miles a day and idk why I’m still 138.6 in the morning. It’s been like weeks since I first got here. But imma stick it out, I’m leaving the 130’s for the 120’s soon🙏
October 16, 2025 at 4:10 PM
I’m caressing the 130’s, but one sip of water, one bite of food and I’m 140💔 I’m walking and running 5+miles a day and idk why I’m still 138.6 in the morning. It’s been like weeks since I first got here. But imma stick it out, I’m leaving the 130’s for the 120’s soon🙏
I just saw someone predict a Great Depression coming up for US(where I live) and it’s like… maybe then I’ll be skinny but I’m pretty sure that means I’ll also be homeless 🙃 I wish I was mentally strong and accomplished more by now
October 15, 2025 at 5:07 AM
I just saw someone predict a Great Depression coming up for US(where I live) and it’s like… maybe then I’ll be skinny but I’m pretty sure that means I’ll also be homeless 🙃 I wish I was mentally strong and accomplished more by now
12 more lbs and I’ll be lighter than I’ve been since I was 11 years old.🥹
October 12, 2025 at 9:15 PM
12 more lbs and I’ll be lighter than I’ve been since I was 11 years old.🥹
My CE class said I should be a comedian and I am stuck on thinking they r saying that bc I’m fat. If I was a pretty girl I don’t think they would say that 😭
October 9, 2025 at 2:55 AM
My CE class said I should be a comedian and I am stuck on thinking they r saying that bc I’m fat. If I was a pretty girl I don’t think they would say that 😭
Today I’m convinced I look like a neanderthal
a dog wrapped in a blanket is laying on a bed with the words let 's go back to sleep above it .
ALT: a dog wrapped in a blanket is laying on a bed with the words let 's go back to sleep above it .
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October 8, 2025 at 3:04 PM
Today I’m convinced I look like a neanderthal
I’m having bone broth soup to celebrate me entering the 130’s☺️
September 26, 2025 at 5:09 PM
I’m having bone broth soup to celebrate me entering the 130’s☺️
GOOD MORNING!!!
IM IN THE 130’s!!!!🥳🥳🥳
I was NOT expecting that this morning ☺️
IM IN THE 130’s!!!!🥳🥳🥳
I was NOT expecting that this morning ☺️
September 26, 2025 at 3:26 PM
GOOD MORNING!!!
IM IN THE 130’s!!!!🥳🥳🥳
I was NOT expecting that this morning ☺️
IM IN THE 130’s!!!!🥳🥳🥳
I was NOT expecting that this morning ☺️
I won’t eat solids until I’m in the 130’s.
Today I weighed in at 141.4 lbs (64.1 kgs)
Today I weighed in at 141.4 lbs (64.1 kgs)
September 25, 2025 at 5:09 PM
I won’t eat solids until I’m in the 130’s.
Today I weighed in at 141.4 lbs (64.1 kgs)
Today I weighed in at 141.4 lbs (64.1 kgs)
Good morning everyone!💖
I’m on day 3 of my liquid fast, and going strong. It was triggered when someone on here commented on my post I was eating long a dog on its bday🙃 usually that triggers a binge but these days I can’t eat very well anyway so thank you, helping me reach my goals quicker 👑
I’m on day 3 of my liquid fast, and going strong. It was triggered when someone on here commented on my post I was eating long a dog on its bday🙃 usually that triggers a binge but these days I can’t eat very well anyway so thank you, helping me reach my goals quicker 👑
September 25, 2025 at 3:38 PM
Good morning everyone!💖
I’m on day 3 of my liquid fast, and going strong. It was triggered when someone on here commented on my post I was eating long a dog on its bday🙃 usually that triggers a binge but these days I can’t eat very well anyway so thank you, helping me reach my goals quicker 👑
I’m on day 3 of my liquid fast, and going strong. It was triggered when someone on here commented on my post I was eating long a dog on its bday🙃 usually that triggers a binge but these days I can’t eat very well anyway so thank you, helping me reach my goals quicker 👑
There is this new girl in my massage class and omg she’s gonna stay w us until we finish and I really wanna be her friend but I have a feeling my brains gonna screw it up. I can only make friends when I don’t think about it
September 25, 2025 at 3:20 AM
There is this new girl in my massage class and omg she’s gonna stay w us until we finish and I really wanna be her friend but I have a feeling my brains gonna screw it up. I can only make friends when I don’t think about it
When I see myself in front of beautiful scenery I look like a stain, ruining the picture 💔
September 22, 2025 at 8:43 PM
When I see myself in front of beautiful scenery I look like a stain, ruining the picture 💔
Today I’m only eating 1 meal:
1 head of lettuce greens(60cal)
Half of a very large avocado (200 cal)
Half of a chicken breast(70 cal)
3.9 oz of sliced turkey(130 cal)
2 Alyssa bites (90)
Total: 550 cal
I’m so full and I hate this feeling.
1 head of lettuce greens(60cal)
Half of a very large avocado (200 cal)
Half of a chicken breast(70 cal)
3.9 oz of sliced turkey(130 cal)
2 Alyssa bites (90)
Total: 550 cal
I’m so full and I hate this feeling.
September 22, 2025 at 8:00 PM
Today I’m only eating 1 meal:
1 head of lettuce greens(60cal)
Half of a very large avocado (200 cal)
Half of a chicken breast(70 cal)
3.9 oz of sliced turkey(130 cal)
2 Alyssa bites (90)
Total: 550 cal
I’m so full and I hate this feeling.
1 head of lettuce greens(60cal)
Half of a very large avocado (200 cal)
Half of a chicken breast(70 cal)
3.9 oz of sliced turkey(130 cal)
2 Alyssa bites (90)
Total: 550 cal
I’m so full and I hate this feeling.
Good morning🫶🫶
The only solids I ate yesterday were veggies and I walked over 6 miles yet I somehow gained a pound overnight
Yay🥳🫠
The only solids I ate yesterday were veggies and I walked over 6 miles yet I somehow gained a pound overnight
Yay🥳🫠
September 22, 2025 at 1:10 PM
Good morning🫶🫶
The only solids I ate yesterday were veggies and I walked over 6 miles yet I somehow gained a pound overnight
Yay🥳🫠
The only solids I ate yesterday were veggies and I walked over 6 miles yet I somehow gained a pound overnight
Yay🥳🫠
I hateeee having a belly.
September 22, 2025 at 1:26 AM
I hateeee having a belly.
I can’t wait too be in a “normal” weight range.
September 21, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I can’t wait too be in a “normal” weight range.